BabyJames: I am purely a DL and not an AB, but I can tell you that I would never reveal my diaper fetish to anyone. I just want to have fun at home (and sometimes at the movies and other public places) wearing and peeing in a diaper.
I realize that my interest in diapers is a fetish...just like some people have foot fetishes or like to smell dirty underware or like to wear animal costumes when they have sex. I don't understand their fetishes and even think them odd, but as long as they don't harm or bother anyone else, I could care less about what ever seemingly strange activities they like to indulge in.
By the same token, I have zero interest seeking public acceptance of my diaper fetish and will not attempt to broadcast it to the World. I am happy to pee my pants in private and not have that fact posted on Facebook or Youtube.
However, I can see that you are an AB, which means that you probably desire having someone baby you. I don't understand your fetish...but then again, I don't expect the majority of people to understand my interest in diapers. Still, you have an itch that needs to be scratched. Rather than run through town in your diaper proudly proclaiming that you are an Adult Baby, I would recommend that you expend your energy trying to satisfy what I perceive to be your real need (i.e. a mommy or daddy or babysitter who will change your diapers and baby you). I am certain that if you explore the Forums on this Webisite and others, you will find someone who will help you with your fantasies.
Best of luck.