I wanted to try it because when i got into diapers i started to like seeing messy diapers. Then eventually i always thought about it when i started to buy my own diapers and stuff. So then i was wearing one and just couldn't help but not think to try it so i did and i didn't like it at first. I thought i pushed the biggest poop into the diaper ever and it was just like a lil nugget lol now i like to take suppositories, mix benefibre with drinks (works amazing)! and i recently tried a enema and loved it! the enema was a bit of a flop i must not have held it long enough or something because it didn't really clean much out at all maybe next time! lol