Hi my name is scott and I have always liked diapers, wet dry doest matter they feel great either way. since I could remember I have been trying to find ways to get them (its gotten easier as years progressed and I started to make my own way through life) now I have a fiancee that I have known for 12 years I love her imensly and would do anything for her. A few years ago I told her about my fetish and she had no judgement and now that we were together she let me cont with it. I do see them as sexual sometimes but only because it's another article of clothing for me like a shirt however, she does not like this so I did not push it on her and just cont to wear them. she began to make it known to me that she wasn't comfortable with them at all, she saw them as for babies only and she asked me to stop. Even tho they are a part of me I did stop about a year ago for her. recently I cant stop wanting to wear them again. I'm dreaming of wearin them and I'm affraid that I may end up wetting the bed I'm dreaming of them so much, not ony that there driving me crazy think about them and not being able to. I told her that I don't like them anymore for her but I don't think I can keep it up but I don't want to hide them from her and lie to her. What should I do? Sorry it's so long.