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She offers a coy smile, she hated that voice and she was already hungry and thirsty. it all felt a bit too much, but she didn't want to complain she felt she already did enough today. When he drops off the pb&J she nods, "thanks." as he walks away she adds, "you don't have to talk to me like i'm an actual child nobodies here." She hoped a gentle nudge would reduce the frequency of the diminutive voice he uses toward her sometimes. She gets up from the table and grabs the loaf of bread from the counter, a paper towel, and a plastic butter knife from the drawer. she lays out all the ingredients. She glances up and notices him picking up milk and shook her head Who just randomly drinks milk. She takes the knife and dips it in the peanut butter then spreads across 2 slices of bread, then repeats the action with the jelly.

She stood there a bit nervous she finally had his full name Larry Hauches she repeated in her head a few times to make sure she didn't forget. But did she know him enough to let him see her naked. she withdrew to the table to sit down she felt her skirt She hadn't worn a uniform skirt like this unironically since she was actually in school. it felt dry but she couldn't see behind her. she hadn't felt any tenderness when she was in the shower last but that could change and she couldn't see her own back side so maybe it was worth it to atleast let him look. But still the thought of it made her nervous. She sits in the chair at the table and puts her head down. She hadn't eaten since breakfast and she was both thirsty and hungry.

She sighs in relief when she sees a familiar figure in the parking lot. and leans up against the wall as her breathing starts to return to normal. as he walks up she wipes her eyes. "I don't know i woke up and i didn't see you in anywhere i looked around and couldn't find you so i panicked and thought you went to the room so i came here but then no one answered the door and I just didn't know what to do so i just kept scanning the parking lot till i saw you finally."

Sitting in silence she is woken by the noise that she was used to on the car ride. She looked around and realized she was back at the motel but she looked around again trying to find Larry but she doesn't see him. she keeps looking around and the longer she doesn't she him she gets nervous did he leave me she wonders. she undoes her seatbelt and opens the door she gets out the car and starts looking around and her heart starts beat harder. She looks at all the passing cars and gets more stressed worried who might be looking at her. she slams the door and runs upto the room and bangs the door thinking maybe he left her in the car cause she was sleep she knocks on the door but theres no response and she looks back toward the parking lot a bit of panic on her face.

She offers a soft smile and nod. atleast she didn't have to decide right now. Her face turned up at the thought of pooping. "Thats disgusting i'm not pooping in my pants." she pauses "But if you think just peeing is best i'll follow your lead i don't know i've never had anything like this before." As he moves back to the front she puts her seatbelt back on and settles back in her seat to reflect on the offer. She thought her parents did a good job raising her but maybe he was right maybe they failed her and that's why she ended up like this. as she watches scenery pass by she eventually falls back asleep till they arrive at their destination.

She sniffles, She hated that she was being told to wet her pants, but she was also partially relieved she couldn't hold it anyway and just allowing it to go made it almost fell normal. three years is he insane. i can go home before then, she thinks to herself. She rest her head on his chest as she sits in his lap she felt comforted and oddly safe but could she really go back to school. He was right going back home would be way harder, finding a job feels impossible, but i should be able to finesse some 5th grade schoolwork. But what about the kids. she shouldn't really be around them much what if she slips up eveyone is going to be in trouble. There were alot of things for her to consider but she wasn't fully sure, She wants to stay just to avoid telling her dad she failed after just telling him she would pay him back. "Thats a lot and a long time. I....i.. don't know yet but i'll tell you soon but i feel like you really want to help and i feel like i owe it to you. but i need some time. maybe you can show me what that would mean for 24 hours and i'll give you a response after that?"

She didn't respond for a bit it started to sink in how deep of a hole she dug herself into, she was sure there was other options but nothing was coming to mind and she realized she put him in a bind too and he had ben so nice to her she didn't want to get him into any trouble either. With a shallow sigh she nodded her head, "I guess youre right besides i don't want you to get in trouble for my mistakes either." She felt a wave emotion that she couldn't quite place and though she hadn't had much to drink since the morning but she felt the warm sensation of pee filling the diaper again. she sniffled again, "um well uncle larry... i...i.im peeing again"

She stammered a bit, "I don't know i can't even keep my pants fucking dry how could i even go to work. I mean i was supposed to keep my room clean but that was about it. My parents usually hired people for everything else. Sometimes i could work for my dad in the summer if i didn't go to camp or travel but that was mostly riding the horses or answering his phone he would never have me do any of the hard farm jobs i'm his little princess."

She Shrugged, she was feeling anxious she didn't really get what he was implying but he seemed like he wasnt going to kick her to the curb. She rubs her face trying to relieve the emotional tension. "Um i don't know sometimes when i'm sick i would wet the bed but i didn't really start getting sick alot until i was staying at the shelter." she paused, trying to get a timeline in her head. "I think i started having to go to the bathroom a lot 3 weeks ago. And i guess maybe it was 2 weeks i had a couple accidents where its seemed to leak before i could get to a bathroom. But when i couldn't get to the shelter and businesses stop letting me in to their bathrooms. so i kinda just started going whenever i could. But i swear when you found me friday is the first time i just couldn't control it." She started to sob again.

She sobbed a bit, " it wasn't a game i didn't know what else to do. You were nice and i just went along with whatever you said i hadn't had a shower in like 5 days or a hot meal. I'm sorry okay." She catches her breath for a bit and grabs her backpack and rummages around for a second and produces her ID, "Here" she shoves the Kentucky state license in his chest before curling up back in the ball. caught up in her story she had wet briefly a couple times without recognizing it, but not enough to leak. but as she moved she could feel the squishiness and groaned Why does this keep happening to me. she buries her face in her hands.

She rubbed her temples and took a deep breath, " I didn't lie I told you My name is Sarah which is true, I am twenty three also true, and i got kicked out of school over grades again true. But when i told you the first time you called me a liar cause i was pissing my fucking pants and you know what i didn't have a response cause i don't know why it keeps fucking happening and being homeless obviously wasn't helping," She sighs exasperated. taking another deep breath she continues sensing larry wasn't satisfied with her story, "Look I'm from Kentucky I was a student at the college a bit away from here and I majored in business, and it was fine. the first two years because of covid everything was online and i was either home or at a friends house. but When school opened back up and i could finally come out here to be on campus like i always wanted, the first semester on campus was okay but then i started making more friends and partying more." She paused she never really talked about this part and truthfully she was just ashamed. "So Fall 2021 i got accused of using ChatGPT for some papers and I was put on academic probation. So I retake the classes Spring 2022 But i couldn't get my GPA to where it needed to bebeing on campus was really distracting i guess. So when I attempted to register for fall classes I was told that i could only complete registration for classes if i did some summer classes to get my gpa back up. When i called my dad to pay for the semester I told him that i also needed money for summer school and him being the nice man that he paid the school for everything. Also gave me money to get to keep my dorm for the summer." "But i guess this is where the lying started," she bit her lip anxiously. "Not to you though. but in general. i signed up for 3 summer classes originally but the teacher got swapped to the one who accused me of using ChatGPT." "WHICH by the way, "she says dramatically as shes getting lost in her own story. "I didn't even use improperly I wrote the stupid paper i only used it to improve the proposal but i still edited and came up with the ideas myself he just hates me." she lets out a huff. "Anyway so i dropped the class. And thats when i found out because the payments are under my name the refunds come to me. and thats when it all starts to really fall apart i guess." Her tone becoming more somber. "So i took the refunded money and the apartment money and got me a nicer loft downtown from where you found me on a month to month lease. It was nice cause At home i had a huge room and space and the dorms were so tiny. But only having two classes meant i would have to ace both of them to get my Gpa up to the right level. I was able to to get through most of the summer semester even though going from my apartment all the way back to campus was wasting valuable time. but toward the end I missed an assignment. i think he was in cahoots with the ChatGPT teacher cause i'm sure the due date was originally later but when he saw i wasn't failing he moved it so i could miss it and fail. cause it was an important assignment i wouldn't have just missed it entirely. But whatever fuck both of them." A grumbling sigh comes from her nostrils as her eyes start to water in frustration. "I ended up with an A and a C and I basically begged the Registrar to give me one more chance because i was only .15 off the GPA. And i got a pass. So i went to register for fall 2022 but 4 out of the 5 classes would be with the two teachers who just screwed me over. Cause the actual good teachers classes were full. My dad had already paid for it so I had no choice. But my friend reminded me that I could just drop them later and worst comes to worse i could keep the money, like i did from the summer. and that was the beginning of the end. With the last of the summer refunded money me and my friends went to Miami and had a ball." She stated to bite her thumb again staring out the window for a moment. "when the semester started I went to maybe 2 classes but no slots in the other teachers classes ever opened up. And they were so mean to me so I i just dropped out and waited for the refund. I could tell those teachers just didn't like me and i wasn't going to waste the semester to fail anyway. But the refund took forever so i missed a payment on the loft. When it did come the landlord had a late fee of 300 fucking dollars AND raised the rent 100 fucking more so now it was 1500 a month. I didn't tell my dad but but he even got me an part time internship with one of his college buddies but i was super irresponsible and they basically loss that job within a month. Maybe that tipped off my dad i'm not really sure what made him do it but in November he called to pay for the spring 2023 semester and they basically said that there was no account to pay for as there wasn't a student registered under my name. We had a big fight when he called for understanding and basically it ended with I better come home with the degree he paid for or the money I stole from him cause he wasn't giving me another dime. And we basically stopped talking well i more stopped responding then he stopped calling. Then he cut me off as a user on his credit cards but that wasn't till Summer 2023. But anyway I wasn't allowed to register for Spring 2023 because by dropping out i lost my registration waiver and my gpa was still to low. I think they said i could take 4 classes at the community college and transfer them in to raise my GPA but i don't know anymore. But the landlord was a bitch because they wouldn't let me get a stable lease cause i didn't have a job. So i tried a job at CVS but then they said that wouldn't count cause it wouldn't have covered the rent in the first place but that was true i couldn't afford it without left over tuition money as it paid for most of it. I stayed there as long as I could afford but by September last year I had to find a smaller place cause I couldn't get a better job and the landlord took advantage of me being month to month to keep raising the rent." she grinds her teeth. "I swear he was just trying to get rid of me. But i guess all the hanging out and partying i was doing was wasting money anyway" "Anyway i found cheap place to rent that with what i had left over and my CVS job i could cover. It was small so I had to buy a storage unit to keep all my other stuff. I started talking to my dad on occasion but both of my parents were still angry but they pay for the storage unit and my phone bill. But they wouldn't put me back on the credit cards or cosign for a better apartment. So no more ubers just took the bus everywhere only ate at cheap restaurants or ate cereal at home. but money was still tight. and then Starting in November i started getting sick on and off but missing 1 day cut into my check and i started falling behind on rent. and then I lost that apartment. I tried using the card that was paying for the Storage unit for other things but they found out and cut it off and we got into another argument...." her voice trailed off as she thought about how much she ruined her relationship with her parents. "Anyway I have been homeless since the middle of last month at first i could get a spot in the shelter right after work. but being in the shelter made me sicker and then i started missing work more and they let me go 2 weeks. then we had a cold patch and the shelter was filling up before i could get in. I was too ashamed to tell my dad And even when i talked to him the other day he was more sympathetic But he still upset over the money and the job he got me that i loss he doesn't feel i learned my lesson and if i come home I'd have to work with the pickers in the farm we own and I'm just not cut out for that kind of labor so I'm not ready to give up and go home." "So when you came along and didn't believe me. Especially after the accident i figured if you thought you I was a sick child you wouldn't think i was some sort of prostitute and ask me to do anything sexual or weird, And you kept insisting that i was and with each accident i sort of felt like a child more and more though i don't know what kids you know but i'm prolly 6 inches taller and 60 pounds heavier than any 11 year old i kno. but i just didn't know what was happening or what to do so i just played along figuring maybe food and shelter would make it the problem go away and i'd stop getting sick and then once i was feeling better i could tell the truth and you would finally believe me. but i guess that day isn't coming anytime soon" Exasperated from talking and ashamed with finally laying out everything on the table she bends over and buries her face in her lap, "Well thats the story if you want to kick me out i understand but i guess can you atleast get me back to town."

She grits her teeth, and speaking through her teeth she says, "I. never. Lied" She unclicks the seat belt and scoots to the seat furthest from him. "I tried to tell yo the truth and you called me a liar and hit me. But I needed a place to stay and you were nice so i played along. But i told you not to assume and you ignored me and kept believing what you wanted. She puts her own seat belt on and crosses her arms again. "Can we please just get out of this place." She fumed as she waited for him to get in the car. she hoped he wouldn't be too mad and atleast get her back to town. she didn't want to go home but she had to figure out a plan fast

She pushes his hand away, gritting her teeth. " I don't need you to buckle me in, i don't need to sit in the back seat i don't need to be in fucking elementary school." She scoots away from him unintentionally toward the middle seat, seething, "I told you to stop assuming about my family, my home, my life. can we just go back the damn motel." She crosses her arms across her chest her breathing heavy seething with anger.

her eyes go wide with both shock and embarrassment, A house and a car because of me they're desperate but what if they figure out i'm not a kid. She looks at the opened back door with confusion, "Uncle Larry," she pauses to convey a more serious tone, "I. cant. go. to. school." she pauses for a while she knows he'll ask later but she didn't want to talk about it near the school. "and why do i have to sit in the back, i'm not a baby" her tone was irritated. small kids sit in the back shes atleast 4 inches above the federal recommendations. He really doesn't know much about kids for someone so eager to take care of what he thinks of one.

When he talks to the nurse about school she covers her face with her hand briefly. She can't believe they think shes a child an elementary school child at that. Surely that nurse suspected something. When she is picked up she buried her face in his chest, she couldn't bare being seen like this. It is nice to be carried sometimes. Crazy he is strong enough to do so hes so unassuming. As shes carried outside when they stop at a car she's shocked. She listens to larrys instructions Theres a car now???? She nods, an infection well that would explain it i guess but if its an infection shes had it probably well over a week maybe almost two as she starts to calculate when getting to the bathroom seemed to become more urgent before the accidents started. I have to get to the doctor i hope it can be fixed maybe then everyone will stop seeing me as a child. She looks at the car puzzled again "Whered the car come from"

At first she sinks into the embrace. He was right it was scary but that was the least of her concerns as the conversation wore on. He's still on this whole school thing. Her eyes widen in fear as he details the whole storyline he's somehow convinced them of. She looks back at the nurse who seemingly supports this work of fiction. Even if i were a kid this is crazy they aren't even going to check. She begins to shake her head, she whispers "I can't go to school. "she shakes her head again, " I really can't go to school" she says pleading with her eyes

The nurse gives a sympathetic half smile. "Sure Larry right, I can help. but i really think youre underestimating her ability and that could really stunt her. We do our best but she has an accident like that around some kids they might pick on her." But she remembered she had to think of him as a new dad, super overprotective of his little girl thinking shes a little princess that needs all his help. "But she'll be with you most of the time so don't worry about it and i'm here everyday to give a hand. But if she is a little behind developmentally or struggling in a class spending time in the lower grade classes might be good the kids tend to care less they'll just think shes tall." She takes the pull up from him and heads back to the bathroom to find Sarah sitting on the toilet with the towel wrapped around her. "hey sweetie i'm back are you done or do you need a minute." Sarah shrugs she had taken a full shower and decided to sit on the toilet just in case She still felt defeated she just wanted her life back and for everything to normal but that was looking less and less likely. She gets up off the toilet and wipes her self flushes and goes to wash her hands. Occasionally glancing at the nurse. who was standing patiently. she walks over to her to receive the clothes thinking she would be allowed to dress her self she reaches out for the bundle of clothes the lady was holding. "oh no honey i'm going to help. Your uncle tells me your name is Sarah right" Sarah nods. "That's a pretty name my name is Nurse kathy or Ms. Williams whichever youre more comfortable with." She lays the clothes on a small bench in the room. "I'm just gonna give you a quick look over" Sarah nods again, Nurse kathy checks behind her ears and pats her legs. and checks her feet. She did a good job cleaning herself for a child I just know he's underestimating her. "Alright little lady you look very clean now good job." She picks up the pull up and holds it open for Sarah to step into. "Alright step in. Your uncle says this is new to you so i know its a little upsetting but you have to do your best to stay dry pull ups aren't designed to hold much so when its wet you have to get changed soon. you understand." Sarah nods again, "I'm sorry i just didn't know so much was coming." "I bet but now we know it might be a lot so we need to take precautions ok" Sarah nods, "i understand" she says stepping into the pull up. Nurse Kathy smiles and pulls it up. she decides she can handle dressing herself. She grabs the rest of the clothes and passes it to her. "So we wear uniforms on Mondays and Wednesdays, You'll be in 5th grade more than likely so you'll be in a grey shirt this year and next. You get dressed and i'll wait right here. and we can show your uncle. I'm so glad we could give such a nice man a job to take care of you" Sarah takes the clothes and her heart sort of drops. They're going to put me in school with kids in a uniform, a used uniform at that. I have got to take the chance and clear it up as soon as i get a moment to talk to larry privately. But did she say the job is to take care of me. Oh no am i in to deep. She takes the clothes and begins to dress under the watchful eye of the nurse. When shes done dressing she stands in front of the nurse. Nurse Kathy smiles and looks over the child. In a uniform she could pass for 11 she still looks older in some ways but also child like in others. She was still suspicious but regardless she'd pass in looks or behavior at this points. She smiles and adjust her shirt a little bit to straighten it. "You look great now lets go take you to your uncle" She opens the door and leads sarah out "Everything fits Larry she's ready."

The nurse smiles and shook her head, "Honestly way out here we get a lot of transient kids and kids with no paperwork and being way out here we don't get as much support from the state as we should. But we make due the best we can." She says sorting through a few bags of sBefore locating the bag the held the skirts. "Oh no kids should be with their family as much as possible. as long as a kid is being taken care of and properly trained, no one around here is going to ask to many questions." When she pulls out the second largest skirt she had she holds it up and nods that it should be big enough. "And you said she's only 11 right? she'll definitely be one of the more developed 11 year olds as most of them havent hit puberty so she must've started super early. When she first came in I thought she was a teenager at least. but, her demeanor just now in the bathroom was almost like a small child, poor thing has probably been through a lot she might not be mentally at 11 all the time" She starts to go through the bag of shirts. "She really soaked through everything she needs a fresh shirt too. big bladder for an 11 year old" She pauses, "But i guess trauma or stress could do that to a kid. I guess that could explain some of the bladder problems." her tone shifts to slightly more serious, but realizing he Just got little Sarah he probably didn't know much about kids. so she doesn't want to alarm him but rather inform him with the experience she has. In a hushed tone she says, "But that doesn't explain the lying. and you can't let that become a habit. Now i just met you but i know a lot about caring for kids so don't overthink it. But, she was wet at least an hour ago, she got up to pick something up. And her pants were just starting to be wet and she had to have felt it. But when i asked her if she needed help she said "no". Now i see she was wearing a pullup i wasn't sure she was then but you should let her carry them with her so if she needs to change herself and youre not around she can. She needs to learn some responsibility." She digs through the bag and finally grabs a good sized shirt. She takes both items and turns to him with a comforting smile. "I think you mentioned something about a bladder infection. Now i'm no doctor and we share a community doctor with 2 other towns so he's only here Wednesdays and Friday, so you should probably get it looked at before you come out here. He's a nice guy but he's really only for referrals and prescriptions and the occasional broken bone. But from my personal experience that would explain the steady wetting i saw earlier but not the accident just now." She takes a deep breath putting a hand on his shoulder, "She seemed a bit anxious biting her nails and what not as your appointment went long and when you arrived, maybe she was so relieved that she just maybe subconsciously relieved her bladder as well. However i'm not a doctor. But, if youre coming from the big city you should be able to take her to a community clinic and get her checked out for little to no cost even without insurance." She smiles and moves her hand to his arm supportively and gives it a rub, "But just keep doing the best you can okay, kids just need a safe place and some structure and it will all work out." she reaches in the the closet and grabs some socks and blue jelly gladiator sandals that would match her backpack that she should be able to fit. "her shoes will need some time to dry out. A lot of kids wear uniforms at least Mondays and Wednesdays So she can just keep these so she has a set. Oh and do you happen to have another pull up for her you have a long ride back and if it is a bladder infection she definitely can't hold it that long even if you send her to the bathroom before you head home."

Sarah sobs into his chest for a minute, she wanted to run away all these eyes looking at her soaking wet. The nurse looks supportively at the pair. Regardless of her suspicions right now they needed some help. "hey i didn't introduce myself but my name is Ms. Williams or Nurse Kathy okay. How about i take her in the bathroom and get her cleaned up we should have some spare clothes and such for just this kind of thing. Don't worry it will all be okay." her tone soft. She walks over to Sarah and taps her on the shoulder. "Hey sweetie you mind if i take you to the potty so we can get these icky clothes off you," she says as if shes talking to one of the kindergarten or pre-k students. Sarah just nods and releases from Larry following Nurse Kathy to the bathroom. Kathy turns back to larry. "I'm just gonna get her out of the clothes real quick Then i'll be back I have to get her some clothes from the locker anyway. So you can clean it," She says pointing toward the utility closet on the opposite side that holds cleaning supplies, "or i'll get to it after i take care of her." Sarah goes in the door and its a full size handicapped bathroom even has a drain on the floor and a flexible hose with a shower head. As a school with small children they do occasionally have to deal with these kind messes or worse. A couple seconds later Nurse kathy comes behind her and shuts the door. "hey kiddo do you need a hand," she says reaching out to pull down her pants. Sarah just nods, she wasn't feeling independent or in control anymore. she felt like a child and the gently tone which she was asked made her comfortable. Nurse kathy pulls down her pants and sees she was in fact wearing a pull up. An 11 year bladder couldnt have both filled this and made that big of a mess. maybe she has had it on since last night. She takes off Sarah's shoes and pulls the pants and pullup out from her feet and ankles. After tossing the tossing the pull up in the trash. She sees that even the bottom of her shirt had gotten wet. She returns to her. "Alright kiddo hands up we're going to need to get you a new shirt as well." Sarah raises her arms and as the shirt is pulled over her head and tossed with her other clothes she crosses her arms over her chest as she stands there fully nude except her bra in front of a stranger after wetting all her clothes. She felt embarrassed her eyes began to water and her cheeks flushed red. Nurse kathy looks at her with sympathy. "Oh no honey its okay these things happen its gonna be okay." she grabs a tissue to wipe her eyes. After she does that she puts the tissue in her hand. "I had to get you out of those clothes pretty quick but i'll be back we should have a uniform that fits you so don't you worry okay." She takes another glance at the fully nude child in front of her. She has underarm hair and pubic hair i know she couldve started puberty early but it all just seems to far along for 11 but i'll double check with her guardian Her demeanor does say child though. She grabs one of the towels and wash cloths from the cabinet. She moves her in over top of the drain and in front of the Showerhead. "You know how to shower right" Sarah Nods still unable to speak. "Alright you clean yourself up and i'll be right back." Nurse Kathy says leaving the room She meets larry at the utility closet as next to it is the storage closet where they keep spare uniforms. She grabs the largest one they have. She begins to chat, "Hey sir i didn't catch you or her's name,"

Sarah sat and ate her meal and drank her juice occasionally she would glance up at the clock. she watched as the little boy was taken behind the curtains then the other kid is directed toward the bathroom who's door appeared to be behind her desk. The women appeared to look at her with suspicion but she wasn't sure why. Does she know she wonders. At the 30 minute mark the hurt boy was given a sling and sent back to class. The nurse again looked at her with suspicion. Sarah avoided her gaze and hoped the interview would be over soon. Sarah passed the time by playing with the cards practicing her shuffling and a game of solitaire. she placed the cards on the seat beside her. around the hour mark. She started to worry the interview wasn't going well should this take this long, she wondered. She looked up at the nurse who seemed to be busy with paperwork probably for the student. She suddenly feels the needs pee again. Her leg begins to bounce. She has no idea how long she has, to get to the bathroom. she looks at the nurse again who seems to be paying her no mind. She couldn't risk walking pass the nurse she already seemed to know and she didn't want to confirm it by being next to her. But within a minute she felt another jet of pee go into the diaper. Her bladder relaxed and her leg stopped bouncing. she resumed her game and basically forgot about her pull up it didn't feel any different. At the hour mark the mother of the sick boy came and retrieved him. Leaving just Sarah and the nurse in the office. at the hour 30 mark she started to worry again. and begins to bite her thumb nail for a few minutes What could be taking him so long. She tries to shuffle the deck like he showed her this time and half the cards end up on the floor. she bends over to get them but as her butt raises she feels the cooling breeze that lets her know shes definitely wet she also feels it on her back thigh which makes her think her pants might be wet too. as she's gathering the last couple cards she hers an unfamiliar womanly voice, "Hey sweetie do you need anything or would you like a hand." says the nurse. Sarah grabs the last card and quickly sits back down, "No, no i'm fine just dropped a few cards." She didn't know if it was visible that she leaked and she hoped the nurse was just being nice. But she didn't have another pull-up or anything to change into and she definitely didn't want to walk pass the nurse if it was visible. The nurse had been watching her from her peripheral the whole time though her head faced the computer. Did she just suck her thumb, she had wondered 11 is much to old for that. And with the girl's butt clearly in the air grabbing the cards she could see and even get another clear whiff that the girls pants were damp right around the seat like she had wet and it began to dry. She watches her. He said she's 11 right she would certainly be one of the tallest 11 year olds. not the tallest but atleast top 5 in the school. I'll have to ask again when the man returns. She looks to the bag, either way she is way to old to be wetting her self and not able handle it, let alone lying about it. She should be carrying her own change of clothes and protective underwear. She shook her head and returned to her work. She checked her clock it was taking a while which was a good sign. Most of the applicants didn't last 15minutes. Sarah looked at the nurse, She assumed that it wasn't noticeable because she didn't say anything. so it should be fine. when Larry returns maybe as hes talking she'll be distracted and i can go to the bathroom, but at the hour 45 mark she began to worry again where could he be. every heavy adult like footstep she heard near the door made her turn her head toward the door. She had stopped playing with the cards and just anxiously bit her nails. But at 2 hour mark she heard footsteps, but also a familiar voice talking to another adult voice right outside the door. But simultaneously she felt heavy pressure on her bladder like she had been holding it for hours. Her leg began to bounce drawing the eyes of the nurse. When the door knob begins to turn and a figure she recognizes begins to walk in the door she's relieved and hops up out of her seat. "Youre finished!," she says with almost a child like glee. But then as she stands she feels a warm sensation around her crotch. She stands there frozen as the feeling spreads not only around her crotch but down her leg. she even hears what could be best described as the pattering of water hitting concrete as her now soaked pants and pull up allowed pee to just drip onto the floor creating a huge puddle. Mortified she looks down with shame and embarrassment she watches the puddle grow until she is finished unable to move from her position.

"I'm fine go do the interview okay you don't have to worry about me i just want to eat my food." She also didn't want him taking her to the bathroom everything was already weird enough as it was. She knew the diaper was a bit wet but she figured it should last. She only had one job she ever had to interview for, and that was the Retail job she had lost prior to being homeless and that took maybe 15minutes. Every other job was given to her by friends of her dad and rarely took more than 20minutes as it really was mostly a formality.

"I said i'm fine, i dont need to go we have time." she turns abruptly toward the stand and begins to look at the menu. It takes a couple minutes She sees a breakfast sandwich she felt matched her hunger and she missed breakfast. "Can i have a bacon egg and cheese. and an orange juice" the man rings up the sandwich for $7 and she looks to Larry to pay. It takes a couple minutes for the sandwich to be made.

She was happy there was at least something to eat nearby. I guess its not a super small town. She followed him to the shopping area. "It's not a diaper," she said with frustration. "and i'm fine i just want something to eat"

Her sleep wasn't comfortable but she was definitely more alert. As she became more aware of her surroundings she wondered if they were near their stop she felt her stomach rumble. She realized she hadn't ate. She had no idea what time it was, how far away from the city they were, or how long it had been since they boarded. she now wondered how long this interview would take. She hoped there would be something nearby for them to eat. But as she stretched she suddenly remembered wetting the pullup. Did he just say something about changing. He cant know that, it was only a little bit, and i'm hungry. She looked around and saw a mostly empty landscape. But as they got closer to the destination a few more buildings appear but it was clearly a small town. He wants to work all the way out here this would be so boring. hopefully theres something to eat nearby. "How much further i'm hungry." she says watching larry still looking at paperwork.

She didn't know how far or when the interview was but his demeanor says they're running late. She feels bad but he never told her when the interview was or how far away. She shouldn't have stayed up so late but he didn't tell her not to. She yawns, "sorry i didn't know." She pulls her jacket over head and tunes out again. I guess if the ride is long enough i can get some sleep. About halfway through the journey she wakes up with a sudden urge to pee. She darts her eyes at larry then at the surroundings. they Were far along the route way further than she had ever been. She watched him, he was still intently studying his notes. She tried to keep her body still she didn't want to bother him. she feels a squirt of pee go into the pull up that for once she was grateful to be wearing. She probably could have stopped it but she didn't see the point. but then she remembers, I need to stay dry so i don't have to keep wearing this. Hopefully it dries and he doesn't notice it'll be fine. if he asks i'll just lie he'll be to distracted to check anyway. she looks around again puts her jacket back over her head and goes back to sleep for the rest of the ride.