My earliest memories are around 5 years old. I think I never really wanted to be out of diapers. I was an only child, but I did have one cousin just being potty trained. Back then, training pants were cloth and almost like diapers. My cousin was still peeing and pooping in the training pants about as often as she used the potty. So, that first time, I put on several pairs of my underpants and both wet and pooped in them.That little episode earned me a severe spanking and a talk about how I was a big boy. It was a couple of years later, but I had an accident(poop) in school. I was really embarrassed and I got another spanking, but I realized I liked pooping in my pants and I really felt like a baby when I did it. I was kind of hooked on it after that, and started wearing makeshift diapers.