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    Holding it in

    in Stinky, Squishy & Proud

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    On 10/15/2022 at 1:30 PM, Creepymouse said:

    I have held it for a few days in the past, because I most enjoy a big solid mess. There's something in my diet that irritates my tummy just a little most of the time, so it isn't pleasant to wait and it isn't ever really firm, so I don't mess much any more.

    My absolute best time was holding for almost a week with immodium and lots of fiber. I swear I had like four dumps like XXL potatoes in my diaper over the course of that Saturday. I've never been able to reproduce that feeling.

    I love that feeling...

    One time when Tykables had there revamp in 2015, I held in my poop for like 3 or 4 day til my order came in, and let me tell you it was hard to hold it in... but it was worth it big time. I let it all go and I filled my diaper from back to the front. I was unable to control my bowel til it with emptied. And it heavy and so soft... and I lost control with my bladder as well. I would love to do that again...

    hi, I'm Chubs, and I need help opening up

    in Restlessfox's Depression Discussion

    Posted

    Now I it sounds like my wife is very abusive a narcissistic but she's really not mean and her and i do have great times and everything and me and her always have a blast with each other and I really can't live without her feels like some days, but it's just I wish she would just at least the minimum of letting me do my abdl stuff  and she does not need to be involved with it. we are both lost 

    hi, I'm Chubs, and I need help opening up

    in Restlessfox's Depression Discussion

    Posted

    14 hours ago, feralfreak said:

    being autistic can be damn stressful, the things that the neurotypical brained people find to be a minor annoyance can be amplified for us, so its likely that your abdl thing is a matter or stress relief, God knows we need it, chances are your wife hasnt thought of that, your pastor sounds a bit judgemental to me, perhaps you should remind him of matthew 7:1, judge not lest you be judged....., i think it would be a good idea for you and the wife both to get marriage therapy, so there is someone to help both sides see what is going from another perspective, she needs to see it from your eyes, and you need to see it from hers, and find a balance, such as a night a week when you can be in an abdl mindset, and you can do for her that gives her the same pleasure as age play.

    im debating on that. but she well only to a therapist that is a Christian (which im fine)and only supports vanilla sex and doesn't support fetishes and kinks.

    plus when it comes to sex though, she's not very into it that much she had a very low libido and a very low sex drive.

    so flash back to the part where she lost her father days after I proposed to her.  She has ended up developing a thyroid disease called hypothyroidism (that means that the thyroid is underperforming on developing hormones to the body) and it did not fully developed until 8 months and by that time we were 1 months into our marriage, and during that 8 months  we are experiencing a lot of roller coaster not with each other completely but outside of our relationship. Such as  2017 develop H1 N1 and I was in a coma of pretty much of the whole February and barely survived, then my first ex abdl friend ( who I met in early 2016, and in August of 2016 his father found his abdl stuff and also his father was a pastor of their Church, so my friend was forced into intense therapy and basically was kind of brainwashed)  send an email to my pastor announcing my abdl stuff to him tell him that we should not be married, granted the way of me and my wife responded to it was not good but the.  And then her grandmother was having a heart attack and almost died month before we got married.  on top of all of this we were down with wedding problems, friend problems, work problems, unknowing health problems, money problems, and so on so forth. All in an 7 to 8 month span.  And when we got married is when she was okay on my abdl stuff and there was a time during our engagement like a few weeks after I was out it out for my ex abdl friend she  why is not supportive at all and wanted me to give it up but I was trying to do anything I can to compromise but then she gave me an ultimatum, but I begged her not to leave me.  But early in a year in Valentine that she gave me a big abdl care package basically of nothing but Paw Patrol stuff,  and baby food and everything, with a love note that was that was  written from her as my mama. So if anything she has a Binge and Purge cycle as a spouse of an ABDL,  because they're in that whole engagement span which was 7 months or so she has rejected  my abdl side three times and she supported it three times.

     

    Sorry if this is all random disorganized information about my engagement but I use voice to text I had to brain dump every single thing I have my head

     

    Active work environments and Diapers

    in Our Lifestyle Discussion

    Posted

    one advice dont over think if someone can see, hear, or smell you. nobody will know or care. and its good to invest in good low-profile diapers so you can have some good confidence in them and not worrying about them leaking. and if you want, get some samples put them on on you days off and do some activities around the house and town and see they're comfortable, discrete, and holds up. Don't over think, it will make the experience stressful. r 

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    Corinthians 13:11

    in Littles of Faith

    Posted

     

    1 Corinthians 13
     
    New International Version
    1. If I speak in the tongues[a] of men or of angels, but do not have love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. 2 If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but do not have love, I am nothing. 3 If I give all I possess to the poor and give over my body to hardship that I may boast,[b] but do not have love, I gain nothing.

    4 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5 It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

    8 Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. 9 For we know in part and we prophesy in part, 10 but when completeness comes, what is in part disappears. 11 When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put the ways of childhood behind me. 12 For now we see only a reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.

    13 And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.

     

    this whole Chapter is about love and verse 11 is talking about spiritual maturity and the only way to be is to fully understand love. 

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    Big firm hard logs

    in Stinky, Squishy & Proud

    Posted

    i feel like high fiber meals with glass of prune juice, and alot of coffee may work, but also holding in your poop will help make it bigger, I've done this once years ago i held in my poop for 2 days and ate fiber foods. it was difficult to hold it in those 2 days, but the results were amazing in my diaper. i couldn't stop pooping and i empty my entire bowel into my diaper and it was HEAVY. you should try it,    

    hi, I'm Chubs, and I need help opening up

    in Restlessfox's Depression Discussion

    Posted

    @Dee Cee well for starters i love being an abdl , but my wife now hates it and wants me to move on from it and matbe is some therapy for it which i disagree with.

    when we was dating i told her before we've started dating and she actually was ok with it, but once we've go engaged is when she started changing her mind, grant it we've been going through alot. her dad died the morning after i proposed to her. we had a few wedding plans issues, one of my first ex abdl friend outed me out to pastor and he would not marry us until i got therapy for my porn addiction and abdl life (agree with the porn but not the abdl) and she tried to stand up for me but then started siding with them, but has always has been bouncing back and forth on supporting my abdl life or not. 

    sorry, i have to pause my brain is over loaded

    and Yes im in the Spectrum a bit it got ADHD and untreated, and i dont want to be treated i believe its a gift.   

    Hello, I'm back again (kinda)

    in Newbie Nursery

    Posted

    2 hours ago, ~Brian~ said:

    @Demon-hunter

    First, Welcome Back to DD!

    Second:  It is ALWAYS hard to deal with struggle, and loss:  Especially as a couple trying to start a family!  I send my thoughts and prayers your way, and I sincerely hope that you and your wife are able to work through the hard times:  I think that you are doing the best you can, in spite of you current circumstances, and your so-called "friend" is the kind of guy i would want to stay away from, and it is GOOD that you are doing just that, as you DON'T need to find yourself in a situation where YOU are incarcerated, or dealing with ex-friends that cause you problems.

    HOWEVER:  I would probably disagree that you should just STOP being an AB/DL, simply because your wife gave you an "ultimatum."  You Just found out about someone who you TRUSTED got picked up for bad stuff, then you are dealing with the stress of living situations, ex-friends, lies, and then you lose your son:  NOT telling your wife about your ex-abdl friend being arrested probably was a GOOD idea at the TIME, because if she was trying to carry your son to term, and you dropped THAT on her head, that could be a major stress-inducing situation, which you had to deal with prior to telling your wife, and that could add, or may have added, stress that she didn't need.

    I Disagree, because YOU are not the ONE doing bad things, YOU didn't Tell your wife a LIE, YOU did NOT get arrested, and you lost your son!  having your wife make an "ultimatum" like that is like ORDERING you NOT to indulge in something that may still give you comfort when needed, EVEN IF you cannot engage in it or indulge in it once in a while.  I also disagree with your wife's "ultimatum" because:  I am a DL myself, and have also dealt with Incontinence on and off all my life.  I came here, because I needed help from this community of like-minded people.  I've been a DL since I was 8, and being incontinent is a BLESSING, because NOW, I don't have to hide the fact that I wear, use, and like them, and I have CP, have been dealing with mobility issues, and I can tell you this:

    You simply CANNOT "stop" being someone who you are, or being something you KNOW you are:  I am a Diaper Lover, I am Incontinent, and Once I accepted those facts, i felt like a piece of what makes me who I am and WHAT I am was CONFIRMED:  I don't feel ashamed, and I don't feel embarrassed.  If your WIFE does NOT like what that incarcerated friend DID, that's ONE thing, but to make it a 200% Against situation is just ridiculous!  You can't simply "turn off" your attraction to diapers like a light switch, and I have been fighting what I knew all along:  I LIKE diapers, and I NEED them, and NO ONE's gonna tell me to throw my feelings away:  I have ACCEPTED my need for diapers for medical and phyological reasons, and they HELP me deal with stress, which is something I noted was getting outta hand in 2020, 2021, and the start of 2022.  Does your Wife actually think that the feelings and attractions can just be jettisoned like a torpedo??

    IT Cannot:  Asking you for just drop being ab/dl would be like me being asked to NOT use my wheelchair or to NOT feel as I do, because its a PART of who you are, and there is NOTHING bad about being AB/DL, but what your incarcerated ex-friend DID:  THAT is BAAAAAAAAAAD, and you should NOT have to "pay" for him being a muttonhead!

    Good Luck!

    Brian

    Thank you.... I need alot of prayers 

     

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    Hello, I'm back again (kinda)

    in Newbie Nursery

    Posted

    6 minutes ago, Apache Raccoon said:

    Wow that all sounds pretty heavy

     

    Oh it is, I honestly can make a movie about my abdl, especially the dating to now part. I can't make this stuff up

    7 minutes ago, Apache Raccoon said:

    Wow that all sounds pretty heavy

     

    And my looking at my profile pic now, I would anything to go back in time to that day I took that pic 

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