Pampersmademe

I am diapered almost every night. My diaper is always wet in the morning. I will voluntary wet it throughout the night but there are absolutely regular occasions when I wake up without remembering intentionally wetting. On the rarer occasions that I do not wear a diaper to bed I wake up to go to the bathroom. Last night I did not wear and woke up at 2:00 am having to go. I had to get out of bed and make that long and very cold walk to the bathroom. My diaper is so much better.

My wife is accepting. Doesn’t partake to the extent I wish she would (one of these days she’ll wear to bed like I do) but she openly accepts my nightly diaper wearing and the rarer occasions I wear during the day. She’s fully aware of my diapers, pjs, onesies, etc. I’ll put my pjs and onesies in the hamper just like any other article of clothing and she’ll wash them and they’ll be neatly folded on my dresser along with my other clothes. She’s even bought sippy cups and other stuff for me—not uncommon for me to put, wipes, baby lotion, and powder on our grocery list. I know she doesn’t totally get it, but she knows it brings me happiness and turns me on so she’s cool with it. We have absolutely incorporated my diapers into our sexual play and she has fully embraced that aspect of it. On countless occasions she has come to bed, patted my bottom, said, “just want to make sure my little boy is wearing his diaper,” and initiated things by asking if I wanted want to play. I sometimes feel like I have to pinch myself and I do not take it for granted.

I like the plain-colored onesies offered by Leakmaster and Wear2Work. They run true to size (I wear a large T-shirt and these large-size onesies fit perfectly) and look like T-shirts under clothes. Leakmaster can be purchased on Amazon and Big Tots on Etsy has Wear2Work (and a whole lot of other great stuff). I’m also a fan of the Tykables onesies.

I am happily married and sleep in diapers right next to my wife and have been doing so nearly every night for a couple years now (even when we travel, I bring my diaper bag, as we call it). I have bags (and I mean a lot!) of diapers in my wife’s and my closet and a dresser full of onesies, lotion, powder, and pacis. We have extra baby lotion and powder under my bathroom sink and Pampers wipes in plain sight in a cabinet above the toilet in our master bathroom. In other words, it is no secret at all and I am not embarrassed to be right next to my wife in bed wearing my diaper or her seeing me diapered every morning. But, something about her seeing me actually in the act of diapering myself is still embarrassing. Recently, I was putting my diaper on while under the blankets and she called me out and said, “you sleep in your diaper every night, I know it gets on you somehow, no sense in trying to hide you actually putting it on.” She then insisted standing right there, blanket off, and watched me double diaper myself. So, “I would stop being shy.” That’s one way to overcome the embarrassment!

I am glad to be here with like-minded folks. Been a long time DL with some AB tendencies. Thanks for your group wisdom and support!