Demon Cobras

So you guys think it was stupid for me to tell her? Should I tell my fiancee?

I mean there was small clues around and she kind of started asking questions, but she's starting to lose her memory so I felt really guilt lieying to her. I figured I could explain it but she doesn't seem to understand. Sometimes you just have to tell the truth. The sad thing is she literally shit herself when I told her, and she left without changing.

I was born when my parents where in their 50's so my only living parent is my mother and she's i her early 70's. I recently let her know that I still choose to wear diapers and self deficate and I do it for sexual purposes. I feel guilty now because she won't talk to me and she moved out of my house to live in a retirement home... I don't mind that much that she moved, because now I only have to change my diapers. But I wish she would still talk to me, she's going to die soon. Is anyone else going through the same problem?

I've used my fingers to shovel out my poop before, it's very orgasmic and fun to smear between your fingers. If I used my whole hand then I could smear it in my fist and masturbate with it. It's very sensual.

Anyone into it? I've thought about fisting my own anus when I knew that I had poop built up so I could dig it out on my own, but I'm scared I might rip my anus. Any suggestions?

I shit all over myself, then I usually wait an hour or so to change, which usually requires a shower. I like cutting a hole in the front of my diaper before I shit myself that way I can sit with my legs and and masturbate while I make stinky all over my ass. I usually shit myself 3 to 4 times a day, but I use laxatives on the weekends so I can do multiple shits.

I'm a young man who is looking for general discussion about diaper wearing and self shitting. Those are kind of my things, I like shitting on myself for orgasmic reasons and the diapers allow me to do it 3 to 4 times a day. On the weekends I take laxatives so I can take multiple shits on myself.