Patience

look. I met someone and i thought everything was going smooth. She even liked wearing diapers, and diapering me. All of sudden she started to get quiet, and then distancing herself, and then the we need to talk, words. If you need to vent then vent. If you hold it in, it will eat you alive. You start pushing friends away, family and then your health. Keep yourself busy. If you start thinking about her, It will make you feel like crap. Start a list. Just do it. What do i want to accomplish? or get back into? And keep your mind busy. I crashed when i got those words told to me. But i talked about it to my friends, and family. Plus i pushed myself back into Taekwondo,weightlifting, running, and get out with my friends. Out of what i typed out. Vent and don't put yourself into the corner. Hands up high and have fun in life. Patience.

I am in the Waukesha area. And i am glad it is starting to warm up around her. Ooops, here comes the rain.

It was when i had the stomach flu, when i was in kindergarten. and had to be put in diapers for three days. I loved those three days. After that i just waited for the family members bring there kids over, and i would just go into there diaper bags, take just one out. Until i was 13, and i was able to go biking down to the drug store and buy my own Pampers.

ABU Cushies, And i love the big one tape.