With summer coming up I've been trying to come up with ideas to wear diapers in public when concealing them under layers of clothing isn't really an option. While thinking about this I had the thought that this might be a good opportunity to become less anxious about the idea of other people noticing my diaper as I'm spending my off-days out and about. Up until now when deciding to wear diapers in public I've put a large emphasis on making sure that they couldn't be seen under any circumstances, such as the top of it showing if I bend over or stretch myself, even going so far as opting for less than ideal clothing just to accommodate the diapers. The easiest way to start I've come up with is to start wearing large T-shirts which in my mind would still fully conceal the diaper while also providing less of a physical barrier of clothing such as tucked-in shirts or jackets, thus making me more feel more comfortable with wearing when outside. I imagine something like that might also work on a beach with a swim diaper. The idea is not to flaunt the diaper but to become more comfortable with them possibly showing in some situations and by extension me becoming more comfortable with wearing them. A major reason why I finally decided to get in touch with the ABDL community is that for a while now I have felt that I'm holding myself back from enjoying this aspect of my personality by constantly making it this big secret that absolutely no one but me can ever know about. So what I want to ask is how others here have handled this situation in the past and what their experience has been. My main concern is that I absolutely can't gauge what other people might react like if they see the diaper. I like to imagine that in the best of situations most people would be too polite to say anything and just continue going about their business which, in my book, would honestly the best case scenario for me. However in a different thread I've voiced my concern about how widely known ABDL has become and whether that alone might trigger someone calling me out on them. The one exception would be if someone was genuinely interested and decided to talk to me about it in which case I'd consider myself very fortunate.  

How long does it take to become addicted to pacifiers: I think it depends on how much you use it. I've been sleeping with a pacifier most nights for a few years now. Not every night, but 1-2 to 7 nights a week. I still don't depend on a pacifier to sleep most nights. Some nights I can't fall asleep without a pacifier in my mouth. Other nights I can't sleep with a pacifier in my mouth. But I have days and nights when I really long for or need a pacifier to suck on if I have a panic attack, anxiety or feel sad, alone or little.

oh, I forget that was about cloth diapers.

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