ShyDerpy

Wow you guys are totally amazing. Sorry it's been so long since last posting. I have been doing better! There are still things I need to work on, but right now I'm afloat and even working on tapering down on my antidepressant. I'm a little down due to the holidays creeping up, but it's nothing severe. xD Thanks again guys! This community is so caring!

Thanks again, Bettypooh! I appreciate it greatly! I noticed a lot of mood shifts today, but I did begin my cycle today so I can't say it's the meds. Sorry if that was tmi xD; Once it ends I'm going to keep a little mood calendar so I can see where there are changes and such. I normally don't get the emotional extras when I'm on my cycle, but I can't say they've been normal haha.

Bettypooh, thanks so much for sharing all that. It truly means a lot! I'm sorry you've had to suffer depression yourself, it isn't fair. I'm glad you're okay though! I do my best to be there for people and help them. It makes me feel better knowing I can use my experiences to help others. As for the meds I know how it feels to have to switch. This will be my 4th time. I know it's not a cure-all, and I know it can take that happy high away, but being stable is what I'm aiming for xD I'm normally pretty numb, but I can get incredibly sappy. I knew when I was starting to have more emotions that my medication was wearing down. I decided to cut back on it a little, and so far it has worked well. For some reason the medication went sour and when I took a higher dose I noticed I'd get really angry and it'd stay for days. I'm not an angry person, and if I ever do feel angry it only lasts for a few minutes or so. Let's hope I have some luck!

Thanks so much guys! It means so much that you all care. I have an appointment with a doctor soon so I'll talk to them about the medication and therapy.

That's really good advice o: Thanks! Reminded me of that Spongebob episode if you've ever seen it xD

This is true. I just get up each day hoping it'll be easier than the last.

I loooove naps. When I had my depends I'd always take naps in them. I never used them though. Sadly I've had to stop taking naps because my sleeping schedule got all screwed up (like it is now lol)

Nope, I've tried though! Have you ever eaten an entire pan of brownies?

I've had counseling before but I believe it's time I gave it another try. Thanks very much though! I hope a counselor can help with this... I don't really know how to fix this empty and expanding hole...

I've had counseling before but I believe it's time I gave it another try. Thanks very much though! I hope a counselor can help with this... I don't really know how to fix this empty and expanding hole...

Hello! I'm looking for more diaper art sites. I know DeviantArt has some... I've also been to tehthul.net before. Sadly Diapered Anime is down and I don't know when or if it'll come back. Does anyone know of any other good diaper art sites?

...That I can keep going on with this depression and frustration. I've been struggling with depression for years, but it's so much worse now. I'm on medication but it isn't helping much. Normally I just feel numb, which isn't good either, but it sure beats this depression. I miss my sister/mother/daughter/best friend so much, but I know it isn't wise for me to try and go back to her. This will just happen again and I'll be back at point a... I know this sounds dramatic and silly, but, I don't believe I'll ever feel that happiness again. It was so perfect... I know I deserve this, it's karma no doubt. I deserve all this pain. Sometimes I just want out though...

Thanks guys!

Hi there! I'm ShyDerpy! I've been an ABDL for a few years now. Well, more of a DL since I haven't gotten many chances to be an AB and get into my little head space. I used to have an online sister/mother/daughter figure, but lately she's lost interest in me which is sad because we've been bestest friends for years and she was the perfect partner :C So I'm here to try and get back in touch with the little me! I like anime, video games, art, and lotsa other stuff!

I don't have a partner sadly, so I don't know if I would. I had an online sister/mother/daughter but she lost interest in me. I've never really been given the chance to get into my little headspace, but I'd love to someday.