I wish I had incontience over pain

[Spudnick]

I have fibromylagia and this sometimes causes massive pain flares in my groin whenever I have any urine at all in my bladder (interstitial cystitis). When the flares are really bad, it can be very hard to sleep, as basically I have to void, and hope to fall asleep before even a slight amount of urine accumulates in my bladder, and then I'm still waking up four to five times a night.

I just wish there was a way for me to achieve incontinence at night. I would gladly wear diapers and have plastic sheets until the day I die if it meant I didn't have this pain anymore.

I had an absolutely horrible experience with a cystoscopy once, so I'm never putting anything up my pee hole ever again, I just wish there was a way for me to switch off my ability to hold my urine when I was sleeping. It would make life so much easier.