Excellent. Nicely paced. I love the progressive, unalterable and steady regression. Some more baby clothes would be fun, but that is my thing (especially sissy). You are a talented storyteller. Thank you for sharing this with us.
Been a while since i updated. I am waiting for silicone nozzles to get back to me on making a mold of my stent.
in the meantime I have been in a steady routine of either expelling my stent right before sleep or in the morning. My urethra clamps down for the most part when supine so urine backs up. If I get up after lying down like that for an hour, the urine can expel the stent. Since the stent is suboptimal anyway when sleeping, I don’t mind having it out. It helps with hopefully training bedwetting, being able to have intercourse with the wife, and keeping the stent clean.
regardless, I wash it in the morning and reinsert it every morning. I have not had a total migration in a few months (meaning, I can’t immediately pee it out after the first urination after a migration). Which is nice since it gives me consistency.
So, not a lot to report lol. Enjoying incontinence and love how safe it is. I only wish I could have figured this design out when I was just starting. All those frames, the retrieval lines, the frustrations, the irritations, the injuries… all to end up with a device that cannot hurt me, is predictable, and most of the time is invisible.
Chapter 12:
Ryder closed the door to his cabin behind him and let out a long, tired sigh. The excitement of exploring the massive ship had finally caught up with him. His legs ached pleasantly from all the walking, and his mind was still buzzing with everything he had seen that day.
Sitting down on the edge of the bed, he pulled the bag Marshall had given him closer. For a moment, he simply stared at it, a small smile tugging at his lips. Nobody had ever really gone out of their way to get him something like this before.
Carefully, he unzipped the duffle bag and began looking through its contents.
The first thing he pulled out was one of the diapers.
Ryder turned it over in his hands, feeling the thick padding between his fingers. It was much bulkier than the training pants he usually wore. The crinkling sound alone made him blush slightly.
He couldn’t remember the last time he had even seen a diaper like this. Since he was little, it had always been pull-ups whenever he needed protection. These felt different—more secure, more grown-up somehow, despite reminding him of being younger.
His cheeks warmed as he folded it back up and set it neatly beside him.
“Maybe later,” he whispered to himself.
Continuing through the bag, he found several packs of wipes, travel-sized bottles of lotion, and a container of baby powder. Marshall had clearly put a lot of thought into what he packed.
Ryder’s chest tightened.
Marshall wasn’t trying to embarrass him.
He wasn’t making fun of him.
He genuinely wanted Ryder to be comfortable and enjoy the trip.
That realization meant more than Ryder wanted to admit.
Digging through one of the smaller pockets, he suddenly stopped.
“Huh?”
He pulled out something unexpected.
An adult-sized pacifier.
Ryder stared at it for several seconds before a small laugh escaped him.
It was blue with a simple design and looked surprisingly cute.
He turned it over in his hands, examining it from every angle.
Part of him felt embarrassed.
Another part of him found it oddly comforting.
Without really thinking about it, he placed it carefully on the nightstand beside his bed.
The rest of the supplies were put away neatly in drawers and cabinets. Once everything was organized, Ryder changed into his pajamas and climbed beneath the blankets.
The gentle rocking of the ship was surprisingly soothing.
As he settled into bed, his eyes drifted toward the nightstand.
Toward the pacifier.
Toward the bag Marshall had given him.
A warm feeling spread through his chest.
For the first time since boarding the cruise, the nervous knot in his stomach began to loosen.
Maybe this trip wasn’t going to be so scary after all.
Maybe he wasn’t as alone as he thought.
With that comforting thought, Ryder snuggled deeper into the pillows and listened to the distant hum of the ship moving through the water. Before long, his eyelids grew heavy, and sleep quietly claimed him.
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Meanwhile, back in his own cabin, Marshall sat comfortably on the couch with the television playing softly in the background.
He couldn’t help smiling to himself.
He kept thinking about Ryder’s reaction earlier.
The wide eyes.
The excitement.
The way Ryder had practically lit up when he realized the gift was for him.
Marshall hoped he hadn’t overdone it.
But deep down, he knew Ryder deserved something special.
The kid had spent most of the day worrying about everything—being away from home, being on a giant ship, trying new things.
If a few thoughtful supplies could help him relax and enjoy himself, then it had been worth every penny.
The television continued to play, but Marshall barely paid attention.
Instead, he found himself wondering if Ryder was settling in okay.
If he liked the room.
If he was getting some much-needed sleep.
A fond smile lingered on Marshall’s face as he leaned back against the couch cushions.
“Have fun tomorrow, buddy,” he murmured softly.
The ship rocked gently beneath him.
The television became background noise.
His eyes slowly drifted closed.
Within minutes, Marshall was asleep as well, both friends resting peacefully as the cruise ship carried them through the dark, moonlit ocean toward whatever adventures awaited them in the morning.
Yeah, I don’t think that thick abdl diapers are going to work for wearing out and about during the day. I kind of feel like something more pull up style works best for me since I mostly just like the feeling of the padding but still want to use the potty easily. Goodnites seem to work fine but only with the right pants over them