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I did talk to a gastroenterologist. She did say that it was not upper intestinal, because it wasn't dark red. It was bright red, so certainly from the lower track, and only on one side of the mound in an isolated spot. She said basically the same thing, that I should contact her again if it happens again. It corresponded directly with the day in which I described the events in the OP, so I can only assume that was the cause.

I was sitting in my chair in front of my computer the other day and I felt the urge to poop, so I put my legs up my my chair and pushed with my hand on my pants to feel my seat expand. It was an incredibly intoxicating feeling and I didn't notice any pain, but when I pulled down my underwear I noticed there was blood on the poop. I thought there was something wrong with my digestive track, but then a couple days later when I was softly fingering my butthole at my desktop, I realized there was a part which was kind of tender and I considered the possibility that the force of the poop against my underwear and hand forced my rectum too wide. I don't know why it would feel so amazing in that case.

True. I'm still single too, sadly.

God, idk, so many things. first of all, messing turns me on. I also think it's one of the most relaxing, stress relieving feelings to mess in your diaper. I love the feeling of it spreading under my butt, and I actually do find the smell to be pleasing and one of the most delicate of pleasures. Squishing it around under my butt is really nice, wearing it for prolonged periods of time gives me a really care free feeling, it makes me feel like I have complete freedom to do whatever I want when no one is looking, and makes me feel comfortable to just be myself. It's also extremely erotic for me, idk why. I haven't heard modern science document this phenomenon very much, but to me it's definitely something very special.

Unfortunately I can't wear them for too long, because I live in an apartment and you can smell when people are smoking or when they're cooking dinner in their apartment from in the hall way. When I get a house without anything else connected to it I'd like to just wear poopy diapers without having to take them off for extended periods. It's the best feeling, really. Sometimes I lay in bed when I mess and read a book or something. Messing while reading a book is a really cozy feeling.

So I ordered the large, thinking that it would be more comfortable. I must be a lot thinner than when I last tried the mediums though, because I have on the larges right now, the tapes on the top literally touch together. I don't think they're supposed to do that. Will these still work in spite of them being pretty damn big on me?

I am 21, I want to wear girly cute clothes. I am kinda thin, but I am a 6'2 male, with broad shoulders, so I am not sure how girls clothes will fit me. If anyone could tell me how I could get into being a cute femboy sissy I would appreciate it.

For me, I can go in my chair, or standing up, or basically an position that isn't sitting directly on my bum. Usually when I have to go, it's a matter of the poop pushing out and I have to hold it in. It's actually a very relaxing experience when I have to poop and I sit down on the heel of my foot to hold it in, because I think it puts pressure on my prostate or something. Usually to go I just have to give a slight push, then it's out all the way. I love going poopy in my diapers so much.

Well, the band isn't trash. They do generally have a very offensive approach to writing music. They write a lot about rape. One of the songs is about prison rape, the first song is just about rape in general, there's another one about raping men dressed as women, another song is about insulting heroin junky prostitutes but at the same time wanting to have sex with them, another song is about having sex with girls on their period,

What do you mean tell him my feelings? What would be appropriate? I was thinking of just telling him that I think he's really cool, I was wondering if there was anything wrong, because it seems like you lost interest or something. I dunno I probably wouldn't jump to conclusions of saying stuff like "lost interest", but I will probably want to say something.

I found this promotional poster on the facebook of a pretty damn obscure band. They're just a super heavy and noisy as hell rock band that I am a big fan of. I saw this poster and I almost thought about making a post on my tumblr ranting about how it's kinda stupid. I think it's kind of stupid that they would exploit abdl like this, but at the same time I don't really care because the band is super underground, plus it's not like you're supposed to be protected from being offended when you get into these heavy genres of music. That is kind of one of the trademarks of heavy music is that it is so shocking and offensive. I dunno, what do you think?

So I talked to a guy from okcupid. It seemed to go really promising. He turned out to be into bdsm and diapers, plus he liked all the same music, he's really cute, 96% similarity on hundreds of questions on the website. So he gives me his phone number and I start texting him. It seems to be going okay for a couple days, but then 2 days ago there wasn't really much talk. He just messaged me a few times, seemed distracted and not too concerned with talking. Yesterday there was no messages or whatever. Just kind of bummed out, I wish that we could have messaged somewhere else besides text message. If he messages me again, I will ask him for his skype because I can't do the text message thing

I don't usually sleep in diapers, last night I felt like putting on a pare of dry 24/7s before I went to bed, simply because I felt like it would be really comfortable. Well I realized that there's several fatal flaws about it that keep it from being comfortable. For one I got

and also choctawboi you're thinking of yaoi and yuri, both are a type of hentai.

Omg it's you! I've seen your pictures around the internet for like years. You're so cute.

All the pictures in the scat and diaper hentai threads are always women. This is one of the reasons that i don't really pay attention to hentai. I don't really care about the glorified female being portrayed in diapers. I just want to see pics of guys because the women pics are not erotic to me. Does anyone else have this same problem, have you figured out away around this problem and found sources to get male diaper hentai? I got my interest sparked in it today and I kinda want to get into it more now but everywhere I go, whether it be guro chan, /d/, doesn't matter, nowhere has what I want. Ever since guro chan got taken down and put back up the new site is sucky. It has barely anything on it. I downloaded a torrent from 2012 or something that has every picture of the old guro chan on it and I can barely find any diaper or scat porn at all let alone male versions of it. So yeah anyways what I am trying to say is some guidance would be great, I have probably repeated myself a lot by now but I am just trying to be as clear as possible!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh, my mistake. The new place is "mine", as in it's my space and I can do whatever I want in it. It's part of an apartment complex, boxes don't get delivered to individual units. If I want some boxes delivered to me they literally get left at the front door. I hate it that it's like that and I was hoping that that would be something I could eliminate, but now it's an even bigger problem than when I lived at home with my parents. I don't know how I am going to order girl outfits, boxes of diapers, toys, anything like that when there's 6 other people who walk by the front door and can see the boxes just sitting there. It's really a major disappointment for me, but then again at the time there wasn't any other options for apartments besides this one and a duplex that was way too far away from the main street and another apartment that was much smaller and crappier, with much more occupants that was in a completely different city and neighborhood. So I opted for this one.

Thank you so much! I guess I am looking for daily wear and stuff so I guess dry 24/7 would be the best. Is there any brands at all that are cute and practical? I kind of wanted something cuter than the 24/7.

So I am on xp medical and I want to order a case of these large dry 24/7 diapers. The abriform plus was a little small on me, so I am guessing since the dry 24/7 diapers are supposed to be more absorbent that they would be bulkier, and therefor need to be larger to compensate for the fit. I dunno how the dry 24/7 compares to any other diaper like the cushies or sdk which is what I want because they have the cute little designs on it. I just want to get either the 24/7, cuches, or sdk, or whatever.

any sites that someone could recommend that sell the abdl style diapers that have the cute little designs on them like sdk or cushies? I want those but at the same time I am afraid that they will be really expensive. the abriforms were a very good price and I got a lot of them, they were like have the price of the bambinos. they don't have cute designs on them though :-<

Even though you're an admin you don't have the right to condescend me like that. I have my rights as a human being to my home and if you don't like it then maybe you should get out.

I don't even know how people have a problem with this. When I have the urge to poop I actually have to hold it in, otherwise my butt just relaxes and pushes it out on it's own. It's really relaxing for me actually, when I have to poop my senses highten and I become really sensitive. I actually have to turn off whatever music I am listening to and whatever I am focused on and just have silence sometimes, that way I can hold it in better. But I don't know if other people have this sort of weird feeling when they have to poop. I just know that it feels really really good for me and it's really easy for me to just go in my underwear or diaper. It feels soooooo good and I love the smell. I don't even know why people seem to have a problem with these things. It's actually erotic to me. I believe it's called coprophilia, but the wiki didn't tell me much about it.

Not in diapers, but I just took a really nice squishy poop in my underwear. I found a nice square piece of cardboard that fits on my chair. I can use this for messing my underwear before the diapers get here. It feels soooooo good. It's a lot too :3

So I am finally in my new apartment. It ruuuuuuuuuules. I just want to know some trustworthy sites that sell large orders of diapers that don't mark their packages. That is of the utmost importance that they do not put any indicator of what is inside the package on it anywhere! But yeah I will definitely want to get some now that I am here. This place came with some antique dressers that have lockable drawers! there's a couple spare drawers that I have available for diapers that I can just lock up and stuff. so life is really grand and stuff. I feel really relaxed and happy, so glad I finally was able to have this stuff work out :3