I will never forget my first time, I remember it like it was yesterday . It was in the mid eightys, I went to a nearby town to a pharmacy to buy some diaper pins to use for my home made diapers . I was walking down the isle and noticed a huge pasteboard box with a hand made sign that said ADULT DIAPERS, 88 cents each, they were just stacked up, not in packages , I thought I was going to pass out, I had no clue you could buy real disposable adult diapers. I kept walking buy that box, looking, wishing, I just couldnt get the nerve to do it. I left for a while , then came back , again, I couldnt get the nerve . The third trip back to the store, maybe 20 minutes before closing, I knew then it was do or die. I got a 20 dollar bill out and ready , made a fast sweep by the box of diapers, I tried to count them out, but I was so nervous I couldnt , I just grabbed a hand full and headed to the checkout . I was so nervous, my face was beat red, I tried to mumble something to the girl at the checkout but nothing that made any sense came out . It seemed like it took days for her to bag them and take my money , but once I left the store I couldnt wait until I got home to try them on . I guess I should also say , I have been around a while, reading all the messages, but this is my first post , I just couldnt resist when I saw this topic