Hi umm, i have a question, Something has been bothering me lately, and mostly ive just been repressing it and trying not to think of it, but i decided to post it here, i dont know why this is happening.
First of, i am completely heterosexual, i like women, ALOT. I dont even find men attractive.
This is the hard part, sometimes, just randomly, i get this curious feeling about kissing another guy or something like that. it hits me for like a minute and i just ignore it. Its really embarrassing because, well youd have to know me. I am into women, and with my friends ill bash gays (sorry, i dont really have anything against you, but i was brought up in a VERY conservative family, and peer pressure kinda builds) (im also guilty of a lot of racial prejudice among my friends liberally using the "n" word. but really i have nothing against anyone because of race or sexual orientation. I dont know, i just felt like confessing that....anyways, could someone please give me some advice, this is really hard for me cuz this is the first time ive admitted it to myself, let alone other people. And for those who say "well don, you must be bi" im not sexually attracted to guys, my mind just wonders what being gay would be like, and i picture myself making out with a guy, but like i said, i just push it away. beautiful women always make me "happy" idk. thanks for reading, just typing it helps...