I would like to know what you women think about what I want to do with my wife. She is a very good wife and she is turning 42 ,and I am 47 and I joke about having a nice guy joining us in the bedroom. Now let's start at the beginning, I have been having trouble with Ed, since I was 35 ,but my wife didn't know what was going on in till the early 40ts, and I was going to the doctor's office and she was with me. The doctor said that I have very low testosterone, and I will have to be on 50 milagrams of viagra or a daily dose of 5 milagrams ,and it's very expensive. I started to bring toy's into are bedroom and she was more open to the toy's ,and over the years she has been very supportive of the toys in the bedroom. I do get hard but it's not too often and she really likes the real , and she does get very frustrated with me because I tease so much and she gets so wet and I can't bring her to orgasm .
Now I have been writing in my diary and I no my wife reads it . Some of the stories I talk about are things that we do and othes I fantasize about doing with her. The only thing is that the stories I have talked about I don't know if she will be willing to go along with or if she will divorces me for it. This is how it goes in my diary. This part is true I love when we are at home and are boys are not a rounded and we have alone time. One of the things that we do is to get a nice hot bath in are world pool tub and she has a glass of wine. Now she's in the tub for a hour and in that time my wife is drained and is willing to do anything I want to do . I love when I lay her down on the bed and she is so warm and horney ,I start by massaging her all over and playing with her at the same time. I have a wide range of toys I strap on when I get her to the point where we make love for hours and in that time I acting like other guys are coming in the bedroom and I will talk outside the bedroom door to a pretend person and strap on a different toy come in and get in bed and most times I have her blindfolded and tied up . I get into bed and try to make it feel like someone else is touching her and being to make love to her and then change places .He would get out and I would get in bed on the other side , but it was me walking around the bed .I'm only semi hard most times when we make love I'm 4 and a half inches but it tease the fuck out of her and she gets even Horner I get out of bed and open are bedroom door once again and acted like someone else is there and this could go on for hour's.
Now I'm trying to tell you ladies about are lives not a porn stories. I love my wife very much but I feel like she is missing the real thing. I joke about if she ever meets someone don't cheat on me I would rather have him come home with her and join in then have her cheat on me behind my back. She hates when I say that and gives me a smart ass comment.
Now I need to get to the point. In my diary ,I talk about setting up a weekend getaway at a hotel. The room would have a world pool tub and I would have someone from are diaper communitie with 8 inches or more and no diapers . She hates diapers and don't want anything to do with them or me when I am in one . Know back to what I was saying setup a weekend getaway at a hotel and tell her that I setup a couples massage in are room at a later time and go out to drink and let her have a couple glass of wine .Now she's in the mood for for the couple's massage go back to the room for are appointment have him come in and be dressed in the part ask who is first and I would say my wife and she would get ready and he would go into the bathroom run the water for her to soak into the world pool tub and she would get in the tub ,and I would bring another glass of wine for her to drink and to relax even more .I know how she will feel after that, so when the guy tell her he is ready for her ,she will be so drained and willing to just lay down on the bed in a towel or a massaging table I'm not sure yet on that .Now he would really start with the massage and do her back down to her legs, and then her feet at this point he will be able to see her bottom and buy this point I'm hoping that he is hard as a rock. Tell her to turn over to do the front she will have a towel across her breast and her bottom .she will close her eyes and relax again ,and he would slip off his pants and be at her head starting to massage her neck and shoulders working his way down to her breast and he would slip his thumbs up the sides of her breasts ,and if would say anything I would tell her to relax and enjoy she loves her breast played with and from there it would happen to go all the way and I would be hopefully she will not be mad .
At home we pretend and she said she doesn't want anyone else but there's times she wants more than a toy and if there was someone else there at that time she would I think