WETKNIGHT

Not I and I’m in Rosenberg Tx. I’m in Rosenberg Tx, not far from H-Town.

Ok so I’m not sure how to respond to individual messages but to answer a couple of questions I’ll try to do it in order... Catheter Slave . yes I still sound, I have to as you say bust open the stritchers or scar tissue in my urethra, my urologist knows about this and is supporting just as long as I’m clean and safe since I’m extremely prone to UTI’s... Actually I’ve been around these boards for quite sometime, and used to post more back before another crash I think. I also think that after sometime when you don’t post for a long that you get bumped from the system.... Cath diap thanks for the info, I’ll look into the link for filedropper, hopefully the link will work for me and I won’t have any issues, I have an Apple tablet and being that it is an Apple sometimes you can’t access certain content though I rarely have much problems. wet knight this will be a bit lengthy, but no your not being too picky but if you will allow me to explain something. I don’t know what a paragraph is, I barely know where to place a period or comma. English, spelling and grammar was never one of my strongest subjects, well non of my subjects were. I used to not be able to spell words that were longer then 3-4 letters. If it wasn’t for spending lots of time on the computer over the last 20 years I’d probably still not be able to spell. So I’ll explain, I’m not sure where your from, but here in the US we have what is called special education, I was in special education from 1st-9th grade and had to repeat 9th grade. Special education in my opinion is a joke, it is or was when I was going to school nothing more then daycare for older kids and handicapped children. Once in awhile you got a really good Special Education teacher who really loves their job and their kids, those are the ones who aren’t in it for a pay check, they are there for the kids. I had a couple of those and they really helped me to learn the very basic skills needed to get through in life. The rest of them were only sometimes in the classrooms, my last teacher was also a cheerleader for the Dallas Cowboys and was more concerned in advancing her career then she was about us kids. I never graduated high school, in fact I dropped out as soon as I was able to legally do so because I wasn’t going to stay in school till I was 21 when they have no choice but to just kick you out wether or not you learned anything. I tried 3 times with schooling to be able to pass the GED but still could not pass it. Now I’m not looking for sympathy but I had other issues besides learning disabilities, I had severe ADHD, manic depression and they also listed me as having mild mental retardation and I was also suicidal. I was also dealing with an abusive mother, an abusive older brother, who mentally, physically and sexually abused me. Like I said in my first post, I didn’t have a very supportive family, not even my grandmother which I won’t go into right now. They only person who has been very supportive is my Husband, I’ve relied on him for 30 years for nearly everything, if it weren’t for him I’d never would have been able to drive an 18 Wheeler which requires more skill then just sitting behind a steering wheel. If it weren’t for him I’d never would have been able to attend and complete Beauty school and was able to pass both written and practical test. I scored a perfect 100 on my written exam, of course it was a check the yes or no and true and false boxes. and was able to start working in a Beauty salon on a learners permit under a new program while still attending school for another 300 hours I believe, and later when I graduated Beauty school I received a score of 98 on my practical exam, it would have been a perfect 100 but I dropped an implement on the floor...

Sorry for this long post but I’m loving this topic, I’m really excited about wanting to make a stent. I really got even more excited when I came across some videos on www.xtube.com . The guy didn’t show or explain anything about, but he did show inserting it and and the leaking, dripping and squirts and then he put his diaper on and it was really hot. I tried emailing the guy in the videos but have never heard back. Here is my situation, I went back into diapers at around 11 or 12, I would wet my bed 3-4 times a night and had some daytime accidents. I didn’t have a very supporting family, my mother was even worse. I went to many doctors and urologist and yes even head shrinks. They all came to the same conclusions, I had a neurogenic bladder most likely caused from injuries sustained from accidents, falls and yes even severe physical abuse. The doctors told my mother that I might or may never grow out of it, their suggestions were to at least put me back in diapers at night and wear pads during the day but my mom refused those saying that I was just too lazy to go to the bathroom. Well eventually I started sneaking diapers into the house, I’ll admit to it that yes I even stole some. Well I eventually got caught by the wicked witch, she eventually gave in and allowed to wear diapers, though the first diapers available then were nothing more then a bed pad, you would have to stick some like a baby Diaper inside and duct tape them on, however there was a catch, I had to pay for my own protection, I had to work do8ng odd jobs, mowing, cleaning up yards, collecting cans and bottles and newspapers etc in order o pay for them. Fast forward to age 18 when was hit from behind as a pedestrian and pinned against a telephone booth and a brick wall, it was a hit and run unfortunately. Now I really had bladder issues and sometimes some soiling. Fast forward, I’m now 50 and with that goes what man my age start having and that’s an enlarged prostate for one and as my urologist says I have a wacky bladder because sometimes it wants to do it’s on thing. I’ve asked my urologist many times about inserting a stent or even a sphinctertomy (I think I misspelled that) so I can once again have what I call a normal dripping and squirts at in my case like it used to be but he does not want to do any of these procedures and he isn’t the first urologist that has refused to do this. Years ago I came across someone who had made a stent like device from a catheter and then it just disappeared and now once again I’ve come across this extensive thread on it but have noticed that much if not all of the info is gone and it just leaves everything up to the Imagination to try and decipher what supplies are needed and even more important, sizes to start with in imperial measurements, I see some of the finished pieces but the persons don’t state what the straight lengths are before the bending. Perhaps those who are still around and have had some success with this can go back and repost your notes etc. I’m used to sounding myself so these shouldn’t be a whole lot different, also I want to be able to have the drips and squirts like I once had like I saw in a couple of video.