I hate cloth like disposable diaper. cloth like diaper does not mean easily leak, there is plastic sheet at the back of the cloth like cover.
However, I hate the feeling and the extra money for this design.
I had the same experience before: buy and throw away.
I was afraid of being caught I loved wearing diapers; however I do not do so because I do think wearing diaper is nothing wrong. It will not harm others. Wearing diaper is much better than smoking at least !