Princess Pottypants

I guess I'm really more of an Adult Kid than an Adult Baby... I don't know that I would want to be an actual toddler, just more like a pre-teen/early teen who's being treated like a toddler. I like it more if I'm old enough that I should be able to control myself, but I can't, especially right at that age where kids are trying so hard to prove they're adults. So I guess that means I like to pretend I'm a kid that's being treated like an even younger kid because I can't act my age, which sounds slightly confusing put that way.

I enjoy being dominated and punished, having my big girl panties taken away and replaced with Pull-Ups, and then having those replaced with diapers when I prove I'm not mature enough even for them. I especially like it when that happens as a role reversal, where I think I'm in charge up until I wind up in training pants, and then all control is taken away, including control of my own bathrooms habits, to some degree, like with a high fiber diet that ensures my "regularity", whether I like it or not.

I enjoy some public humiliation, being taken out in public and not allowed to use the bathrooms until I have an accident. I also enjoy suppositories and laxatives, castor oil in particular, especially if they can somehow be given in secret, so that the results can be fully blamed on me, and I don't know any better. Enemas can be fun, too. I like tight, locking plastic panties, too, to keep me from being able to change myself, and being made to sit in my stinky diapers, or having mommy or daddy bounce me on their knee. I love it when mommy or daddy refuses to change my messy diaper for a long time, no matter how much I complain, to teach me a lesson and show me that I'm just a baby, and babies don't get to choose when they get changed. I like to be reminded on my messy state - as if I could forget! - verbally, and by things like getting a light smack across the back of my diaper as I toddle by. I like having privileges taken away, like not being allowed to sit on the furniture because I might leak on it.

I like having my diaper checked, even (especially?) if I've just been asked whether or not I need a change, and I think the most embarrassing way to have that done is to have the back of my diaper pulled away and peeked into. I like not being allowed to wear anything that would cover all, or even any, of my diaper or Pull-Up. Or, alternately, I like clothes with snaps on the crotch, or a short dress and tights with ruffles on the butt. Or if it's just me and mommy or daddy, I like the simplicity and innocence of wearing only a droopy diaper, and maybe plastic pants. I like nice, thick diapers, so that it's impossible to deny what they are, impossible to walk correctly, more difficult to keep from using them since they won't let my legs close all the way, and so they can go longer between changes. I love baby furniture, especially high chairs and bouncers. I like the humiliation factor of the idea of having someone younger than me put in charge of me, to emphasize the fact that I've been "demoted" down to a toddler.

I'm not sure if I would be considered fully asexual or not, but I don't really have interest in sex. I do, however, like the idea of having even the possibility of masturbating taken away, of being unable to take any sort of sexual pleasure at all from my embarrassing predicament, whether I would or not, and whether that is accomplished through a rule and punishment, or thick diapers and mittens that make it physically impossible. I've never been terribly interested in spanking until recently, though now I'm definitely starting to see the appeal of having a sore bottom under a thick diaper, and how that can be nicely embarrassing, adding an extra layer to my babyishness. Having a sore bottom both on the outside, from the spanking, and the inside, from a suppository or two, would be even better.