Necros

LOL Big gay hal, i think. Kudos on the coming out part collegebaby86! Its awesome huh, you feel free and without remorse ... *thumbs up* Enjoy your new found life~ Necros~

Yeah, lol the only store that had fem like male clothes closed a few months ago because it had no business. Now theres two choices butch or fem. Oh well .... i'll do the stockings idea though <3 i love those. necros~

WiiBaby is correct, as long as you don't show off your genitals or anything indecent then you should be fine. Humiliated but fine. I am sooooo envious of your area you live in Wiibaby! I would love to be able to wear women clothes that easily without to much commotion and such. Necros~

I know T_T thats what i came to realize ... and i don't want one day to look in the mirror and wonder what my life would have been like without a stupid mask on. Plus the main reason why i stopped was the fear of people laughing at me, the area i live in and the people that are close to me. People here laugh automatically at anybody who remotely wears something feminine looking, plus all the people that i socialize with daily are mostly redneck folks that see jesus as the only thing good on this earth and everything else thats weird should be shunned and ostracized. Its sad and it saddens me very much to think of what will happen when i start to wear more feminine clothes ....... anyone have tips on how to deal with people like that, i mean i go to college and its not my idea of fun to be laughed at all day long in my course. Thz for the help~ Necros~

I guess that would work too. Actually some parents would take it better this way as well, they'd be less worried. BUT in some cases some parents would take it VERY badly and ostracize the poor chap. It really depends (no pun intended) on the character of your parents, do you think they could understand and be ok with it or at the very least respect your choice even if they don't agree with you? If so then i would totally come out and say it. I would plan first though, but i would definitely tell them. If you think theres no way they could understand then i would suggest the lies, as twisted as it may seam it may be your only hope of living your last years with your folks in peace. But like i just said ... it is probably your last few years ... it wouldn't be too harsh saying it like AutieAB said. It all comes down to you in the end of it all. We're just here to give you advice ... do with it as you see fit. ?_? Necros~

Ok well, here i go, i tried ... i really did. Buuuut i CAN't stand being totally male TT_TT its boring and not fun ... plus male fashion sucks (no offense meanted towards all the males that see themselves as male). I now see myself more female then male and although i wouldn't go as far as surgery i will damn well enjoy the feminine side of life <3 I really tried acting like everyone else around me, times and times again i kept looking into myself for answers to questions that i pushed aside because of fear. But now screw that i will act the f*cking way i want to and thats that (sorry for the rudeness i tend to get emotional). May this new leaf of mine prosper. ?_? Peace~ Necros~

If i were you i would probably put all my efforts in the bedwetting answer. Denial at this stage would just be too obvious and would hurt your cause more then it would help it. Now for the level you should go in this excuse ... don't go too far, just say i've been having some slight problems with my bladder and bowels, but its starting to go away, BUT its starting to come back to normal and i can hold it more and more. I think its clearing ... and tell him that you would like to wait a little further to see if it goes away naturally before taking any meds. I hope this helps, and for godsake take better care of your disposable method lol, after all this you'll probably be under close watch and should probably stop wearing diapers for a few days to prove the fact that it went away. Necros~

Thats a good thing, labels for us are more complicated and frustrating. Plus theres no real reason why we should all fit in one or two category ... i mean that would be boring. Feel free to pm me anytime ^.^ Or maybe we could schedule a chat time. Necros~

Damn it, everyone is trying to point it out for you lol ... people that are transgendered KNOW that its irreversible, why would they go through with an operation that would change their lives forever if they didn't know all the facts. Why do you keep on implying that they don't know the long term effects, THEY DO! They went for countless hours of therapy, they spend years living has the sexe they want to transition into, THEY KNOW WHAT THEIR DOING!!! lol I don't know what you have against transgendered people but its probably closely related to your intersex situation your in. Why do you say their not part of the gay, lesbian, bisexual community? Why not? They deserve support as much as the next bloke out there, why ostracize them? Anyways, cool down with the transgendered people here, their perfectly normal human beings that chose to have a sex change. As for wanting to become incontinent, its never a good thing. Its something to REALLY think through and experience every aspect of it before EVEN REMOTELY THINKING about becoming incontinent. Its quite a burden to impose upon yourself. But like transgendered people if you DID research and spend extensive amount of time and therapy experiencing what it would be like and at the end of it all you still want to go through with it, then by all means go right ahead. It all depends on the knowledge and experience you have, thats the only way you'll ever be able to make a decision of this magnitude without serious repercussions down the road. Peace my transgendered cuties Necros~ p.s: Why do you keep comparing intersex with transgendered? ¯\(º_o)/¯

We complete each other Like Ying-Yang Necros~

I don't know if theres a store like that in your area but here i go to http://www.ardene.com/. Theres an awesome collection of cool looking skirts. I got one thats black a bit frilly at the end but totally normal looking nothing fansy or too girlie. Its a short skirt though .... i don't know if you would like it short, ether way though you would probably find SOMETHING you like there. I shop there for all my girlie needs, including shirts, underwear, lip gloss, lipstick, nail polish, EVERYTHING COSMETICS! Plus their prizes rock! Somewhere good would be zellers or wall-mart for something plain and not too girlie looking. I hope this helped~ Necros~ p.s: With all this talk of girlie stuff you just awakened my girlie side and now i need to go put nail polish and some cute pink pajamas <3 thz. lol its been a while since i even thought of doing this.

I was born male, but the gender issue is quite a complicated subject for me. I answered Born Male but ID mixed ... its the closest to my state of mind. Although i would have loved to be born male but have a androgyny look ... unfortunately i look male PERIOD! lol. Necros~

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Really never tried it, whats the big advantage over firefox? Does it have the tab system? Tell me about this safari Necros~

I would totally go for WII :< ITS LIKE F*CKING COOL T_T Necros~

Hehe well sneaking out can be a breeze trust me. If you have some stealth skills you could always try and sneak out at night. I mean pharmacies are open pretty late (in canada anyways ...) As for the hiding, well if you have a suspended ceiling you could always lift a few tiles and hide some diapers there. If you don't have a suspended ceiling then search for your nearest gas bar that has a bathroom with locks so you can have privacy, then just unpack you diapers you just bought and put the excess over the tile ceiling. (yeah the gas bar would have to have suspended ceiling ...). If the above doesn't work then try the following: If you have baseboards in your room, or preferably in the closet, go get a hammer and gently without breaking the baseboard or chipping away the paint remove a part from ether side of your closet. You will see that the wall and the floor doesn't exactly meet at a 90 degree angle, theres probably gonna be a crack between the floor and the bottom of the wall, use this hammer you have in your hand and start chipping away the base of the wall until you can put your hand through (be careful not to chip away too much! The baseboard must be able to cover the hole made, if not then your in deep doo doo.). After you've done this you should be able to see a couple things 1) Isolation 2) a pretty sizable gap between the other wall and yours 3) Depending on the house, plastic covering the wooden elements. What you do is take away the isolation, careful its itchy lol. VOILA You have a pretty big space to put diapers in. DONT FORGET THE ISOLATION!!!! : I did all those and it worked very much in my case Cool so your into anime huh! Awesome one more thing we have in common. My fav animes at the moment is Death Note, Ergo Proxy, Lain, Speed Grapher and Basilisk. Whats yours? Necros~

Yeah, i was referring to the porno side of things XD Necros~

What a name to give it! Lolz i imagine the noodle dish to be very "thick" D: I like better Seppuku lol. Necros~ P.s: I barely saw any of your posts, i came back here and you stopped posting so .... can't say i miss you BUT i do remember you let's make memories together and then leave, then we'll be able to miss ourselves. :0 my logic scares me.

Well, i like the dark its soothing! Relaxing! But i don't like the dark when i have to get some where and can't see shit in front of me XD i can't say i'm afraid of the dark but some times the eeriness tends to destroy my rationality and make me fall into somewhat of a uncomfortable feeling, but nothing a bit of music can't fix :3 try it music totally gets my attention off of the dark that surrounds me. Necros~

D: OMG!!! I SOOOOO know your pain. Man parents can be a pain sometimes! I get the same fucking answer every time i start talking about having my own bank account and stuff of the sort. I too have to wait until i move out which will be close to June or August. Can't wait!! What i did to quench my diaper thirst was get a big ass trunk with a lock. For a few days i did nothing with it, and then i started locking it to see if they would get curious and try to open it, they asked about it and i just told them that this trunk was for all my private stuff like diaries and photos of friends and good memories for me and me alone. They thought it was cute and accepted it, after i was sure they wouldn't try opening it i went out to the pharmacy and bought some diapers, and of course hid them in the trunk. It works like a charm! For the money part heres a little trick i use. Your parents monitor your bank account right? Me too lol! Heres what i do. You plan this a few weeks in advance to make it appear as natural as possible. Ok, what are you into? Music, drawing, reading, anything thats small and that you've been doing as a hobby? Then what you do is go online or at a store search for an item thats related to your hobby i.e a book or drawing tools. Then without giving TOO much details tell your parents about this "item" you would wish to acquire and don't put too much emphasis on what it is or where your gonna get it just say its gonna be at a local store and you would like to buy it, tell them about the price, now heres the cool part: lets say the diapers cost 40$ (exaggeration of course), when you talk about the item to your parents tell them it costs around 45$ to 50$ then tell them that they should be expecting a withdrawal in your bank account for this purchase. Then when everything is said and done you've got a clear 45$ to spend on this "item" that you of course will be diapers. Now to make this work completely with the remaining money go to your local shop thats related to your hobby and buy a small something that looks cool and new and just pass it off IF (and only if) your parents ask to see this item you bought for 45$. Voila! You've got yourself a pack of diapers without any suspicion. For the online thing its more complicated because you need to get a P.O box of your own and probably bump off your parents from your paypal account. Anyways good luck!!! I feel for you brother Necros~

Hehe you mean me? lol i did that once on a forum. <3 Necros~ Edit: Damn i like your nick Seppuku!! I wouldn't attempt it but lol, nice choice for a name :3 All hail the honorable suicide~ Necros~

Well technically i ain't the owner of the forum lol ... i just mod it. The forum admin is a good friend of mine <3 go check it out. ... at least check it out, is it because i'm the mod? Do you all hate me so? D: Necros~

I agree! Hum, i have a request. Do any of you that are registered with an account there happen to have some pics of the girl named Amber. Thats the only one i couldn't get ... maybe if you guys have a few on your HDs you could upload them to Megaupload or a place like that. Thank you VERY MUCH!!! I saw her in the preview page and it was my instant fav girl in the entire ab/dl community! Necros~

Hehe i don't have a subscription but i have all their vids pics and whatnot from their site <3 I love being a pirate ... YARR ME MATE ARRRR!!! Necros~

Hello everyone, i would just like to take a minute to tell you about this new forum that started! Its called http://jennifersplaygroup.co.uk/forum/index.php Its just starting so make your mark get set and go go go! Populate this pretty site with love and joy!!! Have fun and make lots of friends~ Peace~ Necros~