hi all, since i got a big caraccident i hurt my backbone verry badly
since than i loosing my blattercontrolle too
that was over 18 years ago
now when my backbone is much hurt i hardly feel that i need to go to the toilet
at night its about 4 a 5 times a week i wet myself in my sleep
its also a verry delicated operation i got 50% chance to landing in a wheelchair
i said so long i can walk i dont want that churgery
it was my best desigeon i made i steel can walk whit a loota off pain
i steel take care off myself even my householdings
i go every weekend out to play darts sommetimes whit a loota off pain
but i think in all those years i feel the pain i got used on it to feel it
it makes me stronger in live not weaker
i think i never gonna take a surgery solong i can walk and can do things
its like in a movie from clint eastwood (anny wich way you can)
i started to eat pain like candy i guess
but when i can't stand the pain no more i using morphine drups
and when its not accepteble annymore i use injection's
after one injection i hardly feel pain for the next week
but when it started i always wait long to take sommething until i cant handle the pain annymore
manny greethings and strenght to all