xtrabulk

Ma'am, you rock.

U ok? Kinda cut off there...

Umm...when I posted that, a pic of Barak Obama flashed on my screen. I'll tell an admin, that was creepy.

So...my wife loves it when I ejaculate inside her, then she pegs me like there's no such thing as God. Then I wear a diaper while she holds me. We have two boys. Hmmmmm....maybe if I married my cat I'd be a better target? Being black and Christian, I always cringe when priests or black folks say or do really, really stupid things. To hell with 'em.

I'm married, and yes, I think role playing on the part of my wife would be cheating. Call me old fashioned I guess. And, I'd never dream of rp with anyone else. In fact, I told her I'd never even chat in real time on diaper sites--for me, that's cheating her out of my time.

This makes me want to get stoned, drink beer and snort Ambien. Just sayin'.

Thanks all! Very interesting stuff.

Say, I just realized something... I've been so busy reading all your posts, I forgot to ask if there are any minorities around. Being black myself, I'd like to know. I did see an earlier thread about this, but it was started back in 2005. I assume since we're linked by a desire relatively uncommon, there is probably little room for discussions on minority ABDLs, as far as racism is concerned, but that's not my issue. My issue (aside from the one soaked up by my thick diaper) is one of curiosity. My therapist has suggested I think about being raised by a family of a different race, and how that might be related to my fetish. No, this guy isn't an a**hole, I think he's just curious. So...any minorities or adoptees out there? I'd love to hear from your experiences. Or email me! xtrabulk@gmail.com

King of the North! Ah, watching Game of Thrones in diapers. Life. Is. Good. Welcome! Say, as a newb myself, how the heck do you guys/gals take pics of yourselves in diapers? Mirrors? A SO? Is BC close to Washington? xtrabulk

Hi All, So I took my wife to our van in the parking lot, and after about an hour of very, very self-conscious, embarrassed, high-stress, shame and discomfort, I told her about my fetish. I had her guess for about 20 minutes what it would be, since I was very hesitant to tell her. I thought she might take the kids and leave. Well, I finally got around to telling her it was diapers. She guessed, among other things, 1. I was gay 2. I was bisexual 3. I was into my mother's panties 4. I was into my sister's panties 5. Shoes 6. Feet 7. BSDM (ah, so simple, eh?) When I told her it was diapers, she was a bit disappointed. I think she was hoping I was bisexual! It's been a long-time fantasy of hers, come to find out. In the end? She said it was no big deal, and was very encouraging. She did remind me, however, that it would've been "hot" if I was bi. Frankly, with her support and willingness to let me reintroduce diapers to my life at my own pace, I'd gladly fulfill that fantasy. And I told her that. My reaction was, "Holy crap! I can't believe I told her!" I think this had to do with embarrassment more than anything. I was just conditioned to not having anyone know everything about me. She went to therapy (this was a prior issue, and had nothing to do with my "coming out") and when she came back, she was even in a better mood! I was blown away. She said since I told her of my diapers, she was going to be honest with me about her own sexuality, and things she wanted to try. One of the things is to "feel like a man doing (my substitution) a woman." We already have a Feeldoe, but she wants me to dress up like a woman so she can pull my panties down and do me. I have to admit, she has the advantage. So, I laughingly asked if she wanted me to wear a pad so when she de-pantied me she'd see it. She said she'd think about it. You know, before I told her, I was totally game for her sexuality. Nothing she would suggest would freak me out. I think she always thought that way about me as well. In fact, we're doing Dave Ramsey (check him out if you have debt) and my diapers are the one thing I can go outside our budget for. Not gas, I have to bus it if we run out of gas cash. Not junk food or restaurants...but diapers. So, I put a blind fold on her last night and buttered her muffin. I'm so grateful. I remember back about 12 years ago (2000, before the WTC) belonging to a diaper site. I read all the horror stories about ABDLs coming out, and they were mostly horror stories of divorce, lawsuits, custody battles and suicidal thoughts. Nowadays, folks seem more willing to accept us (at least our SOs). I was totally blown away by that. What a difference a decade can make. So, for all you young (literally) babies out there, maybe by the time you're pushing 40, you'll be able to go to adult stores and Wal-Mart and get kickass diapers, carry them into your homes unbagged, tell your kids to put them by the TV and make supper thickly diapered. We can dream, eh?! You're all beautiful!

Aha. This one might be easy. Have you two been sexual? If so, he probably loves the hotness, so if you broach the subject by telling him you have a sexual kink you'd like to share, he may be all ears. If you haven't been sexual, he probably wants to so badly that any news at this point would be good news. How long have you had this fetish? Forever? In my book (which was easy to write, because this all went good for me, so take my advice with many grains of salt), "forever" takes precidence over a couple months--or a couple years--of a relationship. So be honest, frank and loving, and if that doesn't do it, well...forever is a long time, and you only live once. I'd honestly rather be single than hide who I am (see caveat above, however). I wans't brave when I told my wife. I was scared shitless. But, I have a couple kids, which you may not. Bf=friend, you can't spell it without it. No matter how much you care for him, you're not committed (well...legally anyway) so why would you want to share your body with someone who doesn't respect what it's programmed to do? In Diapers, Xtrabulk ps, holy cow, there's no spell check on this thing! I hope I didn't flub!

Hi there! I'm new as well. Gotta work on my profile pic, eh? Anywho, I have an Abina M4 waiting for me. I tried to buy some Attends in person, but for some reason they don't exist in my area, and remembering when store brands were awesome, I just can't go back. Probably will, though!

Hi Beautiful People, Xtrabulk here. I'd like to introduce myself. I'm 38 years young, am married with two boys and two cats. I am a professor of English and Speech (but I am a writer, not a comp prof, so please excuse any grammar flubs). I'm very glad to be here! I first noticed my fetish (I'm a DL) at age 6, when I saw an old lady's Depend Belted thingies (guards? I was active near the end of the Depend Blues (the good ones. sigh.) just so you know). Somehow I managed to get one home, and I was hooked. I've worn off and on since then, and have just come off a 6 year hiatus. I quit when I went to rehab (meth, pills, booze, etc) and married my wife. Over the years, I've worn crappy store brands and the like. 8 years ago, I discovered ABAIP and ordered some Molicares. Boy, was I pleased with that move! Anyway, I finally came out to the missus, but I'll save that story for the proper forum. Suffice to say, I have a 14-pack of Abina M4s (I love the way that sounds like artillery) hidden in the closet. And one under the mattress. And a trimmed one for doubling under the bed (should probably secure that one). Anywho, let's see...me...I have a couple Masters Degrees, have been published quite a bit and am working on my 3rd book. That's about it for my intro. I don't want to over-do because I'm so grateful for this little group. I sure hope I fit in. My wife (who is very supportive) and I agreed I'd keep my online activity to a minimum, so I may not be here as often as I'd like--but I'll be around! If there's anyone in my age group who'd like to email, please do. I'm not sure if I have to post my email address here or not, so I'll take the advice of the not-so-newbs. Hang in there, everyone. I didn't know this could be beautiful, and we could be beautiful, until I was accepted by my hot wife. Love to you all! xtrabulk