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By Marina Kits · Posted
It's been almost a year since my last update. I figured I'd "keep it real" by reviving my old journal and provide an update in case anyone is interested. I think it was last June when I gave up. It's weird. I hadn't achieved any consistency after almost 6 months of trying and even though I believe I had some genuine occurrences of bed wetting while sound asleep, I always found a way to doubt them. Since then, I had a couple short lived attempts at restarting the process. Obviously, they ended too - probably because of skin irritation that I haven't been able to prevent. I washed with dandruff shampoo (for the zinc), applied barrier cream most of the time and when things got unbearable, I'd used Lotrimin cream which seemed to help but is as soon as I'd stop, the irritation would come back. The desire to wear and use diapers persists - no surprise there. Currently, I find myself trying again. About two weeks ago, I went 24/7 to get familiar with holding the "valves" open all the time. About a week ago I dropped the daytime use and now wear only at night. Just like before, my skin is not happy. To give my skin a little break last night, I slept without protection thinking there's no way I was going to have an accident. As expected, I did not wet the bed ...or did I? I was sound asleep when I woke up suddenly, just as a few tablespoons of pee escaped me. Had I been wearing diaps, I never would have known what happened but the evidence was indisputable when I got up and used the bathroom. How could this happen so soon after restarting the process??? One thing that's different this time is that I'm very apathetic about it all. I don't care if I wet by accident or on purpose. I'm not "trying" at all. When I went to sleep last night, I didn't care if I woke to use the potty or spilled everything in my bed. I'm not "high" on the prospect of losing my night time continence, although that would be fine with me, but honestly, I'm expecting my continence to persist. Whatever happens, happens. I don't really care. -
Mung didn't have any sort of proclivity toward babying a Little, he just accepted it as his Kibun when it came upon him. -
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