Mistress Becky

BREWERS WIN 8 STRAIGHT This isn't lasting to much longer, but they are the hottest team in baseball right now.

Like you, I am new to being a mommy to an AB girl. We've been together for a while and thought I could jump right into it. We had to slow down a bit and think about her needs and my needs. Being an AB mommy is both rewarding and challenging,

Thanks. You where not kidding about the price. I think I'll just have to buy one piece at a time. I'm still looking into your other idea about finding someone local. Thanks again.

Great news, the Brewers are not playing tonight so they can't possibly lose. Plus I can find something better to do with my time. I keep telling myself that I'm done watching but as soon as the first pitch is thrown, I'm glued to the game until the last out is called.

I want to get Cindy a high chair and a crib big enough for her to use. Does anyone know of a good place to get them.

I truly believe it is Scott Walker that is the best Republican candidate. I know he hasn't announced yet, but it's coming. He's not afraid of the hard fight, he took on the unions to put Wisconsin on the right track, and believe he can do the same thing in Washington. He's also the only govener in history to go through a recall election and still win.

The family cook out went great. My baby girl wore her diaper and nobody noticed. It's really easy to hide it with her because it's normal for her to wear skirts and dresses. Maybe next time she will listen to mommy and not throw one of her little tantrums.

Brewers have talent but just can't get there act together. Doing a little better with the new manager.

I cannot believe that I am sitting here wasting my time watching the Brewers get beat again. I just can't seem to force myself to find something better to do. It's frustrating.

My dad is big into shooting and like him I too took it up. I have a few for target shooting and one I keep for self defense. I'm also a BIG supporter of the NRA and the 2nd amendment. Firearms ARE NOT dangerous in the hands of those know how to use them. Never be afraid of a gun in the hand of a law abiding citizen.

We've been together almost three years. I've always been the dominate one but her confessing the diaper thing was totally new. We have two safe words, one to end all, and one because she may need to say something, or something needs to be changed and then game on. In the almost three years together, she has never used it. The whole being her mommy (which I love being) has me doing a lot of second guessing because I don't what to screw up what we have. I jump into thinks sometimes head first and don't slow down. The 24/7 diapers for example, I read that people do it, looked like fun, and did it. Out come could have been different, a lot worse, but never considered any negative affects. Been thinking that I need to slow down and really take a good look at the situation. Don't want to move backwards but let things level out for a while. She did get a spanking when she got home. Think it surprised her. I let her lay in my lap after her spanking, about half latter, she rolled over, looked at me and said she wants to wear a diaper to the cook out. I already told her she didn't have to, pull ups would be fine, so I really think she just wanted to know the boundary. It may still be a pull up. I don't want an embarrassing situation happening, not screwing up three years.

I don't usually discuss politics, but I'm pulling for Scott Walker. He did some things that created some controversy but did what was best for the state. I think he can do the same for this country. I know he's opposes same sex relationships, but nobody's perfect.

Communication is essential. We talk constantly especially after something new is tried. She has told me she is ok with me putting her into humiliating position but please not in front of friends and not family. I just haven't work my self up for it yet. She wants me in total control, which I think is why she's just thowing a fit instead of just coming out and saying no. Seeing how far I can be pushed, I guess. I'll give a little, but she will have to be reminded of who is in charge. I know it isn't easy being an ab, but being an ab's mommy isn't easy either (but it is fun).

Clothe back pull-up, safe word, all good advice. My favorite though is the spanking. I think before we leave, I'll spank her, and then let her use a pull up. If she is still uncomfortable, I'll let her take it off. Should spank her again when we get home for good measure. Of course I'll have to send her to bed without any grown-up play time. Don't want her to forget who is in charge.

That's all good advice. I'll try it for a short time and see how it goes. If she needs to take it then she can. I don't dress her in public in anything that would attract any attention to her diaper.

My baby girl is starting to try to make big choices. She told me her parents where having a cook out this weekend and we are invited, which is great. She doesn't want to wear her diapers, and she's thowing a fit because I said she had too. It was agreed upon that these where the choices I would make(24/7 for baby girl). She went the whole weekend at the biggest mall in the world wearing a diaper and nobody noticed but she's feaking out now. I'm afraid to give in because she will come to expect it every time she throws a tantrum. Should I stand my ground or give in.

Cindy and I took last Friday off from work and went to Mall of America. That place is huge. One weekend wasn't enough for that place. We're going back later this summer.

Just got back from lunch with my baby girl. We had a great in depth conversation about last night. Hard to get her to open up, but finally managed. She loved it when she came through the door last night and was immediately treated as my baby. She loved being forced into a diaper and sent to work this morning. This is where I screwed up and need to work on a few things. Last night she expected a few needs to be met that where not. Really planned on it but when she fell asleep I just relaxed and did the same. Don't want that to sound like an excuse because really isn't one for that. She fell asleep because she is that comfortable with me and has complete trust. This morning she believes I was more concerned about putting her back into a diaper than meeting her needs again. Dropped the ball on that one again. This is the one that really made me feel like a bad mother though. Never sent her to work with a clean diaper. She wet herself just like she is supposed to do but didn't have clean diaper to put on. Had to hold for about an hour when she had to pee again because she was afraid of an accident. I want to be a good mother but diffenetly see i got a long way to go. I also told her I have tried on one of her diapers which really seemed to get her excited but made it completely clear I was her Mommie and her Mistress and that was not going to change. I have to think of something special to make it up to baby girl when she gets home tonight, just don't know what yet.

I think you're right. It won't change anything if she knows. I'm going tell her when she gets home tonight.

Today I went out and bought everything I need to make Cindy my AB. She wants me to take charge,I'm going to. I want to wait til the weekend but I'm too excited. When she gets home tonight,she's going straight into diapers, formula and baby food for dinner, and a night of being babied by Mommie. I even want to send her back to work wearing her diaper tomorrow, it's time to start 24/7 diaper training.

I have never worn a diaper as an adult. My girlfriend Cindy wears them and I keep her in them whenever possible. I work from home, so after Cindy left for work, I tried on one of her diapers. Felt really good. I would never tell Cindy. I like my role as her Mistress, and being in charge. I'm still wearing it. Just don't seem to want to take it off.

I'm going to try it. Today I'm going to go and get everything I need to make her my AB. I'll wait for Friday night to try it so we will have all weekend. I have a question someone out there might be able to help me with. So far it's just mainly been around the house with maybe a few really quick stops here or there, but is it ok to take her out publicly and put her into a potential humiliating experience? I read about it, but don't want to confuse fiction with reality.

I'd love too. From what I see on sites like this and others, it looks like a lot of fun. I think Cindy is just waiting for me to take full control but I'd hate to and be wrong. Hard to get her to just say what she wants or maybe she doesn't know and I'm so new to all this and don't want to screw it up. I'm open to advice if you have any.

So far, just diapers. I'm the first person Cindy ever opened up to. Taking things slow.

We set time aside whenever we need to to communicate. During which time she can say anything she wants without fear of punishment. I do require her to be it diapers any time she is not at work. She wants to be forced into diapers so she has to wear them. I want 24/7 even at work, but I don't think she's ready.