Hello to all,
I have had trouble suppressing my urges to wear a diaper ever since I was forced to use the toilet like a "big boy" in second or third grade. Using the toilet and acting what is deemed "age appropriate" has always been difficult for me. I have often felt as though I am forced to conform to norms and societal standards that do not apply to me. I was scared to be myself and thought that I was alone in my fixation until I discovered that there is an entire community of people just like myself out there. It makes me feel so much more normal and so much less alone to know that I am not the only man in his forties who enjoys acting younger and making the occasional "poop-poop" or "poopy mess" in my pants. I took a walk earlier today and as I passed by each person I encountered, all I could think was, 'Hey, that person might be wearing a diaper too! You never know!'. On that note I look forward to meeting some of the other "babies" on this site. Hopefully we can even set up a "playdate"!