SandyDL

are these usable by themselves as diapers. i did notice that not all of their outfits, spreaders or not, say diaper in the description and the ones that do have and * by the word diaper. i just don't want to order what would, for me at least, be useless if it isn't also a FULLY functional and highly absorbant diaper.

i really like the looks of the 'spreading diapers' also. they are listed as very expensive on the website which is where i would prefer to purchase as opposed to ebay. nothing against ebay, but they don't let you customize them as you can at adult baby.eu. though i have put in some EXTREMELY low bids in the longshot that i'll win with a $15 bid, yeah right. i've been scouring for reviews to try and feel more comforable before i shell out all but $200 to a Hungarian 'extreme adult diaper' company i've never heard of. but after reading the reviews in the forums here and a few other places i think i feel comfortable enough that i just may take the plunge and get myself a sexy and apparently imoblizing diaper. this site make some extremely thick but seems to be more practical not to mention much more affordable. http://www.fancypantsdiapers.com

no one asked but i am going to attempt to explain the unexplainable (to me at least) of why i love messing my diapers and just find farts, poop, poop smells, etc to be so erotic for me the messing's the big attraction. and the smell is a major part of it being a turn on. i couldn't say why i've just always had a sexual fascination with bums, farts, and poop in general; i love the smell of a nasty bathroom. full disclosure i have never had the opportunity to try with anyone else but my #1 (or in this case #2) sexual fantasies all involve poop in some way. the idea of sharing or being forced to 'share' such an intimate act with someone else just drives me wild, whether it's watching or being watched while pooping to my ultimate sexual dream of finding someone to go on me or swap messy diapers with. to feel someone else's poop land on my body (chest, cock, even face) i think (remember i've never actually done it) would be simply amazing. also sitting with someone and both of us leaving huge messes in our diapers and then to swap those diapers so i can smell their poo and to just plop down and smush it all around myself and basically wallow in someone else's fith... i'm getting all worked up thinking of it. i even would like to be made to taste it but the few times i've even tried by myself i can't overcome the natural reaction to just not do it, and the submissive aspect of being 'forced' to taste it is part of the appeal for me. now, all that being said; I UNDERSTAND THE RISKS involved in any sort of poop play. if i were to ever actually have the chance to try any of these fantasies there would be a HUGE amount of trust and knowledge of the other's health status. and yes i know that doesn't gaurantee safety. i'm not advocating poo play i'm just explaining my feelings and desires that in 'normal' life i am petrified for people to find out about and think i'm 'crazy' or 'sick' or whatever.

oh yes, i love the smell! i'll admit that even in 'normal' life i enjoy public bathrooms for the sounds and the smells of people pooping near me. i can't explain it, it's just me.

hello all, my name's will, but when i wear diapers i like to use the nickname my parents gave me before i was even born, Sandy. i live near Reading, PA, am 31 and am a diaper lover and have been for as long as i can remember. i'm hoping this is an active community and i can make some new friends with similar interests. i'm working on my profile here but please be understanding and give me some time. and the profile picture situation... every pic i have of myself is apparently too large to be uploaded so until i get some more taken you will just have to wait. lol