BabyThorp

I came here to find a refuge. I came here because I feel like a freak. I came here because I thought maybe I could find someone else who is like me. I thought that here is a place where everyone is a freak so I can feel normal and accepted. I came here because if I told anyone else then they would lock me up. I thought that there would be lots of babies who haven't reached the age of ugliness and who can still hear the jingle bell and believe in all things baby. I saw trans-gender babies and I thought oh, cool, they can understand being trapped in the wrong body. But what I found was an adult board where the most important things aren't and the least important things are. I thought that maybe, even if they don't understand being trapped, they will be tolerant because surely they have faced the same daemons I have in the adult world. The shy and the timid are afraid to post because have observed the results. The ones who have anything different to say have left because they got beat up. The rest slowly drift away out of boredom. I like others before me am going to take a long break from this board. I don't know where I'm going to go, I don't really have an alternative. I'll go get comforted by my mommy who even though she doesn't totally understand how I feel trapped, is tolerant and loving. Bye Baby

I don't either but the prosecutors wanted it put into evidence.

Like DailyDi has time to pull deleted threads back up? I deleted a thread not for any purpose than to make a loud protest against all the bickering and fighting that is going on here. The mean ugliness in that thread far outweighed any benefit it provided. Baby

Interesting. Is it really true that animals masturbate. I hadn't heard that before? I mean like lions don't mate for long periods of time. If the lionesses in the pride all have cubs then they don't come into heat. They aren't receptive to any sex. So the guy with the big mane either masturbates or waits. Hmmm....I hadn't heard of that. Baby

First of all my age is irrelevant at this point. Second what you state is your opinion. If you think I am lying then don't believe it. I don't care. Are you joining the baby police now? Fighting baby crime where ever you imagine it might be? Have you ever spent 12 hours a day in a crib? My bedtime is 8pm, I'm not supposed to get out of the crib by myself. I get out at 8 am. I get bored. There is only so much time I can play with toys in my crib. I put a pillow over the baby monitor and sneak out. Eventually I will get caught and spanked. Then I will have to find another way to fight the boredom. Being a 24/7 baby has problems sometimes. I've tried to get my bedtime changed but mommy needs her "alone time" And in the morning she is getting ready for work and doesn't want me in her hair. Would I trade it? No, because I feel like I should be in the crib 12 hours like any two year old. It's just this stupid body that won't cooperate. Worse yet now I'm having to take naps but I don't want to bring that up because.....you don't believe it anyway. So here's the way this works. I know that you don't have the life experience yet to know all of this so I'll tell you my experience. What I have observed is that people have different ways to relate their experiences. Almost always there are little inconsistencies because very few of us have perfect recall. Generally though we are polite and we listen and piece together the story so it makes sense to us. It doesn't mean they are lying and generally we would yell at someone and say "You're lying!" because it's not important and we understand what they were trying to say. My mommy tells stories all the time. Not fictitious stories but when she tells them she often quotes the people involved. It makes it easier to understand. On the other hand she takes a lot of license with her quotes. I know because I've heard her on the phone quoting me and....I didn't actually say what she quoted. The intent is correct however. Is she lying? No. Now if you want to go back and pick apart everything I've posted I'm sure you will find that there are inconsistencies. Small insignificant inconsistencies. I don't have perfect recall, and on occasion I may have quoted when maybe I should have para phrased. But my story is consistent. You have two choices. Believe it or not believe it. Baby

Yes, pete thanks, I can use one of those

I don't know where I got that either. For some reason I thought she was. I guess that's a good thing for you though? At least she is a supporter. Baby

************* In My Opinion********************** Being in a diaper long term will have little effect on the urinary muscles. I don't believe this can be a route to incontinence based on my experience. You would eventually be able to pee any time any place without any effort but weakening of the muscles and loss of control...Na. With that said, it won't affect your sex life in that way. However Brian's point is the most germane. The spontaneity will be gone with pee diapers. **************End of My Opinion****************** Baby

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Ok, I stand amended. RARELY ever get permission. In fact I actually don't remember getting permission but then you wouldn't understand that because you're so perfect. I don't enjoy getting beat up by the BABY POLICE at every turn. I just have a lot of curiosity. I don't know how other people live as babies. I don't know what their motivations are. I don't know if any other babies are like me. I post topics that I hope will spark discussion and understanding. Yes they are drawn from what I know. I know that according to the poll that I did the majority of babies use diapers to masturbate. Wow, should we ignore the elephant in the room? By the way why do you care if my story is straight? If I'm the big phony that you think I am then why not let me self destruct. You have NO idea. You don't know my life and how I live. You don't know what it's like. I think I need to find a friend who understands this or I'm going to self destruct without help.

When you say things like this to me it makes me feel like you don't like me. You question my intelligence. You want to fight about something. Baby

Ok, if you go to the PayJr site, you will see that the card is provided by a parent for a child 13+ years old. In other words a holder could be grandpa who needs help remembering. Certainly no issue with underage. My parent followed the rules and my true age is stated for the credit card company. But because ANYONE has a credit card doesn't guarantee their 18+. The card is actually a Debit card but it can function as a credit card by not requiring the pin. I did get verified with it. I followed the rules and I'm verified. But the reality is that ANYONE here could have done exactly the same thing. The only thing you now know about ANYONE on this site is that they are 13+, assuming their parent is honest about the 13 part. Now the question: You don't have to answer this if you don't want to but how does it feel when you are first aware of your gender mismatch. I know you don't know how I feel so you can't really compare it to that but how did you feel? Are you just craving matching your body to your mind. What do you think, how do you feel, how powerful is it? Sorry if I'm too personal. Baby

Moogle, I am going to miss you so very much. I felt like I wasn't quit crazy because you were there and knowing that helped me to cope. I'm so sorry. I'm afraid I fomented this maelstrom that drove you out. If only I could have keep quiet and hid in the shadows. I understand your decision, I have thought about it myself. They make me cry. Baby

Nailed that one you lurker you.

Hey belinda, I have a question for you. I mean I'm curious about the answer and I don't want to hurt you or offend you in any way. So I'm not real sure I should ask you. Also I don't know how you feel about me. Can I ask a kind of personal question and get your opinion or should I just drop it. Baby