valeria

I look at her alittle as i still try to get the diaper off me as i wanted my clothes as i just was not wanting to listen as i would not keep still. I try ripping the tabs of the diaper off me.

I squirm around as i felt i was in a new diaper and didn't understand why i had to wear it as i try to take it off. I still squirm around as i nearly go off the changing table again as i was also feeling cold from having no clothes on.

I listen as i nodded my head wanting to be changed as i try to pull on the diaper myself wanting it off me as i get carried to the changing room and getting more restless from being in this dirty diaper as it was starting to irritate my skin.

I nod my head alittle as i still didn't know much about this world as the books ive read don't really explain much as i kept quiet while not knowing that the people here easily can get all the information they need when people like me turn up here.

I fussed as i was so uncomfortable as i then didn't want to eat anymore as i push away as i felt restless. I felt the lady lifting me up over sher shoulder a bit as i didn't know what she was doing.

I struggled with latching on as the lady was patient with me as the nurse smiled before steping away to give you alone time for us to bond as you nurse me and held me close in your arms as my diaper was very full and uncomfortable causing me to fuss and squirm.

I fussed and try to push away as tears slipped down my face as the nurse that was in charge of me offers to show a spot where you could nurse me and get me to settle down while she gets the adoption paper work for you to sign when you are ready to.

I was getting more fussy as i was having a hard time adjusting as it wasn't helping that my tummy still hurt alittle bit. I squirmed in the ladies arms as i was restless with a full diaper as i needed to be changed as other people either still looked at me while others gone to see the other littles that were brought out by the other nurses.

I was getting more upset and a bit overwhelmed again as i did not like my cheeks being pinched as i react by smacking the hands that pinched my cheeks. I squirm trying to get out of your arms while all this was happening as i was going to need a change as the diaper was full.

The more commotion i heard i was not liking it as i fussed when i see i was taken to a large room with other people there. I was restless as the lady kept hold of me as i started getting upset again when i felt something filling in to the diaper.

Eventually the crying was slowing down as a few tears slipped down my face as the pacifier slips from my mouth. I was craddled in your arms as i looked up to you as if i was trying to understand you. I squirm a bit as my tummy hurts as i didn't know what to do.

I started to get very uncomfortable and was not liking it at all that i was getting upset. I squirmed as my eyes flutter open. I suddenly started to cry as i felt myself getting wet as my tummy was also hurting. I was becoming fussy as i didn't know what to say as i see the lady looking at me.

It didn't feel long til i was falling asleep but was having a bit of discomfort as i move around in my sleep as i had no idea that the bottle of milk was not like milk i was used to having. I was becoming restless while not knowing that i was given amazon milk and that it would in a sense alter me in a way that i would develop more mindset of baby and that my appearence would also have changes.

I was very unsure about having to drink from a bottle as the lady held me in her arms. I was trying to still process in my head that this is what my life is gonna be as i didn't know whether i liked that my wish for a better life came true or if i should not be so trusting and let my guard down in this new world that i know nothing about. I look to the lady a bit as i felt the bottle against my lips.

I didn't know where i was being taken to as i get shy as others were talking to me as i then felt myself laying down on soft padding as i try to turn over to see what i was on when i nearly almost rolled off it as i nearly let out a scream as i saw how high up i was. As i thought i was falling off when i felt hands stopping me as i open my eyes as i look seeing you standing over me.

The bath was nice even though i felt a bit uncomfortable being so exposed as this gave the lady a better look as seeing the poor condition i am in as i was laying in the tub that a baby would use. i hardly spoke much at all since being here in this place as i was lost in thought not noticing much that the other women there notice you had a new little with you and wanted to see.

I try to follow what she was saying as part of me was not sure how this is gonna help me at all as i never had anyone to take care of me as i know how much i had to struggle to survive and a few times i thought i wasn't gonna survive at all. I sit there as i looked to the lady as i didn't know her name or if she had other people that worked here with her. I sit there as i glance around the room a bit as i noticed how everything looked so big in size for amazon people to use where as i was a small eighteen year old. I don't speak up as i was looking a bit pale as i sway a bit.

I was scared as i didn't know what to really do or what to even say to any of this. I lay there for bit quiet as i try to get my thoughts straighten out in my head as i did want a mommy but was a bit unsure what i would do here or what the rules were gonna be. I was nervous as i eventually nodded my head that i would listen as i tried to move as i was getting uncomfortable laying here and wanted to get up.

I was struggling so much as tears ran down my cheeks as alot of emotions took over. I felt shaken up and scared out of my mind as i was to the point of nearly making myself sick as i try to calm down. It took sometime but i had eventually settle down as my eyes were puffy and red from all the crying as my lungs felt sore from trying to get my breathing under control. I laid there on the table as i felt like giving up as if i didn't know what else to do as i glance up alittle bit to the women as i still felt her rubbing my belly.

I still was not listening as kept pushing the bottle away from me as i kick and struggle to get out of her arms as there was no way this was happening. I struggle causing my breathing to be very uneasy which to some would be concerning. This all doesn't help as i knew i was small and very underweight as the place i lived in never really took care of me or any of the other kids i had lived with as none of us were properly cared for or raised right.

I freak out as this was all way too overwhelming for me as i didn't even notice i was in a diaper as it was the least of my worry right now. I struggle to get out of the amazon's arms as i needed to figure out how to go back to where i came from but had no clue how to do that. I would not take the bottle as this had to be a mistake as i was not a baby but had no way to prove it. My mind was racing as i have trouble settling down to the point i was having a panic attack.

While not having enough time to process what was happening let alone how she ended up in this place. She thinks it all has to be a bad dream or something but by looking around she was in a very real place. I nearly jump alittle at hearing someome speaking to me as i look up seeing a women there but one that looked from the books i have read about amazon people and the worlds they live in. Part of me was not sure if i should tell her my name or not as i never really did that well around new people and even though im eighteen i was small for my age where no one would of believed i was eighteen so i was used to letting people think what they want. I nervously stutter as i try to say "m...my names v..valeria".

Growing up alone with no family and left to live in an over run orphanage in a very bad part of town. All valeria ever wanted was to have a family and not have to stuggle to survive with very little that is given to her. Valeria was small for her size that she could be mistaken as a small child or even a toddler as no one really pay much attention that she even exists. She dreams and wishes to live in a world where she could have a loving mommy and daddy that would care for her. Valeria loved reading fantasy books about different worlds where she has day dreamed about being born in to a world with either creatures or amazon people that are tall. All that matters the most to valeria would be to have loving parents or just one parent to love and care for me. On one cold night valeria was sitting by a window when she sees a shooting star and decides to make a wish even if it might not come true, but little did she know her life was about to change.

Hi i would love for a mommy to take care of me.

When i notice you sit down next to me i wasn't sure what to do as i try to think of something to say. "N..nothing is going on mr. kean and i...i can't really stay to chat i well have gym and can't reallly miss that" I say this all while not knowing that you and the other teachers and even the conselor have all been in contact with one another in reguards about me as my behavior and lack of participation was happening in nearly all my classes. It was also becoming notice able that i have been cutting classes and that something needs to be done about this once and for all. I sat there as i glance to te clock to check the time as i knew the bell would ring any second as i hope to get out of here and get to the library instead of going to gym like i am suppose to as i rather go sit in the library and read a book.