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couldnt agree more val........I have posted before on be careful what you wish for.......the gist being I was into being just AB without wetting ........eeeewwwwww........now I like so many others I havent got much choice.....so I have to cath and mo is right with all his advice about caths.......but most of all what val says is truest of all....DONT ........caths are used for medical reasons, believe me it is not natural to put things inside you...but if you have no choice then so beit......but wish for.....you never know it will come soon engough then you will learn......enjoy the playing and dressing dont wish for medical problems...sorry to be a kill joy

belinda darling ............you forgot to mention beach volley ball.....you know the plastic boobs and thongs.....no ex lax there, more bio-tex to get rid of all those nasty stains and odors. And of course my particular favourite.......showing jumping....its not so much the double barrelled names that get me or even the daft first names like pippa....thats all down to interbreading.........no its the baddminton horse trials..........why, what have the horses done wrong????........and wouldnt it be a lot fairer if there was two laps with the second lap being the horse on the riderd back.....see how they like that!!!! And as for the doping...well maybe they all take ex lax to get round quicker............sorry princess only joking I bet you look stunning in a bridal.......gown may be.......hehehehe

hi girls....giggle just thought I would post one of my favourite site....she has been very ill lately and just getting over a bad car crash....you may already know her but I have used her for years...she has such a wonderful web site adn she can make whatever your heart dreams of.....give her a look and maybe even a try she is wel worth it and I know she needs all the work she can get right now in trying to recover her business........tell her tinkerbelle told you to fly in........go on girls have a look......her name is Mary Beth Forbes and to cap it all she is just sooooooooooooo pretty and she wears frillies all day!!!! www.angelwingsdesigns.com

wow.......what can i say huggie, well firstly thanks....in a way I am glad that I posted my concerns. Your reply was both reasurring and gave an insight into what a drama queen I must seem. You have, like so many others in here been through the wars but some how managed to cope with all that has been thrown at you......a case of having to I suppose. The one thing that did suprise me is the feeling of embaressment you fear from wearing nappies...why???? I have never felt that and like most things in my life I do tell people " hey I am wearing nappies" basically so they cant use it against me and they have no where to go with it....it works for me anyrate. The funny thing is when I came out over the depression...the amount of people who would say gosh you are brave saying that...and by the way, dont tell any one but I suffer too and have to take meds. My advice has always beeen tell all then no one can hurt you. My original post was that i was dreding self cath because ..well i was scared shitless and because i had had so much investigations down there when i was a kid. So much so....my depression made me be such a drama queen about it....thankfully that is now passing. As for the sissy AB side...well the jury is still out on that one....I really hope I can get those feelings back of just wanting to be an AB again. But thanks huggie and to all the others......you ALL have truely helped me through this thus far...hope that I can help others too when the need is there

[Have you asked if you go off the antidepression meds will the situation reverse itself? Maybe its time to work on alternatives medically treating your depression. Have you tried physical exercise, change of diet, hobbies, fun activities, prayer, meditation, and positve affirmation?] Good question.......one the professionals are still trying to answer. It would appear however that I do need some form of medication to keep me on the straight and narrow by providing a balanced chemical level in my head so to speak. But you are quite right about alternative activities......since my depression became worse when i gave up very competitive sport.....obviously I had no outlet for the stress and rage by letting off steam. I have taken up a hobby ...one that I have always wanted to do as from a child but could never afford it...however it is a hobby and not a sport so I dont get the same level of relief. I am desparately trying to be positive about life and stop going into self destruct mode by attacking myself with negative thoughts but its not easy when you have had a life time of practice!!! Its been over a month now that I have had to self cath....adn despite a few problems things have gone alot better than I thought they might have. Although the safe feelings and need for comfort that I soought in wearing nappies has turned into matter of fact....like I said in the begining be careful for what you wish for. So was a sissy.....used nappies and baby dresses as a safe place to hide...now use nappies for night time protection...and dont dress up any more.....still love chatting to ABs ...but the fantasy has gone.....dont know if I would have visited here if I was just incon in the first place...but that is another discussion all together!!!

Now I hope you have all got a degree in thermo-nucular dynamics......cos Nappy + Pins = Nappy_pins which is your nappy held up with pins....phew!!!! P.S. Danni........just love that dress where did you get it from........its pretty

Firstly I genuinely want to thank every body for their help, support and replies. Next I would just Like to up date the situation......I have been to the hospital and the nurse lied .......it hurt......a lot!!! However, she was kind and understanding and we are trying other caths.........she was sympathetic with my concerns and fears of previous experiances....I was also impressed that my medical file had all such facts and concerns written down. So with all the support ....I will try........and keep it into perspective. Thanks

For years I have loved being a sissy AB ......all the frillies and the nappies.......but I was in control I could say when.....and I could decide when and where I would wear and what. Over the last few months things have changed.......my anti depression medication has caused other problems the biggest being BPH........I go from retention to overflow incontinence......I am being told that I must now be catherised and will need to proform SIC 4 times a day and wear nappies at night...............I am scared .......and I never wanted it to be full time.....play time is over..........I have no more control over it...........it will now control me. I am not looking for self pity............only to say be careful what you wish for..........and having to catherise myself 4 times a day scares me totally..........can anyone give me reassurance and advice

well no its not the cutest picture on this site actually........nope, why????.....cos' I have seen a picture of this lovely Lady ALL grown up and without nappies on!!! .....wow ok it was from the neck up!!!! ....and she is really pretty as are all the Ladies on this site. How was I lucky enough to see such a pretty picture, easy........being polite and having good manners and not forcing or asking.......so my point is to treat ALL ppl nicely and build up a trust and a rapour just as you would by chatting to someone face to face. Was it worth it........wow !!! she is a very pretty Lady......as pretty as she is kind and caring......but ask to see it, wait........and you never know what might happen

strange isnt it...AB or DL hoping to wear nappies in hospital. Truth is nothing ever lives up to what you really want.....well very really. As for caths or nappies in hospital all of the above it true just depends...excuse pun. On the back ward or even uroligy ward because its only short term......its caths in my experiance, having been done twice......i promise you there wont be a third. Nappies tend to be for cancer patients who cant move long term...certaining that was how my late best friend was dealt with. I was put in molicare becauseI asked.....but this was only after the caths had been removed and was just in case of accidents at night.....that ward dint have slips. But they have seen it all before whether you arrive in one not a problem.....i was addmitted with urinary retention and was wearing pulls ups......well you would wouldnt you....all they were interestedin doing was sticking fingers where the sun dont shine.....there was more inportant things on their minds. And as for a pretty nurse carrying out the cath proceedure...again nothing they havent done before..or you will rise to.........but like I said there wont be a third time and I will let you draw your own clusions why. If I am rushed in again it will be interesting to see what happens....since its on my file that I wont be around to find out.......Hope that helps

OH........ thank you sweet sister I have just had a quick look and its like mommy geeting me a new dress or sweet dolly to play with......you are so kind and sharing wish there were more sweet ppl like you. I will post my new posey when I have chosen one...could be sometime though....so many to chose.......thank you again sweet sister

oh yes diaprbayb......that and all the others that you girl have. I m a bit new to this ....but I would love to have my very own picture logo. I just love the older girls with their frilly lace panties......gigles xxxx

What a great site.....so many wonderful links and forums. I still havent had time to see them all. And wow.....all those lovely picture name tags.....please please tell me how i could get such a gorgeous picture.....they are sooooooo sissy and girly. Made me feel special just looking at them. Cant wait to read more.