I agree wholeheartedly. as soon as i put on a clean dry diaper, i give it three to four good squirts to break it in properly. if i'm lucky, i will also poop it a bit too. wearing a soaked, messy diaper makes me feel very comfortable.
i felt the same way. i trained quickly, but was so uncomfortable in big-boy underpants that i purposely started wetting again to get my diapers back. i wore them at night until i was nine [changing myself] when my mother threatened to make me wash my own diapers and bed sheets. i started again at age 11, using my sister's cloth diapers without anyone else knowing. it was then that i did beginwashing my own diapers.