hi everyone, its great to be here! ive been in a few other diaper communities before but to be honest this site is definitely the coolest. i am a diaper lover, not necessarily regressed in any particular way. its definitely a sexual fetish for me and i do not wear 24/7. i wear like 3/4 times a week even though right now im actually taking a break because of a few accidents recently, heh.
so basically my history is, i always seemed to like diapers since before i can remember. i remember when i was very little, i had to establish to myself that the rest of the kids i was with didnt actually want to poop their pants and keep wearing diapers; i did. i also enjoyed seeing old pictures of me in my diapers. once i was in about 6th grade, i finally worked up the guts to just poop my pants. i felt so tickled, it was definitely special, i started and pooping and peeing my pants on purpose in secret, the riskier the situation of getting caught the more i liked it. when i was about 21, i finally decided to just buy diapers, but i didnt buy good ones, i just got some pullups from the store. even though they definitely werent heavy duty enough, i still loved them at the time and felt so free and relieved in them. i would wear them once every few nights for a while and refilled my stash probably 8 or 9 times over the years of buying those, until january of this year. I just kind of realized they were definitely not heavy duty enough and werent fulfilling my needs anymore really, and for a long time i didnt realize that and i kind of indulged in unhealthy ways, which im happy im passed. january this year, i bought my first ABDL diapers, Tykables Galactic, and i never looked back i went on to kind of uncontrollably buy a bunch of different ABDL diapers and thats kind of where i am now, i just wear the diapers i have when i feel like it and that's that!!
so that's my story and my diaper identity, im trying to think if i can elaborate in any other ways but i think i covered it. one last thing ill add is that a few additional kinks i have are pooping and peeing my pants without a diaper on, farting, and sinking in mud, just thought id throw them out there to see if anybody else has them in common. anyway, its nice to be here!