i want you all to know that this is something that i do want i have been in diapers for over 1 and 1/2 years now using them whenever the moment arrives diapered totally full time so i think i know of the costs dont try to tell me ill have lost time with family and friends and have sleepless night because i dont and as for humiliation, embarressment, depression maby yiu have those but i dont and wont now as for thinking to better myself i am bettering myself i am a great person i go to college im working toward my batcholar of computing science so im sorry if you had a horrible life but im fine with what mine is turning out to be!