chrisdps

In reference to using Bo Tox Injections I am confused. My Urologist has suggested we try Bo Tox injections to help improve my uncontrolled wetting. Currently it is not covered under my health care so we have decided to wait. He recommended we try these Bo Tox injections after several procedures and sugeries I have had over several years including a bladder wall surgery and another surgery installing a urological pace maker. None of which improved my situation. I was confused as several posts suggest that these injections can induce wetting and my urologist talked about Bo Tox as a product to improve my wetting. Any thoughts?

I know what you mean, it has been troubling to me to. I think the worst thing was one report I heard stated that " She admitted to police that she wore a diaper to avoid stopping". She admitted, they make it sound like the real crime was the diaper wearing. You would think they took her into the interigation room and she finally cracked. We are seeing first hand what is wrong with the media.

Enforced chastity has been an interest of mine for a very long time. Ironically I am convinced that this interest evolved from wearing diapers into puberty and continuing to current. I always wore thick cloth diapers and vinyl pants every day and every night . I think my diapers were a kind of chastity because I was unable to access myself. Initially I didn't know what the exciting feelings I was getting were but I tried to ignore them. I must have been the oldest person on earth to discover self pleasure. Now I find the denial exciting.

Although I do remember about when I started really enjoying wearing diapers I have as much of a memory of when I wanted to stop wearing them. When I was around 5 years old I started to realize that I liked the feel of both wearing my diapers but also touching them. When my mother would put me to bed I started removing my pajama bottom so I could feel my diapers and I liked them exposed. I really thought what I was doing was a sin and was afraid of getting caught. Ironically though when I was in fourth grade I would beg my mother to allow me to stop wearing diapers. She would tell me that it would be too embarrassing for me when I wet without diapers on. At one point of constant begging she said if I can come home from school 2 weeks straight with completely dry diapers that I could start to try and go witout them. I think that she made me this offer so I would try to realize on my own that I was unable to stop wetting. I never came home from school in dry diapers. I always look back at the irony of this because I absolutly loved wearing my diapers and looked forward to going to bed every night so my diapers could be completely exposed under my bed covers. At the same time I think it was more pier pressure that made me beg and hope to stop wearing diapers. Some kids made fun and some were just curious but it was a kind of attention that was uncomfortable to me. Then when I was about 12 or 13 when I started junior high school I again wanted more than anything to not wear diapers. I am sure that was becuse girls were starting to become an interest and was sure I would not be able to handle that kind of embarrassment. Allot of effort was put into trying to find a cure to my wetting and so far have not found any fix. I have to say though that I really believe that it is my love of wearing my diapers that has made my situation not so bad.

I have always liked the common translucent sort of semi see through type. That is what I wore growing up and is what I still prefer more so than any other color. I just think they look the best.

I know what you mean, I have worn diapers my entire life and one of the things I dislike most is people being sympathetic or saying how awful it must be to have to wear diapers. I am sure the majority of people mean no harm in fact they may even think their sympathy helps. I would prefer that people would just ask intelligent questions. I hope your surgery works out for you better than mine did. About a year and a half ago the doctor decided to give one more try with an interstim pace maker device. This is a very involved surgery that implants a urological pace maker in your body. It did not improve my wetting, I guess my urological ststem has a mind of it's own. It is a good thing that I now like wearing my diapers. Liking my diapers is the single best thing helping my attitude about my situation.

There was a topis on the History Channel relating to bathroom tech. Near the end of the segment, they covered bathroom tech in space describing ways astrounauts relieve themselves. The nasa official being interviewed said during spacewalks astrounauts wear diapers do to the lengthy duration of time they are on a spacewalk. He didn't say they sometimes wear diapers or they might wear diapers but they do wear diapers.Then went on to say "actually diapers work better in space than they do on earth".

Hi Julia, I give you a lot of credit, you are very brave to have endured what you have gone through. I think it is great that you have worked through allot of the difficulties you must have and post in this forum, you are definitely an inspiration. I don't pretend to understand what you must go through but I do understand the uncontrolled wetting. For me the proper neorological connection didn't develop when I was little and have needed to wear diapers my entire life. Fortunatly for me in a way is it is all I have ever known and have learned how to work with it and actually like my diapers. I don't consider it difficult anymore and enjoy talking with others in similar situations. I would enjoy talking with you and if you feel the same please write me at : dpschst@hotmail.com Chris