JeiSiN

I used to rock the cigarettes, it was so hard quitting cause its so nice to have an 'after-toke smoke'. There was no chance of quitting in high school, college I tried a few times... but I'd only smoke maybe 5-10 smokes a day, more on weekends. The final time I quit, I needed nicorette and would only have half a piece when I would feel some crazy cravings. Didn't even use a quarter of the pack and I was fine.. Then it was wild when I'd be with friends who were all smoking, but I'd just have my half nicorette.. I think one night I needed a full one. After 2 weeks, I was starting to feel better. Cheated once. Then after a month I was feeling really good. Sometime after that, maybe a month or 3 after smoking, I got CRAZY cravings on things that I was used to smoking a shitload for, such as camping and concerts. After a few concerts I was okay. The only shitty thing to all this is the fact that I smoke weed (although I vaporize mostly these days) and also drink. Thankfully its been a year and a half and no more cigarettes for me... now I just gotta work on my other addictions like marijuana, alcohol (tall can per day), sex, watching wrestling, music, diapers, slacking... Good work to ya amigo, the beast is injured, slayeth thee!! -Jason

As it turns out, alcohol is not the issue. Mental health is! Shit man, what was in that hash you used to smoke? If this post about the cats is serious, maybe you should go back to the hospital and bring a diaper or two cause they might keep ya awhile Drunken rants are a lot of fun, but you sound bloody serious..? Big Brother might be watching you, but he doesn't need cats So what can we learn about all of this? Well, giraffes don't shave because their necks are too long. I hope that's been cleared up. Haha, -JeiSiN

I respect you calling me "kiddo" if you respect me calling you "gramps" lol. Saying its "frying pan to the fire" is a metaphor viable for your "do as your told" generation, however not for our "but why? I'm going to research this and make my own opinion" generation. There have been a few studies citing marijuana as being effective in alcohol treatment. And since he lives in the UK, obtaining it shouldn't be difficult. Really though, its a silly suggestion and not serious. However the old guy who walks limps over a mile to my plaza to ask people for change everyday so he can walk to the liquor store and get himself a bottle would really benefit from smoking marijuana. Same with you gramps. A young guy like me with all these opportunities.. I can't be lazy and regret it later! But you can smoke and reflect on your life and feel euphoric comfort everyday and enjoy all the small things in life in new and amazing self-fulfilling ways. Stick that in your pipe and smoke it. Of course I haven't grown up yet, I still wear diapers . But I agree if you agree that smoking marijuana everyday makes me as 'immature' as someone who drinks a beer or two a day. Lastly, just cause he went with friends doesn't mean that they didn't leave before he stayed for 1 or 5 more beers. He should try giving it up. -JeiSiN [Once again, my posts are mostly for fun. You won't take me seriously if you don't take yourself too seriously.]

Totally man! But would be better than the booze for him! The medication I recommend, of course, is Marijuana. You are misunderstood around here George, but I hate to be your downer, but you may need some help man. Tell me you were at least at the bar with some friends and not by your lonesome? That's not sweet. I too have a slight alcohol consumption issue but I keep it to one beer a day and a bit more on weekends... never gone to a bar to get plastered though. Your weekend needs to be a slap in the face to make you realize one of two things, or maybe its a bit of both: #1 You have an alcohol problem and/or #2 you have some minor psychiatric issues. We are all a little crazy, its all about managing a balance. -JeiSiN

Mental Health Problems + Alcohol = badnews. Get some meds and get well soon.

Yeah, I'll reply. I'm surprised, though I shouldn't be, how most of these stories involve bed wetting or accidents that lead to wearing diapers. My story ain't like that, but I think its pretty entertaining. I have a brother who is just over a year younger than me, and when he was born I was forced to 'grow up faster'. I had to give him my crib and sleep on a mattress on the ground, which was all fine and dandy. I was encouraged to be a big boy to show a good example to my brother. Really, I loved it and didn't mind. No idea when I was potty trained but I'm sure it was a normal experience, but I guess I eventually got jealous at some point. When I was 3 or 4 and my brother still wore diapers at night, when we'd be up early watching cartoons I would ask him if he was dry, and for some reason I'd tell him just to slide it off and I'd keep it and hide it behind a couch in our playroom. I have no memories of my thoughts of desiring it, just remember one morning of asking him for his diaper. Anyways I know that I eventually got at least a dozen, and all I would do is sneak off to the room from time to time, and I'd actually get hard and not understand it or the feeling at all. Just had to do it, and like an addiction I'd go into the room, slide a diaper on for 10-30 seconds maybe longer until I got too paranoid and took it off. Eventually before church one morning my mom caught me and yelled at me. Then they threw all the diapers away that day and I was ashamed and silent. That night I was in my brother's room/nursery when my mom was diapering my brother (I'd do this regularly, might have lead to my jealousy seeing him diapered and wanting to wear), and she joked teasingly asking me if I wanted to wear a diaper. Immediately surprised and embarrassed and just shook my head and she laughed at me. Didn't wear diapers again, but I'd get strange feelings seeing diaper commercials and have occasional thoughts of being a baby and wanting diapers. I would dismiss the thoughts and 'snapped out of it' and never think of it again until the next instance that brought forth the feelings. One day when I was 12 or 13, I was at my friends' house and went to the washroom. There was a box of babywipes on the toilet as there always had been, but when I saw them I got like a rush of energetic warmth blanket my body. It was fucked and I didn't understand it. I used them and left the washroom and while sitting there playing videogames, I realized that I had to get home and somehow make a diaper. I always have a "if there is a will there is a way" mindset, and I was driven. Got like 5 pairs of underwear and stuffed it with toilet paper or something. What nonsense. Wetting it was even bigger nonsense. The next morning, I went online and started searching because I knew that there was no was I was the only one. I was crazy worried about the internet history, so I was just typing URLs on messenger and clicking them until I hit "diapergals.com". What a shit site that is, but on the front page seeing that cute girl with a cute face and her diapered bum on display was a fabulous feeling. Next it was time to search for people online, and found some people searching on ICQ. Met a really cool guy who was my age and similar situation as me just hitting puberty and thinking "what the fuuuck". Eventually I met another dude who lived near me, and was around 20ish. He was hesitant talking to me online cause I was young, but we talked a bit and he had a pack of diapers that were small that he bought by mistake. Eventually I was off on my bike and met him somewhere close at a public place and got the diapers. This was years before I started smoking weed, and this felt like the scariest crack deal in the world with my life at stake, haha. All was well and I peddled back to my house and ran upstairs to put on my first diaper. Took them out of the package and it was the sweet smell of Attends. Got on the ground, put the diaper on my bum and.... TOO SMALL?! Really? REALLY?! Daamn it!!! Had to use tape to keep it on at night, which was still alright but blah. I just rocked those for awhile cause getting money was such a bitch at the time for me. Eventually I met my friend again and got medium Attends, and I was in heaven. That was a briefing on the beginning of my journey. I knew soon that I was more than a DL and was actually an AB, and its been a great ride so far! -JeiSiN

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THIS guy !!?

Another round of basking in the happiness of another. It sure is good to hear from another lucky chum. Whose next my fellow board members?! WHOOOOOSE IT GONNA BE?! Wake up. -JeiSiN

On the last page, after the last picture, "Special thanks to forums bed-wetters Noni, Joe Camel, Y-Hat, Kilted Yaksman, AstroWhale, 56k, quantum_squirrel, and Rocket Baby Dolls for their image contributions. Feel free to send me an email if you have any questions, comments, or suggestions for future Weekend Webs." Well then.

For both of the above posters.. I want you to close your eyes.. and imagine... just imagine....... that you were familiar with some of my posts.... You guys both failed miserably not because of your wives, but because of your sales presentation. Imagine a bum on the street being sold this amazing business idea from a saint, and the saint gives him a bunch of brochures and pamphlets. The saint tells him that all he has to do is devise a sales presentation for investors, they'll buy into the idea and he'll get royalties off minimal efforts. "Fuck Yeah!" says Jimmer. Imagine feeling fucked up everyday of your life, and he has a BIG meeting with investors that will turn his life around and get everything he has ever wanted. So he gets all of his his stuff, throws on a suit that he had in his box in his alley, and he goes into the room with potential investors. He takes his box of pamphlets and throws them all over the table. When asked the first question, he freezes and realizes he didn't prepare at all and he has no idea what to say! The investors are confused and baffled. Jimmer is back on the streets burning the pamphlets for heat. The saint comes back and slaps him in the face, then swiftly kicks him in the balls. I'm the (S)ain't. You two are the people I am trying to get to. I'm young, I'm cocky, and I'm a straight up ass sometimes. In real life, not so much. But fellas, I really can't repeat myself on this board anymore. See my profile and look at my past topics and posts and see if you can find the answers you need for happiness. Please send me some messages and we can talk. I really want to help. My heart aches for you guys because its your fault! Your wives are sooo onto you and you are actually in a much better position than you may think. Lets chat chums. Message me. -JeiSiN

Hey DailyD Mod! Pretty cool of you to rock that submission to this relationship advice lady! I wonder if I could possibly add my 2cents? I agree that the fetish seems like its 'all about baby' and that contributes to the escape/sexual side of it. For others as well, the embarrassment that you feel that gets in the way, I think I can relate! When I was with my girlfriend the first few times about telling her, and having even already experienced being with a mommy many times, it was hard to 'escape how I normally do' like when I'm on my own. And it wasn't embarrassing, but what was bothering me is that I was worried that I couldn't escape how I do on my own for worry that she would take it as being too weird, or I'd get embarrassed. It wasn't until I went through everything telling her what turns me on. When I first sat down to write it all out, it was actually difficult! Like, I knew what turned me on, but explaining it was tougher than I expected, and I felt reluctant out of subtle worry. I had to explain every detail of what turned me on and get her verbal acceptance, and even still it was a bit tough, but I got more and more comfortable with it because she fully embraces it and it drives her wild to see me in a diaper and she can't resist the cuteness the more and more I escape. Constantly we say "I hope me being so into this isn't freaking your out..." and constantly we disagree and go further. I talk in baby talk and play the role really well, and she absolutely loves it. What I'm getting to is that it took many conversations and practice and talking it through for us to get to get comfortable with it. Maybe your comfort level just isn't quite there? Man I actually wanted to talk about embracing the embarrassment as my most important point! I looove it! I grew up always afraid of people finding my stuff, but always read the stories about being forced and embarrassed to be back in diapers and forced to regress and be ashamed.. but then I learn to enjoy it and love it and want to be a good boy for mommy. Our fantasies are all different, and what is my point in all of this... Good luck? You can also make sure that you ensure that you give your wife some crazy orgasms while you fuck her in your diaper after the play; she'll see how turned on and how wild you can transform being an innocent baby and then giving her all your energy. Just maybe... it is women we are talking about: they are unpredictable! I hope that was of some help.. its in there somewhere. That's why I don't have a column in the newspaper -JeiSiN

To your first paragraph: Nope, not really. But with a slice of maybe and a dash of apathy. My posts are designed for the reader to experience further thought. Not that they need to, and not that they will. It is summarized by my final statement. I believe in belief, and maybe I need to be less of an asshole. The desire to 'make people think' gets me into trouble, which really is an interesting concept isn't it? Our whole lives we are thrown alternative ways of thought and are encouraged to take our understanding further and keep thinking.. But then people dismiss things as nonsense and cling to the past, because its comfy. But alas, I'm not in a war with comfort. To your second paragraph: Atheism is depressing and wrong. Personally, I'm agnostic and don't believe that religion nor science even comes close to scratching the surface of 'truth'. The cockroach is unable to grasp the concept by which we live our everyday lives, and in the same way, we cannot understand the universe. We understand that we experience euphoric feelings from certain emotions which are evoked in situations that produce thoughts that feed emotions which feed thoughts and so forth in a spiral of controlled chaos. So we live and do things and cling on to 'certainties' when there are no certainties. All that is certain is that everything is uncertain! We are not spiritual egos who know something, and atheists are lame because of their extreme views and certain Christians are lame when they are too extreme. And its not that atheists don't have anything to hope for, but they are more pessimistic, and spend more time questioning things. It leads to a few answers, but usually just more questions. Really I'm sure you could see, if you looked hard enough, that my metaphor that you mentioned as being patronizing your first paragraph holds true in comparing it to the age and where we are going as time passes us by; seeing it as a metaphor for the 'fallen christians' who turn to agnosticism and atheism. That is what the converted -feel-. I'm just teaching you about a different cluster of people, just as if you read in a magazine about an amazon tribe's rituals to their Gods, or reading about an Indian sermon. Just a snapshot of the people maaaan. Yeah, that's my excuse for being a dick. blarghh. Oh, and I ain't no troll. And curiositykilledthecat's posts still make me shake my head and smirk nearly on a daily basis. its funny, haha. -JeiSiN

I think this is a bit of an odd post really. I think that Jesus is being portrayed similarly to how a stuffed animal gives an AB or child comfort: the 'faith' that the animal/Jesus is a real, protective, loving and caring person that has powers to make us feel good. Perception is more than 9/10ths of reality sometimes. I've rocked my fair share of bible bashing, but its all unnecessary. I was raised Christian but I'd always be questioning it until I finally let go of the imagined comfort. Back to my metaphor above, dropping Jesus was like deciding not to sleep with my stuffed animal anymore. Really, its the exact same thing when you think about it. Much like age forces us that we have to 'mature', we have to drop our childish tendencies and just as logic and the obvious hypocrisy teaches us that we shouldn't believe in fairytales. BUT!! There is nothing wrong about the comfort that your stuffed animal gives you, nor is there anything wrong with holding on to Jesus for comfort. Christians and non-christians like to battle it out and say that one way is better than another. The issue with atheists/agnostics is that they are like the 3rd grader who finds out that Santa Claus isn't real is they want to be a dick with their enhanced knowledge and ruin it for the kindergarteners thinking that the kids would be better off knowing sooner. But not necessarily, because those 3rd graders might still sleep with their Teddy I believe in the power of belief, because | we believe in everything we say/we say it because we believe it | Uh-oh spaghettiosssss -JeiSiN

Fucking hilarious! Its so true. They say our Facebook profiles really display the 'real you', so what does that say about the ABDL community and their profiles and posts? I'm actually going to offer some constructive advice. Firstly, listen to every response you got to your topic. 1. Don't see a psychiatrist. You are your own best therapist as long as you learn to take responsibility for your actions and can see yourself externally without emotional bias in order to make the necessary changes. 2. Get a fuckin treadmill and some weights. Don't just get them and think your problems are over. Rock it regularly for 6 months. Your mind will be clearer, probably look better. 3. Not fetishes fault. Its YOUR fault. Do you get -any- girls? Do you have a steady job? Your own place? Not overweight? Good friends? Do you have enough wit and charm that strangers can't help but smile or laugh with you? All I'm saying is, maybe you are just a loser? Don't blame the fetish. Its like a Christian homeless person blaming God for their predicament. What do YOU think of homeless people? Maybe you should start criticizing yourself... Good luck chummer, we only live once. Spend 6 months to a year not being a victim. You are a victim of your own actions and decisions. You are the reason you can't get a girl. YOU!!!! -JeiSiN

Oooooh now I get it. Don't regress man, you gotta groove. But what kind of tendencies do you rock that are bringing the regression into the limelight? Maybe its not obvious and you are overthinkin' it? Just groove. Or, don't drink I guess... Alcohol is a drug after all, a harmful one. Sometimes more harmful than others.. Or, even better, drink beer!

Anyone else really confused? What the hell does this have to do with AB? Maybe you were just being a twat after a few drinks and he wanted to mingle with other people? That's what happens at parties? Have a beer with a few people here, roll a joint and go smoke it with a few others, come back in and mix and mingle some more... Weird?/. -JeiSiN

Boot this guy off the site for his status "I find children sexy". Seriously. Witches were wrongfully burnt to stakes, black people and other races have had a hard time for bullshit prejudice, gays are still not quite accepted because people are dumb, fetishes are beginning to become mainstream but are still weird.... But PEDOS?! Burn their dicks off (but, I'm nice: prescribe them medical marijuana to deal with the process) Umm... yeah... K BYE!! -JeiSiN

Do You Sometimes Just Post a New Question Without Thinking? You should obviously wipe every time because rashes are not cool. No need to be gross. That's just pure laziness. Worse than when I'm too groovy and I pass out on my bed and forget to brush my teeth. And THAT is gross. Blarrrrghhh -JeiSiN

I think it would be pretty cool, I'd go back to a time when I was smoking weed and cigarettes in the backyard with my dog and brother, maybe just on my own. It'd be pretty cool: "Hey Man, feeling pretty groovy eh? You have some wild opportunities in your life, and you gotta grab them by the horns. Get stoned, but not everyday. Get drunk, but drinking too much watching Wrestling PPVs can lead to abuse. You gotta get your shit together because everything is going to work out no matter what, but it can be beyond your wildest dreams if you acknowledge your potential and don't let too much fun ruin that for you." Really, that's my other self telling me to do that right now. I have to get my shit together or end up like the 27 year old who responded to this telling his past self not to become a stoner, because in the late 20s is when it starts to hit you when you are still in the same place as you were when you were 18. Daily marijuana smoking *freezes* your life and makes you appreciate everything in the ultimate thought-snapshot. Going to need a break to make hundreds of thousands of dollars and continue to travel the world.... then start smoking pot again later. Can't smoke with kids; not cause of the kids, but because they would just be a buzz kill, hahaha. Sweet. UFC TONIGHT! -JeiSin

Hahaha I was one of those crazy 13 year olds going to websites that were 18+ only and stuff. Frequented this place for years before I was 18. I would like to look at the negatives of me doing so: 1. Perhaps a heightened desire to look at pictures of chicks in diapers. 2. Perhaps a heightened desire to read diaper stories. 3. Falsely hoping and believing that I would be able to look on the website and find a girl my age near me who was into the fetish (YEAH RIGHT!) 4. Having to lie about ages to sign up for many sites. [Oh Noes! Sorry Hay-zeus!] 5. ....Make me more perverse? I've got no regrets. I felt comfort coming to sites like this and others because it made me feel normal; it can maybe a bit therapeutic for some? Face it people, unless you were over 18 to begin with when you first stumbled on the sites, you were younger and ignoring the 18+ banners!! Is there ANYONE, and I'm excited if there is cause I'll be shocked, but ANYONE who has browsed ANY website before they were 18, saw the banner that they shouldn't proceed and said "Oh fiddlesticks! I'll just go back to Google.." Yeah, okay. Just like if you were at a party and someone offered you a joint. If you don't take it, you know there is a group of people laughing their asses off feeling groovy having a great time, while you are sipping a coke feeling awkward. Hahahaha it'll be legal soon kiddies. -JeiSiN

Sounds like you've already had a lobotomy.... Being a vegetable is not cool. Well, maybe a zucchini. Or eggplant. Yumm. This is way to weird and ridiculous. You wouldn't -be- you in such a state, and likely not have any ability to think about what it was like when you chose to be 4/5ths dead. Better off rocking hypnotism and having a trigger for it or just for like 20 minutes after the hypnosis. I'm a firm believer in the power of hypnosis, and anyone who isn't just isn't willing to learn how to get into the mindset. Peace Out

Free. Get a girlfriend.

WTF is going on with Australia? hey actually banned all videogames with 18+ ratings and other violent videogames. How the hell did that happen? What's more remarkable is that marijuana is decriminalized there!! How fucking fair is it that you can get high, but then you aren't able to play and trip out to the sweetest videogames and possibly not be able to be stoned and watch the porn of your choice?! Something is ass-backwards over there for sure... -JeiSiN

What is this nonsense? Where did you get the idea that I said I could make a better short film? Really?.. REALLY?! Your response is full of disgusting fabrications haha. I thought that if he was selling it, I bet he wouldn't sell it more than 5 bucks. I don't care how much it cost to make. Over a million people previously viewed it for free, I saw no copyright on it, and you say it "hardly provides anyone a license of permission..." blah blah. Well sure, I didn't make a mistake because I did not see any copyright on it, and had no intention of sharing anything that was copyrighted. Thanks for taking it down Ms. Police and showing me the light. I'm done with this, -JeiSiN