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Have been losing weight, In January 2021 I was around 270lbs, I am now sitting at 189lbs, I havent been under 190 in my entire adult life(since 2001).
I have gone through the process of changing my name with social security, the state, my birth certificate and my state ID, new bank card, updating my name on various apps and sites. My name has been updated for my apartment lease stuff.
I might hold off on gender marker change due to the political climate.
Due to the weight loss I have been upgrading my wardrobe more than I am used to, I already have clothing items I bought in the last 2 years that are now a little bit big for me.
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All the regular meats except for Italian snausage, add on onions and green peppers, no cheese for me tho so that means no stuffed crust.
Bonus if they have those little pepperonis that turn into grease bowls when cooked.
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Cookies n Creme, bonus points if a whole cookie made its way in.
Peanut Butter, bonus points if you hit a huge vein of peanut butter.
Cookie Dough is in my top favs, Butter Pecan if my teeth are up to it.
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My roommate insists on being in the bathroom with me when I am on the toilet.
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17 hours ago, Pelusban said:
Recently I started to be aware about how different websites provide the option to delete your already registered account. Our interest on diapers is probably requires more attention to privacy, anonymity and collected data, and I see the range for this feature is wide, from correct solutions (delete button, delayed action, notification email etc.) to malfunctioning or missing feature. In Europe GDPR gives the right to be forgotten, but the situation seems chaotic worldwide. What do you think about this and also, how do you care about it, and how far you can go to protect your anonymity?
Protecting anonymity, Do not post the same images from a single photo host to multiple sites if mixing kink/lifestyle with vanilla people, upload them to a different photo host and make sure it has a different filename, same thing goes for images that have a specific filename, I once posted one here, I think it was an upload when making the reply(example: barnburner.jpg but it was a different username) and google picked it up, I was able to delete the post the file was in and then went to google and requested removal of the link due to it not existing anymore.
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7 hours ago, DailyDi said:
Explain your name
Mine is simple, when I registered the site my server used the first characters of the domain name as my user name, and I stuck with it.
I will tell you mine if you allow me to have it changed 👀
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Approaching 1 year since starting estrogen, I was first on patches, then my Dr wanted me to up the dose but the price for the patches increased hugely so I asked to stay on the then current dose, Earlier this month I was able to ask for pills which are much cheaper in price, I am required to monitor my blood pressure for the first 30 days since I am in a percentile of possibly having issues with them due to my blood pressure before going into this. So far my blood pressure seems to be good, I am on a single pill daily but if I get the go ahead by my dr I can do 2x daily.
I am not having any extra mood or emotional issues that Ive been hearing could be possible with E treatment, In some ways my breasts look slightly bigger but not by too much.
I have gained a few pounds, I want to blame that on the super cold weather and snow for me not being able to do daily walks. Last November a few days after my last post I officially hit under 200 pounds, but am now currently around 210.
I have met someone, actually we have known each other since we were kids but we only reconnected last Fall, hes trans too. When we were kids this was totally not on our radars, as in being trans or even the possibility of hooking up. He is totally on board with my AB/Little side!
He has also helped me try doing makeup, I still have lots to learn on that front.
I have been able to meet a few ABDLs in the past year too.
I started Cpap at night for Sleep Apnea back in December, I may finally be getting the hang of it and earlier this month I tried sleeping in diapers which has been a huge problem for me in the past as it just wasnt letting me fall asleep, hit or miss doing it up til now but now I am able to fall asleep diapered with no issues possibly because the cpap thingy is taking my entire thought process keeping me occupied with that lol.
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On 1/20/2025 at 10:41 PM, ValentinesStuff said:
What are you doing at a urinal?
o snap!
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On 1/20/2025 at 8:58 PM, Crinklz Kat said:
That's what I've been doing for years. Just wish I had listened to myself and got the treatment years before.
What kind of mask are you using? I took the test with the full mask, but it was a bad experience. The air pressure would push out and "fart" all night long. I chose the nasal mask when I got the machine issued. Been using that since, but I have tried the slim "pillow" style. That was a partial failure. The head strap design simply doesn't work on me so I was always finding it slipping off the head.
Using the full mask but might try the nasal thingy. I do have the farting thing but its not an issue for me.
When I did the test it was an at home thing and the only thing on my face was smol nasal tubes that were held in place by the ears.
Does anyone have any ideas for something I can spray onto the tubes so my demon child(cat) doesnt chew on the thing? I already have a bitter apple spray but it seems to have chemicals in it and I havent tried it on the tube but I dont want to risk melting/dissolving the tube. Cpap store guy did tell me I can use duct tape if it happens on the new tube he gave me 2 weeks ago. Its a heated tube so a sleeve may not be useful in temperature control or something like that.
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On 1/20/2025 at 8:53 PM, DailyDi said:
$2 ground beef! That's a connection I need lol
Grabbed this today when I was in a different store(had something my bros store didnt carry) with intention of stopping at my brothers store on my way home for pretty much the same thing, but the time it takes to get home saved me 90 minutes bus ride so I just went home instead.
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On 1/5/2025 at 12:42 AM, Kawaharu said:
At this point, we are starting to see the normalization of diapers. If they can wear a diaper to a NYE ball drop can you imagine wearing them to Music festivals and on long trips
Taylor Swift fans dont seem to be against wearing them.
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Back in November I was put on a cpap machine at night for obstructive sleep apnea, I took to it pretty quickly when it came to falling asleep, but I still have issues were I wake up and the mask is no longer on my face..
Earlier this month I was able to stock up on diapers, I went with a mix of Tykables Overnights and Waddlers, my first time trying Tykables.
In the past I have found it extremely difficult to fall asleep wearing a diaper, very limited success leading up to the end of this past Autumn until I ran out of Trests.
I tried the night the new ones were delivered and I had absolutely no issue falling asleep while wearing, I did some wetting leading up to my konking out, I doubt I was tinkling in my sleep but if I did wake up overnight to potty I would just stay in bed, tinkle then fall back to sleep. I then wake up and do my wake up tinkle but I am gun-shy about it since when using the trests I would end up tinkling too fast and leaking so while I can tinkle without much thought, I try to take small pauses while doing it to let the SAP absorb most of it before continuing.
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If I am able to, I can get a pound of fresh ground beef for like $2 or less, I then buy a bag of frozen tater tots and some BBQ sauce.
I cook up the ground beef and throw in bbq sauce while the tots are baking, then the tots are done I put them into a bowl and chop them up with a spatula and then mix the bbq ground beef into it. I dont live well but its something I dont mind making.
(My brother works for a grocery store chain as the meat department manager and can slap a custom price/bar code label onto the meat, If I needed to I could use his savings card which also has his employee discount on it.)
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What kind of pop are you drinking?
I was primarily a Dr Pepper drinker all day and up to bed time, but last year I switched it up and stop drinking Caffeine pops at around 8pm and switch to non-caffeinated pop such as Sprite or Starry or 7up, I feel I have been able to fall aseep better since I started that.
(I drink the diet or zero versions of all of those)
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Caution! not worksafe content below:
Usually for me I have better results playing with myself with a wet diaper, but if I want to do a quickie with very minimal cleanup(as in not wanting to deep clean shower down there after tinkling into it), I will pad up, hop into the shower and use the handheld shower head and direct water into the top of the diaper to a comfy point where it wont(shouldnt) burst and then go to town with my buzzy wand.
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Single pilot ops will most likely never happen unless a way comes out to be able to control the airliner from the ground, there is a history of suicidal and suspected suicidal pilot plane crashes.
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Walmart could be a good start, if you arent ready to tell people at the store if they ask why you are in the womens section, tell them you are picking stuff up for a gf or sister, but there may be a good chance you arent questioned about it as I havent been asked since I started going into the womens section this year.
Look up sizing charts for each brand, they arent all the same sizing.
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11 hours ago, trappedinPLASTIC said:
HEY JESSE !! My name's Chris, I'm 42 n I live in Akron. I DONT KNOW ANYONE ELSE INTO AB/DL SOO ID LOVE TO BE YER FRIEND !! TEXT ME IF YA WANT (234)205-7796
Oh hi! I am in Akron too!
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On 11/16/2024 at 5:57 PM, Toecaps Denton said:
Middle left shelf is kind of the size and type of my 747 model (I had forgotten the term die-cast. That's how casual I am). I'm not aspiring to a huge collection, because I have no space for such, but if I did, some other planes I like are the DC-8, Dash 7, 727, the earliest 737s, and from the military, A400s, C-130s, C-17s, SR-71s, and C-5s.
I am also an emergency buff, and like your stash of light bars. I don't know all of the makes and models out there; there seem so be so many complicated lighting packages now. But I especially like that bottom light bar. I am also partial to older light bars like the Whelen 8000 strobe bar or the AeroDynic light bar (with a sweeper element in the middle instead of the metal device).
Anyhow, nice set-up of "stuff".
I love airliners, my collecting started out with plastic snap fit models you could find at most airport news stand stores in the late 90's, The bottom left shelf are my 1:400 scale models and the rest are 1:200 scale. My favorite is the Boeing 757, preferably with RB211's and winglets. Fun fact about my collection, one of the smallest ones actually is the most expensive one in there lol.
Top bar is Federal Signal 3 Pod Vector SL, small brother to the Federal Signal Vector and Vision series bars, it came to me all amber, I already had blue white and red domes from another Vector bar I had but had to buy red and blue led modules for it.
Middle one is a Whelen Liberty that I got from ebay for $200, it came to me all blue with halogen takedowns and alleys, I put possibly $800 into it to make it what it is as you can see it and is also computer programmable.
Bottom one is a Federal Signal Vista I got for $100 from a local fb seller, I made no changes to it but I might add in some lower modules. This Vista kind of came at a time of transition, it had strobes, halogen and LED options, mine is just strobe and halogen.
I am also and avid photographer of emergency vehicles and have a decent sized collection on my flickr page, DM me for link is you want or ask me for my discord name. I actually saw a Pierce Volterra on monday so that was neat.
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1994-95, we did have internet at the time but I was discovering my DL side on my own and didnt know it was a thing others had, But my AB side started to come out when Bambino became a thing online.
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Still moving on with this, met someone, he is incon but I didnt know that until we saw each other for the first time, he only uses pull up style and he isnt really a fan of it as he told me when we first met, so I was hesitant to tell him of my little side other than a few passing comments about me having experience with disposable pantsu.
I eventually told him and he was cool with it and there was a hint of an offer from him to change me one day.
I had a follow up with my HRT doctor where blood was drawn and it showed that my E-number lowered over the last 3 months but I am just hoping that was because I lost almost all of my prescriptions on a train trip out of town, I did only take a single E-patch so I didnt lose all of them but I lost my T-blocker and I couldnt get another script for that for about 2 months.
I am wearing primarily fem clothing even though its not too obvious, I have been venturing into the womens section at local walmarts for shirts and some pants, underwear and socks from amazon and ebay and my bf who is ftm had some womens pants that were getting ready to be sent to a local LGTBQ+ used clothing boutique.
I have gotten quite a few compliments on what I have been wearing, many from people I wouldnt have thought to be good with it. A neighbor told me I have a femme type stride in my walk, Ive painted my nails a few times and got lots of compliments on them when out and about.
My hair is getting longer, 7 inches average so far, been using hair bands to tame it, I have yet to get a proper trim.
Facial hair is a problem for me but later this month I should be able to have someone teach me how to conceal properly, I used a concealer for my first time this Halloween when I went out as a maid, had a wig on too. I got quite a few compliments on that night and 2 women at a bus stop that night thought I was an actual woman ❤️
I think I have only experienced a single interaction of negativity other than a few dirty/negative looks since trying to look more femme since this past summer and all that was someone flipping me the middle finger while I was on an elevator, While I strive to have thinner skin physically I feel I am still thick skinned to be able to take that kind of negativity, also headphones playing music helps all the time.
I havent made an out loud announcement on my main FB profile yet but am one by one messaging IRL friends about these changes I am making to my life and so far its going good, My brother is on board too.
I am losing weight as well, I have recently hit under 200 pounds, I still have a tummy that makes me look preggors but I think I can walk it off by walking a few miles daily, already did 15 miles this week, two of which were 6 mile walks but I might cut that down to 5 miles per walk as I did 6 yesterday and again today but when I got home today I didnt feel too good, but it is many hours later and I feel better, I might have just overdid it 2 days in a row.
-----The following please do not respond to the political part----------
With the upcoming national leadership possibly putting a stop to my progress I may have some leads on DIY HRT. I have gone most of my life caring how others see me but coming out earlier this year I want to try and carry on like I have been these last few months and like to think a huge rainbow will be shining in the sky and keep my spirits up for the next few years.
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Not a proper modeller but I do have a fancy for fine scaled diecast airliners of the 1:200 variety.
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Last 20 years I have been a nude seeper but since earlier this year I have been wearing clothes to bed, usually just a cami shirt and panties, I think losing around 50-60 pounds in the last year and a half has made it more tolerable.
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Disenchantment.
Created by the same person who did Futurama. in a later episode of Futurama, we saw Dream Pants aka diapers.
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