HisMommy

@ Toddler...thanks for the encouraging words...@Newmommy2, I sent you a message

Hey, I don't even know where to start, and I am seldom at a loss for words! I am a new mommy, would like to talk to other Mommys....alot of feelings and desires that were unknown to me six months ago. I don't mind sharing details but I'm not interesting in sharing details for someone to get their jollies from my baby. For me, this goes so far beyond sex, the intimacy is mind blowing and I'd really like someone to talk too...as I have no friends I can share this with, I tried and it was a disaster.

I am also a new mommy....self esteem issues also. When I am with my baby, I feel and see in his reactions that I am at least doing "okay"...when we are apart, I second guess every move I made. We've been dating six months, Ive known about this fetish about three months. We haven't even got to a real spanking, I threaten, he teases....and the beat goes on. In our everyday relationship, he makes me insane..I could most likely really spank his butt and enjoy it. I just don't know how to "get there". He is a very strong willed and hard headed man and though his fantasies are to be dominated by mommy...humiliated by Mommy..he can't or won't relinquish enough "control" to achieve anything I could sure use another mommy to talk too.