AwakenEvil

I won 2k dollars and gapplebee'd that car twice from a dig and once from a bakery roll(40mph start). Sadly my lawyer was 3k but the dude was standup and got a fund at the next cash days to cover the rest. The cop rolled in about 30 minutes later with backup. Guess the Feds are fucking scared of us or something and blocked us in and started asking who's red Shelby that was and from there it was ticket city The funny part about that is. I was doing that to him at the track which was prepped and I think he thought his all wheeldrive car would have a better chance at me on the street but my car is setup to dig race. As long as the concrete is good and I can do a decent burn out. I am good.

I did know that. We left one exit and seen no one was around. We called down to the other exit to make sure it was clear. Thus no one in the way or on the street. Think I am going to put my 100K+ Mustang and the guy had a 150K+ Porsche in some danger on a public highway with drivers and traffic. You need to go out and find actual street racers and not kids in their dads BMW because its obvious you don't know what you are talking about when it comes to actual organized street racing in groups. WE HAVE NEVER RACED WHERE ANYONE WAS IN ACTUAL DANGER. The worst that could happen is a cop is hidden on a side road(Happened to me) and filmed us\tagged us with radar. Beyond that no one in my group for over 20+ years has ever GOTTEN hurt and that's 100s of cars. Done arguing with you.

My ex used to microwave them. They get big!

Every time I see those on my screen I wanna go click install! My OCD is killing me when I see those!

Do you punish them in the microwave????

You right here. I don't have your desire to seek surgery to loss control of myself in that manner. I wouldn't know what that feels like to suffer what you are suffering from. I admit I can't fathom your mental issues here. I can say if it is totaling taking over your life that is not simply a desire. There is something more deeply rooted. This brings me to my next point which you basically validated my statement. You have literally started causing yourself harm by this behavior. I know I can't express this to you the same reason I can't express this to a heroin addict that their illness is literally destroying their life. This incontinence desire is not A-Typical. You said it yourself "It can keep you up at night" and any while your behavior isn't that deviant that I think would warrant you to be locked in a padded room you are showing clear signs of someone with mental issues for sure. I am sure the therapists and psychologist you've spoken to never once told you that your desire was normal or even acceptable to harm yourself to reach an "incontinence" state. I am nothing of the sort. Hence why I haven't told you to treat your desires in any other way than seeking medical help. I wouldn't hand a loaded gun to someone that wanted to end their life, nor would I sideline cheer you on for talking about a desire to harm yourself to become incontinent. My points are very valid. If there were not you wouldn't respond to me now would you? Maybe I am the first one to actually speak truth to power here and not fill your head with flowery thought about this subject. Key word, our thread.

I don't see my addiction to speed as a dangerous thing but my wife views it that way. It doesn't change the fact that our fetishes are just that. If you asked any normal person on the street if it's a good idea to damage urinary track to achieve incontinence they'd have you admitted for sure. I get it your desire and need. It drives me too. I could marry a woman that didn't indulge in my Kink. Some would say that's fucked up too from the outside. Dont worry about my opinion. It's your life and your choice to make...

You don't need to thank me. I do the moderator thing because I enjoy this community and genuinely want to be here to help others and enjoy our community even though I would disagree with probably half of the community on any given subject. As far as the report goes I didn't feel like you were harassing anyone and my original message was the same as I've told several users before. If you cuss with me I have no problems until you cuss at me. That's where I draw the line but I also know there is a block button and I encourage everyone to use it. The other user didn't like your comment and I tend to agree with them about the subject. I also didn't see you directly attacking that user. Thus my stance on no points awarded to anyone. I'm fair and level head I believe in that regards. I'm not trivialising your desire. I am also not a doctor nor do I have the medical expertise to say what BDD is. I am saying is the desire for a healthy person to mutilate their body for a desired outcome for a cosmetic reason is insane in regards to Kink and fetishes. As far as mencing goes you can take that as you will. I'm not everyone cup of tea. I have plenty of hatemail and not so well received fans but as I tell them all if they don't like my personality which is blunt, they are welcome to simply block me and not tag/quote me in anything.l

I need to go out and get my wife her yearly big chocolate bunny tomorrow. I normally go to Crown Candy in St. Louis to get her one every year and wait in line for a few hours. Check out their website. Their BLT is mouthwatering! Everyone get their Easter shopping done?

This better be at my desk when I get home!

I removed the reported comment in our report thread that another user posted about you harassing them in this thread. The thread is indeed about what if there was a medical way to grant you incontinence. That is indeed "Fucking yourself up".

I'm positive that will not hold back what babies do in their diapers.

No Sir! We demand cake!

@BabySpiderBoy So you share us a picture of your cake and you don't actually share a piece with @DailyDi And I. I am offended!!!! Happy Birthday tho!

I'm doing mine this weekend. It's gonna be a shitshow and likely end up owing the government more money.

Sorry. I had several people. Meant to send that to another. My bad. I was using my mobile phone to send. You're good. I don't need to understand your stance on this subject. The fact is as I stated. I find it odd anyone would wish to medically make themselves incontinent thus fulfilling some ABDL Kink desire. It's not healthy by any means.

Holy shit what did I just read. Reminds me of the guy I banned several years ago when he was pushing his whole narrative that all ABDL community should fuck themselves up so they are diaper dependent disregarding all the medical complications that come with that mess. The whole notion of medically altering your body is just disturbing at a minimum to achieve your perfection of your ABDL is just stupid. It would be no different for someone with body images removing body parts to achieve a look or different lifestyle. Imagine someone saying they can only be happy if they didn't have use of their limbs and had them surgeries to remove their limbs you'd say they are insane.

I and the other racer consented to the race. No one was hurt.

I can tell you haven't ever been on a track. Plenty of by standers have been hurt and killed during to accidents involving racing. Again your point about street racing and track racing when it comes to safety shows your lack of ignorance and fear porn when it comes to how it works in the real world. Yes some morons have raced in busy intersection and during high usages times but anyone involved in actual organizations involved street racing doesn't pull that shit. Like I said before it was an empty country road with no on or off ramps between exits. It was a clear straight for 3 miles. The only danger was to myself and the other racer. Had it been on a race track the danger is still present. Do yourself a favor and put on a mask and keep your gas pedal under 40mph because heaven forbid you have an accident and kill yourself or someone else.

So because I also track race my life isn't in any danger there??? Thanks for derailing this thread! It wasn't meant to be about my speeding ticket but the fucked up coloring book.

That 13 was nasty but the new 2017 is ridiculous. I had the owner of ODU freaking out in my car when I took her for a few hits in it at Capcon a few years ago. That story was disturbing!

mines 3 rail. I think I need something that plugs into the track itself. Everything I its called a lock-on, once I have the loop in place I plan to do another step and put foam board under near and plan some of my Star Wars Busts and Action figure dioramas with it. Probably be a few more months before it is running but I did order this. https://tandkhobby.com/40-1000-mth-o-z-1000-transformer/

You have as much in your trainset as I have in my engine

I've been googling and YouTube. I had no idea how much this could cost me. I thought this trainset would be a few hundred dollars when I started it. My freaking engine was $500 and the 5 cars I have are about $60 each. I also have about $200 in wood and another $100 in brackets and hardware. Haven't even powered it on yet!

So I recently started to assemble my office trainset. First time for me... always wanted one as a kid but mom never got me one. So now I'm living out that childhood fantasy. I'd figure there are some experts here with train sets. So I have a question about them. When wiring up an O Scale using MTH Real Track do I simply attach hot, cold, and ground to the rails? Is there a formula as to how spaced out the power drops should be on the rails? My grid is basically a circle along my ceiling which is I had to guess is about 60ft or so of track. My office is about 15ft by 12ft or so.