I'd say its a mixture of things. I wasn't abused as such. Me and a friend went off with a guy when we were younger and too stupid to know better he was grooming us and he touched in places if you know what I mean but I was fully clothed. Searched his house and he was a pedo! But it wasn't as bad as what some people have been through.
Another thing ever since I've been born my mum is alcoholic every single night she's drunk, she's also anorexic doesn't eat hardly anything! I don't ever remember her being normal. She name called me etc coz she was drunk. I moved out in the end with my bf! Maybe that contributes! ALthough my dad is normal I'm closer to dad than I am my mum.
Also the fact that I wasn't wiping my own bum til I was about 7 lol! Dno why I just didn't like doing it! Also I ate baby food til I was 5 mum couldn't get me off it.
So it could be for me, a mixture of all of that. I really don't know.