Eir

While no longer technically an AB, I want a strong, dominant woman to pin me down and blow raspberries on my belly until I blush. And yes, I must absolutely get teased for blushing and be called tomato cheeks.

A wise man once said, "Tua matris mihi dedit cancri."

I am afraid of very few things, but my inner hoarder is one of them.

Left for a while, got my feelings hurt in chat. Someone asked how I earned my former title, I said that is a long story, and a certain mod said since she went off her medication two years ago. I have always been a free spirited nature lover. Came here to let my vulnerable side show, let my guard down, got hurt, and left for awhile. You know who you are, and I have forgiven you.

Just remembered my password, a few choice words in a foreign language!

would appreciate help, having problems sleeping due to hypnic jerks, have a falling sensation right before sleep and it wakes me up. THis really sucks.

Stupid bladder woke me up, could not go back to sleep.

Had a headache for most of the day. Nothing helped, Ibuprofin didn't help, coffee didn't help. I do not get headaches too often, what gives?

Hey Abi. Wanted to let you know that I fell asleep earlier, oops. I had fun chatting with you.

Just woke up. The hypnotherapy tape worked: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zk7SQ6ZZxUM. My skin feels amazing. Earned a banana/jetpuff/chocolate pudding pie sandwhich for two shy bladder days. Got so messy I had to leave my clothes on the tarp, put a towel on my head and walk to te bath. I discovered that the banana oils are extremely moisturizing. My bikini area feels especially amazing as I dumped a fair bit of re used pie down the back of it. Apparently, I discovered a new thing, bananas...

Huh, I discovered something amazing. Earned a pie sandwhich for two shy bladder weeks. Used pureed bananas, 16 oz of jet puff, chilled over night. You probably don't want to hear about how the experience felt. I did enjoy a side effect. I got so messy that I needed a bath to clean up, and accidentally discovered that the banana water had a noticable moisturizng effect. Forget the pieing. I could just lay a shower curain on my bed, enjoy a full body banana treatment, and clean up with a ba...

Um had too accidents today. Good shy bladder day, realized that I am getting better and better at holding, it does not feel like an emergency now. I was driving home, had a chance to use the restroom but chose not to (big mistake) I was on a road trip, started wetting cause I couldn't hold it. The bridge was out. I turned back, went to a river park, got wet, solved that problem. I read for a while, came back, got an urge to poop, I tried to hold it, but I dropped a log in my pants. I wet...

Sitting down with a box of thin mints...

Well, I'm having less accidents. My body is slowly learning that can go does not mean emergency, I am learning that the guards can keep my panties dry. I can consciously adjust my bladder hold levels, and I am learning how to do this discretely and comfortably.

It's Valentines Day. I want Cuddles.

It

Ah, it was my day off, a nice day. But it was too cold for my favorie mud pit.

I just got done with some self highchairing. Crossover with splosh and bondage. I put down a shower curtain on the carpet, put an armed chair, cover it in plastic, tape a lap desk on it, with plastic around that. I am stuck in the high chair. HAHA. Need a mommy to lock me in properly. The plastic was iritating me, so what did I wear? folded up a towel and taped it around my waist. Yeah, I am paying rent right now, so I can afford ghetto towel diapers with trash bag plastic pants. Wishing I ne...

Dear God I'm into water sports. Now that shy bladder is dead I think recreational accidents are fun! I'm getting to the point where I can consciously control my hold level. I have a continence level, and a lower, bathroom level which is just just enough of a hold to keep urine in! I am getting beter about controlling urges. Oh really? You want to wet me right now, go ahead. I commit, my bladder calms down. Some fears just need to be mocked. I would like to have a public wettin...

Eh, beat shy bladder. Good news: I'm free! Bad news: I have to relearn how to hold. I'm potty training right now. I'm getting better at holding. I cant always hold at higher urgency levels, but I can get prety wet before leaking. My challenge went from trying to release urine to trying to hold it in. Slightly embarrassing but worth it (and kinda fun). Never had the courage to wear padding before, now I need to. Feel wike a toddler, want huggles and kisses.

If anyone knows of a pie eating contest in Austin/ San Antonio, please let me know!

Ugh! Still feeling sore from the rope swing. I used it to swing a bit into the water, not just slide right in. My host could stand to strengthen his body!

I weigh 200 lbs these days, I am a wee bit lighter.

Huh, it appears I have broken the 216 lbs barrier. I had a 215.6 reading today!

I had a reading at 216!!! (Going Down)