Ishigreensa

feeling unjustly attacked by a mod, feel like I'm about to be banned.  Feel like the mod didn't ever even read anything I've put up before, but judged me on pictures that had no inappropriateness in them at all.  Not even for the story they were in.  So... anyway.  I'm sorry, but I chewed out the mod that I feel has judged me fully on all my stories without justification because of one slip up on pics, and I won't blame them for a ban.  I will not say to everyone who that is.  It doesn't matter.  I am just upset that someone would hint I'd be like someway that I'm really not, and that I'd ever write about children in an animaltized way like that.

Good morning or evening as the situation applies:

I am sorry to all those of you who this might not work with, but I am now, only going to accept new requests for role playing where I will use my new dice for certain cosmic chaos factors, and where you will play a girl in the story as the main protagonist.  You may play a child, though you don't get to pick how old the child starts, and the child could end up being 5 or could be 17.  You could play an adult that is going to be regressed.  Again, you don't get to choose how far down she is regressed.  Or you can play a regular adult that is in a strange relationship with a very controlling boyfriend or husband.  

In all of these stories, I will expect your character to be more ambient and more involved with living.  She will not just be my care-taker's doll to take care of.  She will have skills, talents, and dreams that she wants to work on.  She will act like a person that might have to fight through the bull of other characters trying to take care of her and tell her that she can't do certain things.

The dice will also determine when she needs to use the toilet, and how bad it gets before she can't control it.  As long as she has control, however, I will not decide what happens to your character.  You decide if she holds it as long as she has control.  Only when she starts to lose it, will the dice say if she starts to wet or not, and how long that takes for her to completely wet her pants if you don't take her to a toilet before that.

We can also do a story where you not only play one main protagonist, but if you want, you can play two girls or three girls, who are the main protagonists, and all three of them will have their own personalities and their own challenges or situations, but they are the protagonists, and my characters will be the antagonists and support characters around them.  

For example, if you played a story where you are the mother-woman and the girl that has some issues that will be role played out, and then I can play the dad (controlling antagonist) and an older or younger sister (support character) we can do that, too.

My characters will also have stats, because even though they won't be wetting their pants, their needs can cause problems for the protagonists who may have more urgent needs.  And you never know, a one off might happen if I am playing a child support or antagonist character.... but if that happens, it will somehow be the protagonist's fault, to make the story about the protagonist.  Even though the protagonist probably didn't do anything to cause it.

I'm having a hard time. There are multiple times I wanted to cry but held back my tears. I've been getting pissed off at the littlest things. I just wanna break and get it off my mind. But it's been too long. I cant. I'm trying hard to be okay.

I'm having a hard time. There are multiple times I wanted to cry but held back my tears. I've been getting pissed off at the littlest things. I just wanna break and get it off my mind. But it's been too long. I cant. I'm trying hard to be okay.

I'm having a hard time. There are multiple times I wanted to cry but held back my tears. I've been getting pissed off at the littlest things. I just wanna break and get it off my mind. But it's been too long. I cant. I'm trying hard to be okay.

*Whimper* I'm sick with the flu this weekend. It's hit me pretty bad. I'm sorry if I'm not here as much, physically and mentally.

Hey, I am currently looking for some new roleplay partners. People have been ditching me, so please message me if you'd like to RP with me. :S

toddler side suddenly wants a hug

One day i'll find you, Daddy.

my first NUK 5 arrives tommorrow