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Same for me. I don't have as long a track record of soiling my briefs or diapers, only been doing it for 2 years now. I too felt the ol' "man, this is so wrong, I'm not doing this again" sentiment after spending the last hour thoroughly and orgasmically enjoying a sitting-and-squishing experience. Now, I realize that this is something that I love and will do it when I have the opportunity and time to do so. Clean-up sucks, but it is worth it to have enjoyed an hour or two with a nice "perfect poop" in your diapers.

Well done, Sazzer! Always great to hear from someone who's discovered the joy of having poop in their diaper!

Here we go with yet another "I poop in public and it's never a problem"-type post! Sorry, but I'm not buying it. You may think it doesn't smell, but I find it very difficult to believe that no-one else has noticed. Most people can sniff out a poorly-wiped bum, never mind an actual load in someone's pants. People are too embarrassed so far to bring it up, but it won't be long before they go to your manager about this. That no-one at your place of employment has so far brought it up does not equal them not being able to smell it. Have fun with your poop when you're at home. I understand why you love pooping in your diaper and sitting in it. It's fun and it's a total turn-on, but it should be kept private, and should you feel the need to share it, it should be only with fellow stinky-squishies who can appreciate it. Letluvsrool is right: you're being paid a wage to act like a professional, and working while having poop in your pants is anything but professional.

I feel naughty, turned-on and extremely satisfied.

Ah, the early morning hours, the best time to be naughty! You have your own room in the house, so I'd stick to that and not go elsewhere in the house. As for your own room, the smell usually goes away after two hours. That's been my experience anyway. Open the window in your room to air it out, that's usually all it takes. I lay newspaper across my chair whenever I do the sit & squish. The paper, which can just be rolled up and thrown in the trash afterward, takes the hit and the chair stays clean. As for the diaper itself, double bag it in plastic shopping bags. Also, try to get a closed-lid wastepaper bin for your room to collect your used diapers, hide it or disguise it, and empty it into the trashcans when they're on the curb ready for collection.

Last Wednesday morning. Half-an-hour after waking up, I felt what I knew would be a really firm one on the way, so I threw on a pair of vinyl panties and took my poop in them. I hadn't soiled myself for many months before that, so it was a really sweet feeling. It was such a great poop that I stayed in it for two hours before cleaning up.

Well written, Emp. Your description of the experience is just how I interpret it. One or two small logs (or one moderately big one) back there is all that I need to feel satisfied, because I've still got a nice, solid lump to enjoy the feel of, I get to admire that bulge, and there's enough to sit in and squish around my rear. You (and Goden) are right in that there really is something satisfyingly, erotically animalistic about it, and when I'm in the mood to poop myself, I like to pretend that I'm being forced to, that I have no choice. It's like, "Oops, I've soiled myself. Might as well enjoy it!"

My thoughts exactly. If you don't mind wearing diapers to the office, then you can pretty much stay in your seat and take a secretive leak, thus cutting down on bathroom breaks and impressing your manager(s). I've never done this, but I've thought about it; I like diapers and it would certainly be convenient. However, no-one should have to wear a diaper just to satisfy fussy bosses who think you're out of your seat too much or because you can't be bothered with dealing with security every time you go. And, of course, I would still take a bathroom break if I had to poop.

It might disturb some people to know the "why"s of their fetish(es), but I would love to know why I do what I do -- not just diaper/pants pooping, but also the other things I'm into. As fun as my fetishes are, it would be great for me to have more insight as to why I find them such fun and why they turn me on.

Well written, Entropy. You summed it up really well. I feel the same. I have many, many kinks too, some of which we may share. A lot of pants-poopers / diaper-poopers have been into soiling themselves from quite a young age. I didn't get into it until 2 years ago and I'm a grown adult. So, like you, it's not something that ever occurred to me before, but after joining DD, I started reading stories from one diaper-pooper in particular (this was before we had the SS&P subforum)-- and it turned me on. It was something I started imagining myself doing (never in public, just privately!), and then I finally did and I loved it. You definitely have to be open-minded to soil yourself, but when you do, you soon find out how erotic it is to lay a nice, firm poop into your diaper or vinyl pants, to sit in it and move your butt across the chair to spread it around. Oh my! It's heaven.

Wish I could help you there, Entropy. I've pooped many times in just my vinyl pants and I was always able to clean them sufficiently enough using Woolite and hot water. They vinyl does absorb oils from the poop and can "tint" them (my vinyl pants are clear, so you can definitely notice it) but they don't smell too bad.

Count me as one!

No-one's calling you an ogre, but it's odd that you can mention the word "illiterate" when you don't use apostrophes or capitalize the pronoun "I" or the beginnings of sentences/paragraphs. If you are able to use phrases with quotation marks, surely you can trouble yourself to hit the apostrophe and shift keys as well? I know, totally off-topic here, but someone's got to be a grammar Nazi in this day and age.

Some people care because we would like these raconteurs to just be honest and start off their stories with, "in a perfect world, this is what I would like to happen or experience ..." Yeah, it's fun to think about, if being an AB is what you're into (I'm not, I'm solely a DL), but attach some kind of reasonable codifier to the story. Presenting a story that stretches the limits of believability sends up an immediate red flag to long-term members of this site -- hell, long-term users of the internet as a whole -- that we could have yet ANOTHER spammer on our hands, someone who's posting such a tale for their own auto-erotic purposes or just trying to string the more gullible readers of this forum along. Quite frankly, I and others have had more than enough of that BS.

Not an entirely unreasonable way to feel about it. I've always thought that, as long as someone was having (hopefully safe) sex up the poophole, poop should be expected! You're right, a lot of gays seem obsessed with being as clean as they can be up there when, let's face it, it's not as nature intended. One or two wipes after pooping should suffice and if there's still "some brown" up there, so be it.

Well, if it's a firm poop, my preferred end-product for sitting and squishing in, I LOVE the smell. It's a big part of the erotic experience for me.

I've done the same! To answer the OP's question, I'm not sure I'm interested in seeing my face while I poop, but if it's a nice large, firm buttsnake I'm laying, I'm sure my expression would be pretty close to what they call a "f***face".

A good video would be you laying a large, firm poopie into your diaper, then concentrate on the bulge, reaching back and fondling that lump, and then sitting in it, concentrating on some serious squishing action.

Wow. This is the first time I've heard of poop being used as a health transplant, after a fashion! I can't believe they don't have another method of introducing good bacteria into the sick peoples' colons, but whatever works. I'd donate some poop to help out! Can you imagine wearing a pin on your lapel or a bumper sticker on your car saying "I'm A Proud Poop Donor"?

No. I'd still do it occasionally such as I do now. I like to have a firm log or firm, plump chunks of poop back there to rest against my bum and to sit in, and the smell of that kind of poop is what turns me on as much as the feel of it. Conversely, really soft poop doesn't do anything for me, even if the more horrendous odor wasn't a factor. And I'd never do it in public -- outside, with no-one around perhaps, but not in public -- smell or no smell.

I'm sort of in the middle. First off, I love the act of pooping, even if it's on the toilet. I consider a firm load dropping out my back chute to be nature's stimulation. To have that firm load in a pair of diapers or vinyl pants is a thousand times better. I hate having to waste a good log or several plump droppings. I love the "normal poop" smell of a regular, run-of-the-mill, "not too soft but not too hard" poopie -- as long as it's mine, of course. The odor and the feel of it both turn me on. I'm very comfortable with it, will enjoy it intensely and will go an hour before changing. Sometimes, I'll soil myself and then realize that it's not the sort of poop (too soft, way too smelly, etc.) that I want to sit in or even have back there. So, feeling disappointed, I'll change and clean up right away. I might enjoy the lump for five minutes, to briefly revel in the feeling of naughtiness (might as well, I've already created the mess!), but I'll have no desire to go further with it. A lump of good poop in a nice crinkly diaper is a real treat for me. But it's got to be the "right" poop.

Before the S,S&P subforum was created, diaper pooping stories were mixed in with the general diaper discussions. I remember reading, while this was still the case, someone's entry about how they squatted and pooped into their diaper and loved walking around with the lump at their backside and how great it felt to sit down in it. That sounded so wonderfully kinky to me that I knew I had to try it. And I loved it -- the lump and the squish and, yes, the smell. It's amazing how much I got off on my own poop, but I did. Now I look forward to whatever opportunity I get to have some nice, firm poopies in my pants (or diaper).

The most enjoyment you can get out of soiling your diaper is to be relaxed about it. Just squat (even on the toilet, if you like, if it feels more natural) and fill 'er up. Once you've done that, just feel the lump at your backside and fondle it a bit. Take in the lovely hot pressure against your bum. Walk around your place for a while, savoring the lump. And then, if you're up for it, sit down and enjoy the squish. Get those pelvic muscles working and spread it about. Just remember, be relaxed about it and you'll discover that being in a diaper filled with your own poop is a luxurious experience. Good luck, hope you enjoy it.

A thick garbage or lawn waste bag is perfect for hiking up the noise level. Nice to know I'm not the only one who loves wearing trash bags or for whom sound is a big part of fetish-related activities.

I don't, and have never had, a messy relationship (though I may be successful one day in bringing the wearing of diapers into it). But it's always best to make sure that the feelings of eroticism are shared absolutely between someone and his/her partner, to get the most out of a sexual relationship and bring the fetish to a whole new level.