As long as I've been apart of the ABDL community, I've never been exactly sure what to identify myself as, an Adult Baby or a Diaper Lover. On one hand I have my online mommy, who enjoys playing and babying me, to which I have no issues and wish they'd go a step further with the babying. Also I've recently obtained an enjoyment with sleeping with a stuffed toy, last night being my 1st time sleeping with a regular teddy, as opposed to a copyrighted, older-made character, which made a big difference to me in some way. But I feel as if I were to be truly babied I'd only want to do it once, just to see what it's like. Also, if I was, I don't feel like I could go the lengths some others go. Am I possibly over-analyzing this?