Sissy Sister- Part 27 added 12/24

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Chapter 24

Allie had loaned me another pair of her athletic shorts that I had changed into reluctantly.  I was surprised at how much I had liked wearing the leggings, and how great my butt had looked.  I was also a little disappointed to remove my thong, I had liked how it made me feel a naughty but sexy to wear it. 

I had put a pull up on before pulling the shorts over it.  I wanted to be diapered but I had promised mom that I would try to work on not needing to wear a diaper.   Plus, I was at least a little interested in my wardrobe possibilities if I wasn’t wearing a diaper or pull up.  Women’s clothing was so much more fun, I thought.

I found mom in the kitchen and started to help her make peanut butter sandwiches for lunch. 

“Wearing a pull up?”   She asked. 

“Yep.  I am trying.  I promise.” I told her. 

“Okay.  Thank you.  Plus… think about the fun stuff you could wear if you weren’t in a diaper all the time.”  She smiled at me. 

“What is going to happen at the doctor’s tomorrow, mommy?”  I asked her. 

“Well, we are going to tell her about your interest in girl things and that you are thinking you might want to be a girl all the time.” She told me. 

“Will she help me look more like a girl?  Like with hormones and stuff?”  I asked with a slight nervous twitch in my voice. 

“No… not her but maybe another doctor.  She is probably going to ask you some questions and then refer you to specialist, probably several, including a therapist.”  Mom smiled at me. 

“Oh… so it could be a while before they do… anything?”

“Yes, sweetie this is a pretty big step.  They need to make sure….” 

I had quickly left the kitchen and headed to the bathroom.   I am not sure if it was because I had go, our if I had gotten nervous during the conversation, or what, but I needed to pee.  I felt a small spurt of pee come out as I entered the bathroom, but I was able to stop it. 

“Make it in time?”  Mom asked as I stepped back into the kitchen. 

“Mostly, only a little escaped.  What do they need to make sure of?”  I asked shyly.

“That you really want to be a girl.  Somethings, puberty blockers, estrogen, for example would be permanent.  So, they need to make sure you want to really be girl, not just wear girl clothing.”  Mom had turned and took my hands in hers.  “It is okay to just want to wear girl clothing if that is what you want.” 

Mine mind was racing.  I liked wearing girls’ clothing, that was for sure.  Did I really want to be a girl though?  When mom referred to me a girl, I really liked that.  The same with Allie and Lesley and truthfully, I like more traditional girl things than boy things. 

I guess she could see on my face that I was thinking about all of this.  “Sweetie you won’t have decide tomorrow.  That is just the first step, depending on how things go, there are going to a lot along the way.”

She pulled into a hug and I said.  “I love you very much mommy.” 

From the family room we heard Allie yell out. “Hey Jenny has a messy diaper.  And I have to admit it is really nice not having to wonder which one of the babies has a dirty diaper.”

 Mom laughed and looked at me.  “Good timing for you.  Looks like you will only have to change some wet diapers this afternoon and evening.”  

We all ate lunch and then mom took Jenny up for her nap.  Allie and I both played on our phones.  I made it to the bathroom again when I felt the urge to pee hit me, this time with only a drop or two escaping.  As I pulled my shorts up over the pull up, I recognized that I was looking forward to wetting a diaper later this afternoon or evening. 

Allie looked up from her phone.  “What time did you tell Leslie to come over?” 

“I said six.  I thought it would be a little less awkward for all of us if mom and Brian had already left.” 

“Oh… good thought.  What are you going to wear?  Want to try some leggings?  Just don’t wiggle your butt in front of Scott too much.”  Allie laughed at the end. 

“Honestly, I am looking forward to a wearing a diaper later.  I don’t want to have to concentrate to much on if I am going to pee.”  I responded. 

“Is that the only part, or are you missing your diapers and wetting them?”  Allie winked at me. 

“Yes… that too.”  I told her honestly. 

“Hmmm… so…. A mini skirt for you then?  You know at some point Scott is going to see your diaper if you wear that.”  Allie said. 

“Yes… and yes.  He seems okay with the idea that I have a medical need for them.  And Leslie doesn’t care if I am wearing one.”  I told her. 

“Leslie definitely doesn’t.   I think she actually likes you wearing them.”  Leslie said raising an eyebrow. 

“Really?  You think so?  Why?” I asked anxious to hear her reply.

“Yes… and I don’t know… maybe that is one of her…. I guess things…  I don’t know.”  Leslie had emphasized the word things. 

“Oh…  do you have a thing?”  I had emphasized thing that time. 

“I don’t know… I like really tight abs…  I think.”  Allie said shyly. 

“Oh…  guess Scott needs to start doing a lot more ab work then.”  I jokingly said. 

Allie laughed.  “He is doing okay but… I wouldn’t mind if he could get them to look like Lance’s that is for sure.” 

“Yea… not sure what workout Lance was doing at soccer camp, but it definitely worked!”  I smiled.

“Are you admitting that you find Lance attractive?”  Allie cocked an eyebrow at me. 

“Umm… yes… I guess.  Doesn’t mean I want to… like do anything with him.”  I said defensively. 

“Okay… and just so you know… I am okay with whoever you are attracted to but just don’t break my best friend’s heart, got it.”  Allie smiled as she said it, but I could tell she was serious. 

“No worries… I am definitely into Leslie…  I love her smile, just seeing it makes me feel warm inside.  And she definitely has her physical… uh… charms also.” 

“Yea… she has a grade A ass that is for sure.  She tells me I need to be doing a lot of squats to make my ass look better.”  Allie said sheepishly. 

“Your butt looks pretty good already…  maybe I need to be doing squats.”  I said.

“You have a cute butt.  And even if you did a bunch of squats, you are just going to hide it under a diaper anyways.”  Allie laughed. 

I stuck my tongue out at her and she just smiled at me.  

“Girls, Jenny is up.  Can you get her.  I need to jump in the shower and start getting ready for my night out with Brian.”  Mom yelled down the stairs. 

Allie jumped up.  “Sure… we got her.” 

We went into Jenny’s room, and she was standing in her crib.  Allie lifted her out and took her out of the room down to the family room.  We turned on Frozen on Disney Plus and got on the floor with her to watch. 

We were just getting to Elsa’s iconic song when mom called down and asked me to come up to her room.  I was a little disappointed to miss this part and thought for a minute about asking them to pause it.  I didn’t and quickly headed up stairs to mom’s room.  She was working on her makeup when I entered. 

“I am almost finished with mine and wanted to know if you would like me to help with yours?   I know that Allie helps you, but I thought you might appreciate a little girl time with mommy.”  She said. 

I was surprised at what she said but knew that I wanted to do this.  I smiled at her face in the mirror and nodded my head yes.  When mom finished, she stood up and motioned me to sit down.  I looked at her and realized that her makeup was flawless.  She had done her eyes with a heavier night time look that I hadn’t seen her wear in a long time. 

“Mommy, you are gorgeous!”  I told her and meant it.  I knew my mom was pretty, but she looked amazing this afternoon. 

Her checks blushed.  “Wow.  Thank you.  Let’s make you beautiful now.” 

She coached me thru doing some eyeliner and a light amount of eye shadow.  I went a little heavier with the mascara than normal, mostly because I really liked how it made my eyelashes look.  Mom gave me knowing grin as she watched.  I was surprised when she handed me a lipstick.  It was a light pink shade, I normally wore a soft lip gloss.  When we had finished, I definitely looked pretty but I also looked a little older. 

“Cindy, you are gorgeous!”  Mom smiled.  “Although I am not sure I am ready for you to grow up this much.”

I stood and turned towards her.  “Thank you. I love you mommy!” 

She pulled me into a hug telling me she loved me also.  “Can you ask Allie if she wants to come up next?” 

I went down stairs and Allie and Jenny were playing with the plushies.  Allie looked up at me and her facial expression changed.  It was a cross between surprise and envy, I think. 

“Mom wants to know if you want to have help with your make up.”  I told her. 

Allie expression turned to a smile, and she jumped up and headed upstairs.   I got on the floor and took her place playing with the plushies and Jenny.  When she returned, she looked great, and we both smiled at each other warmly.

Brian came home a few minutes later.  When he came in, he immediately went to Jenny and picked her up and gave her a hug and then did a quick dance around the room with her.  He was still holding her when he looked at me and Allie and his eyes widened. 

“Oh… you both look nice, no… you both look very pretty.  You girls are definitely becoming young ladies.  Is your mom upstairs?”  He said to us. 

“No… I am right here.”  Mom said.

We all turned to look at her.  Most days mom wore little, or no makeup, and she put her hair up in ponytail.  She had a natural beauty that didn’t require her to make a lot of effort to be attractive. This evening with her makeup, her hair down and curled, and wearing a flowered sundress with open toed strapped heels she was almost movie star gorgeous. 

“Wow, honey you look…. Fucking amazing.”  Brian blurted out.

“Brian… language… but thank you.”  Mom said blushing. 

Allie and I just laughed.   Jenny looked at mom with a brief look of confusion like she didn’t recognize her.  Brian gave mom a quick kiss on the check before telling her he would be ready in fifteen minutes and darted up the stairs. 

Watching mom reminded me of how much I had enjoyed dressing in the gowns that Christine had given me and how it felt to move in the heels, feeling the hem of the dress hitting my thighs, or move around at my ankles.  I had loved how the heavier makeup that Christine had put on me had changed how I looked and made me look older. 

Mom had stepped into the kitchen, and I got up and followed her in.  She sensed me coming in behind her and turned toward me.

“Mom, you look just amazing.”  I said. 

“Thank you honey.”  She smiled. 

“Um… seeing you look so great… well… It has made me realize that I… I definitely want to go to the Summer Formal… umm wearing the teal gown that Christine gave me.  Is that okay?”  I stuttered out. 

“Oh… of course it is honey.  I just have to check on a couple of things.  I think the RSVP date has passed but I don’t think that would be a problem.  Allie has an appointment at the salon on Saturday afternoon to do her hair, makeup, and nails.  I will see if I can make you one also if you want.  Don’t tell her, it was going to be a surprise.” 

“Yes, please.  And if you can, or you can’t, I won’t say anything to Allie to ruin the surprise.”  I beamed. 

I went back into the family room.  A few minutes later mom stepped in and gave us our instructions for watching Jenny.  We were going to order pizza for dinner and Leslie and Scott were welcome to join us for that.  Jenny needed to be in bed by seven-thirty and our friends could stay until ten o’clock.  Mom was adamant that Scott and Leslie were not allowed upstairs in our bedroom. 

We were agreeing to all of that when Brian came back down stairs.  His face lit up when he saw mom again and she smiled back at him.  I realized that Brian looked very handsome.  He was wearing a pair of well-fitting khakis, a polo shirt, and blue blazer over it.  

“You look nice Brian.”  Allie said. 

“Yes, you do.”  I added. 

Both Brian and mom’s faces showed a little shock.  Neither of us, and especially Allie, were really warm with him and probably had never complimented him on his appearance before. 

“Thank you, girls.  Hope you all have a good evening.”  He smiled at us and then took mom’s elbow and led her out the door. 

“Can you check to see if Jenny needs a fresh diaper?  And I am sure you can’t wait to get a diaper on yourself, can you?”  Allie said as soon as the door closed. 

As soon as she said it, I realized that my pullup was wet.  It wasn’t soaked but I had definitely peed in it at some point this afternoon and didn’t remember doing it.  I moved over to Jenny and was able to check her diaper and it was wet also.  I looked over at Allie and nodded my head indicating it was wet. 

“Okay.  Let’s take her up and you can change her.  Then I will diaper you and we can both change into what we are going to wear tonight.  It will be close to the time to order the pizza after that, and Scott and Leslie will be here not long after.”  Allie said with authority. 

I picked Jenny up and carried her up to her room.  I laid her on my bed and grabbed her diaper and wipes.  After unsnapping the bottom of her romper and removed her wet diaper, cleaned her quickly and then slide the new diaper in place.  Not sure if I taped it too tightly since I was taping it how I liked my diaper done.  After snapping up her romper she scampered off the bed and grabbed a large stuffed Mickey Mouse. 

“Your turn Sissy.”  Allie smiled at me while holding one of my diapers in her hand. 

I pulled my shorts off and then turning my back to Allie I slide my pullup off and left it laying on the floor.  I covered my private area and moved to the bed and laid down.  I could hear Allie giggling. 

“Not sure why you are so modest?  I see it all when I put the diaper on you know.”  Allie was looking at me as she spoke. 

Of course, she was right, and I knew it but I still didn’t feel like I should parade around naked in front of her.  Allie quickly cleaned me with a wipe, tapped my hip with a hand to indicate I should lift my butt up and slide a diaper under me.  Pulling the front in place she did my tapes nice and tight and gave me a big smile.

I laid on the bed for minute reliving the sensation of being diapered and enjoy the feeling of the diaper being in place.  It had only been about seven hours since I last had a diaper on, but it seemed like forever. 

“Hey Sissy stop day dreaming and get changed.”  Allie barked. 

I jumped up and went over to my dresser and pulled out the pink skater’s skirt.  I was already wearing my white lace bra and forms, so I pulled the white scooped neck short sleeve shirt over my head, being careful not to smudge any of my makeup. 

“You look cute… even a little hot with the lace of the bra showing a little against that shirt.”  Allie said.

“Thanks.”  I responded.

We moved over to Allie’s room.  I picked Jenny up and carried her over and sat in the middle of the bed.  I could see Jenny was looking around the room.  This wasn’t a place in the house she had spent a lot of time in. 

Allie turned her back to me and slide out of her shorts and took her panties off.  She got a thong out of her dresser and pulled it in place followed by a pair of grey leggings.  She removed her t shirt, leaving the bra she had on.  She turned and walked over to the chair to get a shirt laying over top it. 

Of course, her seeing her breasts in a bra was not any different than her bikini, but it was another reminder that Allie had great boobs.  I was jealous of her and thought about my appointment tomorrow.  If I started hormones, would I get breasts like that I wondered. 

Allie looked at me.  “Are you perving on my tits?” 

“No… I am being jealous of them though, that is for sure.” I said with a smile.  “Mom said I might get to start taking female hormones.  I hope if I do I get boobs like yours.” 

She laughed at me.  “Yea… so all the guys and even old men can stare at your chest and not your face?” 

“Does that really happen?  All the time?”  I asked sincerely. 

“Not all the time… but close.  I have even caught Brian doing it a couple times.  In some ways I am flattered but also creeped out.  Actually, I know Scott checks them out, but he also looks at me when we are talking.  Kind of a reason I like him, you know.” 

I love when Allie opened up to me like this.  I was learning so much about being a girl from her and every day I felt a little closer to her.  She finished pulling the shirt over her head.  It was purple and just a hint of cleavage showed from the top of the V-neck.

“You look cute and hot.  Oh… and I love you.”  I said stepping over and giving her a big hug. 

She hugged me back and said thank you in my ear.  After breaking the hug, she picked Jenny up and we headed down the stairs.  As we walked out of the room and down the stairs, I enjoyed the feeling of bulk of the diaper between my legs.  When got to the family room Allie directed me to play with our little sister while she ordered the pizza for us.   

“The pizza and our dates should get her about the same time.  How about we pick a Disney movie to watch with them and Jenny will we eat.  After we get Jenny to bed, we can stream something else. Maybe the original Top Gun?”  Allie said walking back into the room. 

I told her that sounded good.  I was excited and a little nervous about Scott and Leslie coming over.  Scott was doing great with accepting me as a girl.  I was struggling a little with seeing him with my sister still.  I hadn’t said anything to Allie.  I wondered if at some point we both would end up in make out sessions on the couch and how I would do with that. 

Just before six o’clock Allie turned Disney Plus on and started Tangled.  This had been one of her favorites when she was younger.   Jenny had watched it but not as much Beauty and the Beast, The Little Mermaid, and of course Frozen. 

Right after it started the door bell rang.  I got up to answer thinking it was Leslie or Scott and was surprised to see it was the pizza delivery guy.  He looked like he was about twenty and he smiled and blushed a little when he saw me.   He wasn’t real cute, but it made me feel good about how I looked. 

When Allie realized who it was, she went to the kitchen to get the money our mom had left us to pay for it.  I took the pizzas from the delivery guy whose attention was distracted pretty badly when he saw Allie walk to the door to pay him.  I immediately understood what Allie was talking about earlier, he had briefly looked at her face but then his eyes were laser focused on her boobs. 

“See what I mean.  That guy couldn’t tell you what color my hair was if you asked him right now.”  Allie said tersely as she closed the door.  

“Yea… I totally get what you were talking about.  That was pretty rude.”  I said over my shoulder taking the pizza into the kitchen.

Jenny started yelling for her pizza.  We told her she would have to wait for a few more minutes which didn’t make her happy, but she did quiet down. 

It was probably about ten minutes later when there was another knock on the door.  I got up to answer it and opened it to see Leslie standing there.  She had a smile on her face as I greeted.  Over her shoulder I could see Scott making his way across the lawn.  I moved so Leslie could step in and waited for Scott. 

“Hey… you look good.”  Scott said to me. 

“Hi. Thanks.”  I responded.  I recognized that he was going out of his way to show that he accepted me dressing as a girl. 

Allie moved over to Scott, and they shared a mildly awkward greeting.  I watched his eyes drop to Allie’s chest, but he quickly looked up at her face after doing it.  I immediately understood what Leslie had told me earlier. 

I moved over the Leslie I could see she had also put on a little more makeup than normal.  It made her eyes stand out and when she smiled at me, I was reminded of how pretty and cute she was. 

“You look great!  I love your makeup.”  I told her. 

“I love yours also.  You are really beautiful.”  Leslie leaned in and gave me a quick kiss on the lips. 

 “You all keep doing that and you both will ruin your makeup.”  Allie laughed. 

Leslie moved over and got on the floor with Jenny.  When she laid down on her stomach, I realized she was wearing black leggings and they were tight on her butt which looked fantastic.  Allie pulled my arm as she moved towards the kitchen. 

“Liked what you saw didn’t you.”  Allie said quietly. 

“What do you mean?”  I asked. 

“Leslie’s ass… I saw you looking.  You can thank me.  I sent her a text suggesting she wear leggings this evening.”  Allie chuckled.

I blushed. “Thanks.” 

We got some paper plates, napkins, and brought the pizza boxes out and set them on the coffee table.  After asking everyone what they wanted to drink we brought out waters for everyone but Jenny who got an apple juice in her sippy cup. 

I felt an urge to pee as I ate and quickly wet my diaper.  I was quickly reminded at how much I enjoyed that feeling as the warmth spread through it and it swelled slightly.  I looked over at Leslie and Allie wearing their leggings.  They both looked great in them. I knew I wanted to be able to look like that, but I really liked wearing and wetting a diaper.  I wished there was a way I could do both. 

After the pizza was finished Leslie helped me clean up.  I heard Allie telling Jenny that as soon as the movie was over it would be time to get in bed.  Leslie and I played with her on the floor with her until it ended. 

“Okay.  Sissy, how about you take her up and change her diaper and get her PJs on.  I will meet you up there with her bottle.  I can change your diaper then also if you need it.”  Allie said. 

As soon as she said it, I could see her eyes widen.   Leslie quickly looked over at me to see my reaction.  I looked up to see Scott’s as I felt my heart start to race and cheeks redden.  I couldn’t see anything in his face, so I took a deep breath and told Allie I was okay. 

Leslie reached over and squeezed my hand and smiled at me.  I grabbed Jenny and told her to tell everyone good night and headed up stairs.  I was still changing her diaper when Allie walked in with her bottle.

“I am so sorry.  It just came out.  I promise it wasn’t on purpose.”  Allie said with remorse.

“It is okay.  He knows I wear diapers.  He just thinks I have to, not that I want to.”  I told her. 

“Still… sorry.  Do you need your diaper changed?”  She asked. 

“No…  I am good.”  I told her.

I was wet but I wanted to wet it one more time before I was changed.  I finished changing Jenny and got her PJs on. 

Allie handed me her bottle and asked if I wanted to give it to her and I nodded my head yes.  I moved around on my bed and Jenny climbed into my lap and started to suckle.  I was a little envious of her then but also realized why mom enjoyed giving her a bottle as I was feeling Jenny snuggled against me. 

When she was finished Allie and I took turns reading her books and then put her in crib, tucked her in and gave her kisses on her forehead. 

“Hey, grab a few of your diapers and your night gown, unless it is still in my room, and put them on my bed.  That way I can change you are bedtime, and you can just sleep in my room again and not wake Jenny up.”  Allie directed.

I didn’t hesitate and went and grabbed three fresh diapers and my Sleeping Beauty nightgown.  I was hoping Allie would let sleep in her room again tonight. 

When we came downstairs Leslie and Scott were sitting on the couch chatting with each other.  Allie told them we were thinking about watching the original Top Gun and asked if they wanted popcorn.  They both said that sounded great so while I pulled up the movie on the TV she went and microwaved a couple bags of popcorn.  I also refilled everyone’s glasses with water. 

Allie brought out two bowels of popcorn and after an awkward moment of all our eyes darting back and forth Leslie got off the couch and moved to the love seat and I sat next to her.  Allie sat on the couch with Scott and I turned the movie on. 

As the movie started you could feel a little tension in the room.  Allie and Scott had set their popcorn bowl between them and Leslie and I had done the same.  I was still pretty full of the pizza so I was drinking more water than eating popcorn. 

I saw Allie move their popcorn bowl to the coffee table. Leslie looked at me and the bowl and could tell by my face that I was full, so she did the same thing with our bowl.  When she sat back down, I noticed she sat right next me.  I looked over and Scott and Allie were sitting right next to each other now also. 

At some point Leslie’s arm ended up around me and I moved so my head was laying more on her chest.  I smiled when I noticed that Allie was in almost the same position as me on Scott’s chest.  

All the water I had drank this evening had put a lot of pressure on my bladder so I wet my diaper for the second time.  I could tell it was heavy wetting and it had spread through out my diaper causing it to swell considerably. 

The volleyball scene came on.  I was surprised that it grabbed my attention differently than in the past.  I was definitely enjoying seeing the actors without their shirts on. 

Right as Maverick pulled up at the instructor’s house on his motorcycle, Leslie asked if we could pause the movie so she could use the little girls room.  I picked up the remote and hit pause and she untangled herself from me.  As she stood up and moved past Allie and Scott, I couldn’t help but notice that he followed her ass as she walked out of the room.    

Allie noticed it to and as soon as Leslie was in the bathroom she said. “Maybe we could rewind it and watch the volleyball scene again, what do you think Sissy that was pretty hot wasn’t it?” 

I am sure my face showed shock that Allie had asked me that.  I was glad that she asked when Leslie couldn’t hear.  I was deciding if I should say anything or just keep my mouth closed. 

“Well, I thought it was hot.”  Allie said with a tone of irritation. 

Leslie came back into the room and Scott must have figured out what was going on because he looked everywhere but in her direction.  As soon as she sat down, I reached for the remote again and it fell to the floor.  I got up off the love seat, I could feel my diaper really sagging as I stood up and bent over to pick it up.

“Um… huh… uh… Sissy….”  I heard Allie say. 

I picked the remote up.  “What?” 

“Well first you need to work on how you move in skirt.  You just flashed us your… well your diaper.  And I think I need to change it.  It looks like it is really soaked.”  Allie quietly said. 

I was now really embarrassed.  I knew what Allie was saying was true. I was pretty sure my diaper wouldn’t hold another wetting, but I really didn’t want Scott to know that Allie was taking me up to change my diaper.

“Go get changed sweetie.  We will leave the movie paused. Okay.”  Leslie said to me. 

“Uh… okay.”  I mumbled and turned and handed Leslie the remote. 

Allie got off the couch and led the way up the stairs with me following behind her.  When we got to her room, she closed the door after I walked in. 

“Hey… I am sorry.  I wouldn’t have said anything if I really didn’t think you needed to be changed.  Mom would lose her mind if you leaked on the love seat, you know that.”  She said while patting the bed. 

I had lifted my skirt up and laid back on the bed and Allie began to remove the wet diaper.  

“Why did you say that about the movie and the volleyball part?”  I asked as I Iifted my butt up for her slide a fresh diaper under me. 

“It just came out.  I watched Scott check out Leslie’s ass and I just… I wanted him to know that… I don’t know something.  I am really not being a very good sister tonight am I.”  Allie said with a little pout on her face while she finished securing my diaper tightly. 

“Well at least you are great at diaper changes.  And you weren’t wrong about the volleyball scene.”  I laughed as I sat up and pulled my skirt down.  

Allie smiled at me, and we headed down stairs.  Leslie and Scott were talking about something, but I couldn’t make out what is was.  Leslie hit play on the remote and indicated I should sit next to her which I did curling into her as I did.  Allie got back into the same position she was in before with Scott. 

I am not sure at what point in the movie it happened, but Leslie and I started with some soft gentle kisses and that had progressed to a pretty vigorous make out session.   I had peaked over to where Allie and Scott were, and the same thing was occurring. 

The credits for the movie had started to run and based on the time we had started the movie I knew it was pushing ten o’clock.  Mom had told us that Scott and Leslie needed to leave by ten.  I sat up and cleared my throat to get Allie’s attention.

“How about the ending of that movie.”  Allie said laughing as she also sat up.

“Uh… it is almost ten o’clock.”  I said. 

“Yea… okay. Mom was being pretty cool letting us have you all over while they were out, so we need to follow her rules.”  Allie said looking first at Scott and then Allie. 

They both smiled and sat up, readjusting their clothes the same way Allie and I were.  Scott stood first and moved to the door.  He and Allie shared another passionate kiss and he said he would contact her tomorrow as he walked out the door. 

Allie moved out of the way, and I walked Leslie to the door.  I kissed her and asked her to text me tomorrow when she woke up.  She told me she would and gave me another quick kiss before stepping outside. 

Allie was straightening up the family room and I grabbed the pop corn bowls and took them into the kitchen and put them in dishwasher.  Allie brought in the water glasses and did the same.  Without saying anything we headed up to her room. 

Right after entered the room I watched Allie peel her leggings down showing the back side of her thong.  I had a brief second of jealousy that she was wearing a thong, but I knew that was very happy to have my diaper on.  Allie took her shirt and bra off next and put her PJs on. 

“God, it feels good to take that off.”  She said as she hung her bra from the chair.  “It does a great job of showing my boobs off, but it isn’t real comfortable.” 

I laughed and took my shirt and bra off also, setting my forms on Allies desk.  I walked over to grab my nightgown of the bed. 

Looking over at Allie after I pulled my nightgown over my head I said.  “I just noticed your makeup, or more exactly your lipstick. It is a wreck.”

“Yea… yours is the same.  Sit here and I will help you take your makeup off and then you can do mine.”

We took turns using the makeup remover pads on each other and then moved towards the bed. 

“Do I need to change you before we go to asleep?”  Allie asked.

“No… I am dry right now actually.”  I said as I pulled the cover back and climbed in her bed.   

Allie did the same on the other side.  We settled back on our pillows.

“Tonight, was a good night, wasn’t it?”  I giggled a little.

“Yes… and again… I am sorry for… well you know I guess embarrassing you in front of Scott.”  Allie said sincerely.

“It is okay.  It isn’t like he didn’t know I was wearing diapers and…. That volleyball scene was hot!”  I laughed. 

“You are such a girl Sissy! Goodnight.” 

[Flyingsquirrel]

Just an FYI puberty blockers aren't permanent. Your body will pickup where it left off once you stop taking them. The hormones are what are permanent changes (eventually). 

[fireandcrinkles]

Chapter 25

“You really like wetting your diaper don’t you.  You like it so much you even smile when you are doing it in your sleep.”  I heard Allie saying as I woke up. 

“What?” I said groggily. 

“I have been awake for awhile and about thirty minutes ago you smiled and sighed while you were sleeping.  I lifted the covers up and your nightie was bunched up.  I could see your diaper swelling.” She explained. 

“What?  You looked under the covers and watched me wet my diaper?”  I had opened my eyes now. 

Allie just nodded.  She was sitting up with some pillows propped behind her and had her phone in her hand.  I slowly sat up continuing to wake up.  As I moved it was obvious my diaper was really wet.  I looked over at the clock and saw it was almost eight-thirty. 

“Want me to change you and then we can go get some breakfast?  Smells like mom made bacon.”  Allie asked. 

“Uh… sure.  Thanks.  How long have you been awake?”  I responded. 

Allie stood up went and grabbed a fresh diaper and the wipes off the top of her dresser.   I pulled the covers off and spun around on the bed.  My nightgown was still bunched up under me.  I raised up on my elbows and could see how swollen and soaked my diaper was. 

“Good thing I got that on tight.  If it didn’t leak last night, I don’t think it ever will.”  Allie smiled at me. 

She quickly ripped the tapes off and pulled the wet one from under my butt.  She thoroughly cleaned me the told me to lift up so she could slide the dry diaper in place.  She did her normal great job of taping it tightly in place. 

“Um… next time you shower you might want to do a little shaving uh… you know where.  Plus, you have some stubble on your legs also.”  Allie smiled at me. 

We got up and headed down stairs.  Mom, Brian and Jenny were at the table.  Mom had made bacon and it looked like they had scrambled eggs. 

“Good morning Girls.” Mom sang out as we entered.  “Want me to make you some eggs?”

We replied with good morning and yes in unison, then laughed as we sat at the table. 

Mom got up and moved over to the stove.  “Everything go alright last night.  You all were already in bed when we got home.  Uh…. Allie did you change Cindy’s diaper this morning?” 

“Yep… and yes, last night was fine, Jenny was great.  She ate a good dinner and went to bed right on time after she had a her bottle.”  Allie told her. 

“That is good.  And your friends came over also?”  Brian asked with a smile.

“Yes.  And we followed the rules.   We never left the family room.”  Allie said. 

“Thanks for watching them and for following the rules.”  Mom said returning to the table with freshly scrambled eggs. 

Brian got up and poured us both orange juice and brought them to the table. 

“Cindy your doctor appointment is at one o’clock so we will need to leave right after lunch at twelve-thirty.  Umm…  I think you can wear some of your girl stuff but maybe not your bra and breast forms, okay?”  Mom said. 

I just nodded.  For some reason I was embarrassed to talk about this in front of Brian. 

“Oh… Do you think you could wear a pullup instead of a diaper?  I was hoping we could just focus on the possible gender dysphoria today.”  She continued. 

I nodded again but wasn’t sure how that was going to go.  If my pullup was dry at the start of the appointment, I would probably be okay.  I realized I was nervous about the doctor’s visit and I knew that in the past when I was nervous it tended to cause me to pee more.  

“Allie what are your plans for today?”  Mom asked her. 

“Umm…  I wasn’t sure when Cindy’s doctor appointment was, but Leslie and I wanted to go to the pool today.”  Allie said her statement sounding more like a question. 

“Okay… I am going to see if Christine or Aunt Marie can watch Jenny while we are at Cindy’s appointment.  I don’t want to ask to do it two days in row.”  Mom told her. 

“Oh… well if they can’t, I can do it.  I know this is pretty important to her.”  Allie smiled at me.

“Thanks.  I will text them right after I clean the kitchen.” 

We finished breakfast and went back up to Allie’s room.  I knew I needed to shower but wanted to at least wet my diaper before I took it off.  I was also feeling a need to poop, and I hoped that I would be able to pee before that happened because I definitely didn’t want to do that in my diaper. 

“Is Scott going with you and Leslie to the pool?  Is Lance?”  I asked nervously for some reason. 

“No.  He has something to do with his brother today.  And I didn’t ask Lance.  Not sure Scott would like that.   You aren’t upset we are going to the pool, are you?”  Allie looked at me with a funny expression.

“What… no.  Or I don’t think so.  I think I have just gotten so use to us doing things together that I feel…  left out or something.  It is stupid.”  I told her honestly. 

Allie smiled at me.  “That makes sense, it does.  I will be honest; I am kind of looking forward to Leslie and I being able to spend time together.  I really don’t mind you all being a couple, but I am missing my time with my best friend, sorry… hope that doesn’t make me a bitch.” 

It was my turn to smile.  “No… that makes sense also.  I am sure Leslie is looking forward to it also.” 

I was feeling pressure in my bladder, so I sprawled on my stomach on Allie’s bed and wet my diaper.  I liked feeling it swell against me and the warmth of the pee as it spread through out it. 

“Okay… time for my shower.”  I said standing up. 

“Did you just pee?  And you have plenty of time.  Maybe you should take a bath, a bubble bath.  It is honestly a great way to shave your legs and it is definitely a girly thing to do.  My bubble bath is under the sink.” 

“Yes… and okay.  I think I will try that.”

I went into the bathroom and pulled my nightgown off and hung it the back of the door.  I dropped my diaper next and then used the potty to poop, reminded again how happy I was not to have to do that in a diaper.  I pulled Allie’s bubble bath out from under the sink and started the bath water. 

I also got a new razor out from under the sink.  I am not sure why, but I took one of Allie’s pink ones instead of mine.  Right as I closed the door, I saw my pack of maxipads next to Allie’s and that made me smile for some reason. 

I stepped into the tub and sat down.  I immediately knew that this would not be my last bubble bath.  I loved how it felt on my skin and the scent of perfumy flowers.  I was nervous about the doctor appointment, but this helped me relax. 

Eventually I shaved my legs enjoying the feeling of femininity that it produced.  I carefully shaved my diaper area next.  As I looked at my boy parts I thought how nice it would be to not have to worry about how they make certain clothes look if I didn’t have them.  Did I want to have them removed I wondered?

After I was done shaving my groin I ran my hands up my body.   One thing I knew I did want was breasts.  I really liked how it felt when I wore my forms and how I looked.  I thought I would probably have to tell the doctor that. 

I wasn’t sure how long I had been in the bath, but it felt like a long time.  I stood up and quickly shaved under my arms and then quickly ran the razor under my chin and then my nose to clean any peach fuzz that had grown in the past couple days.  I realized I was lucky to have such a light amount of facial hair and hoped that would continue, at least until I could take meds or do things to stop it. 

I jumped when I heard a loud rap on the door and then it swung open.  “I am sorry, but I really have to pee and Brian is in the shower in their room, and Steve apparently has moved into the bathroom downstairs.” 

I jumped behind the shower curtain as Allie pulled her panties down and her nightshirt up and sat on the toilet.  Her nightshirt was bunched at her thighs so I couldn’t see anything, but I did hear pee as she spurted into the toilet.  I giggled when I realized that two weeks ago, we would have never been in bathroom together like this.

“What?  Sorry but I was going to wet myself if I waited another minute.  I even thought about borrowing one of your diapers for second.”  Allie said as she quickly wiped herself, flushed, and then washed her hands.

She left the bathroom without saying anything else.  I pulled the drain of the tub.  Hearing Allie mention using one of my diapers made me wonder how it felt when a girl wets a diaper.  Does it swell the front of the diaper?   If I had my stuff removed how would that work with diapers? 

I toweled off and then wrapped the towel under my arms and headed off to Jenny’s room to get some pullups and clothes to wear.  I picked a pair of denim shorts and a violet scoop necked t shirt at the last second, I grabbed the training bra that was with the rest of the stuff in my drawer.  Walking over to the closet I pulled out some pullups and took them over to my bed. 

I got dressed and while I was happy to be wearing a bra, I missed the feel of my forms pulling on the straps and the feel of movement as I walked.  I also missed the feeling of the bulk of a diaper between my legs. 

I stepped back into the bathroom and brushed my hair back.  I thought about parting it like mom did and adding a barrette but decided not to.  What I really wanted was my hair to grow longer so I could put it in pony tail. 

I left the bathroom and went down stairs and Steve was coming in the front door from his sleepover. 

“Are you and Allie going to the pool today?”  He asked. 

“Allie is.  I have a doctor appointment this afternoon.”  I told him. 

“Oh yea… going to ask the doctor to make you a real girl?”

“Umm… we are going to talk about what I would need to do for that happen, I think.”  I said. 

“Cool.”  I heard as he bounded up the stairs. 

I was a little surprised at his nonchalant attitude.  I heard him talking to mom and then mom coming down the stairs. 

“You look cute.  Do you plan on doing any makeup?  Can you watch Jenny for a few minutes while I get dressed?  I thought maybe we could get lunch at Panera on the way to the doctors if you want.  Aunt Marie is coming over to watch Jenny.”  Mom said. 

“Is it okay to wear a little makeup?  I mean I know I am wearing girl’s clothes and all but I wasn’t sure it that was… too much?”  I asked. 

“Sure, you can.  Just go light on it.  And do you want to go to lunch?”  Mom smiled at me.

“Yes… lunch sounds great.” 

Mom handed me Jenny and turned and went back upstairs.  I took her over to the family room and played with her on the floor.  My phone chirped and I picked it up.

‘Hi Girlfriend.  Hope your doctor appointment goes great.  Please tell me all about it when you are done.’  Leslie had sent. 

I smiled and sent back. ‘Thanks.  I will.  Like being your girlfriend. XOXO’ 

Allie and Steve came down dressed for the pool. 

“Hope it goes well.  Need me to go with you and tell the doctor that you are an amazing Sissy, and it is way obvious that you are meant to be a girl.”  Allie smiled and laughed. 

“Umm… thanks.  But I think I got it.”  I laughed. 

Allie and Steve left for the pool.  I was disappointed that Leslie didn’t come by the house to walk with them.

“Hey… I got her.  You can go do your makeup.  Also, grab your bag and make sure you put an extra couple pullups in it, okay.”  Mom had come into the family room. 

I went upstairs to Allie’s room and put on a touch of eyeliner and mascara along with a little lip gloss.  The bag I had used when I went out before was on the floor and I grabbed it and went to Jenny’s room to put in an extra pullup.  I saw there was already one in it, along with wipes and a diaper, so I didn’t add another.   

The rest of the morning went quickly.  Aunt Marie showed at eleven-thirty and Mom, Brain and I loaded up in the car to head to lunch.   It was quiet on the way to lunch.  I could feel my nerves growing.  I really had no idea how this doctor appointment was going to go. 

We arrived at the restaurant and as I got out of the car, I felt myself spurt some pee into my pullup.  I was able to quickly stop the pee from continuing but realized I needed to use the bathroom as soon as we got in the restaurant.

“Uh…mommy…. I need to use the restroom.”  I said as Brian and my mom got in line to order. 

“Okay… lets order first and then you can go, okay?”  She smiled at me. 

I wasn’t sure that was a good idea, but she had already turned back toward the register and was discussing what she was going to order with Brian.  I looked at the board and picked the half sandwich and soup combo along with a large, iced tea.  My mouth felt dry, which I was sure was the nerves. 

The group in front of us took for ever to order and while waiting to order I again spurted in my pullup, this time more than the first and it was hard to stop.  By now I really needed to go and told my mom.  She was obviously frustrated with me but told me to go and that she would order for me. 

I entered the girl’s restroom and nervously looked around.  It appeared I was alone, and I quickly entered a stall and removed my shorts.  My bladder had decided that since I was in a bathroom it was time for me to pee and I quickly soaked the pullup.  I was able to stop for a second and tore the sides off and removed it, sitting on the toilet immediately afterwards.  A little pee was left, and it dribbled into the bowl. 

I pulled the wipes out and cleaned myself and then got the spare pull up out and pulled into place.  When I saw the diaper in the bag, I knew I would rather have that on but I didn’t want to try and diaper myself and I was pretty sure I wouldn’t be able to get my shorts to button and zip over it anyways. 

I pulled my shorts up, wrapped up the used pullup tightly and stepped out of the stall.  I dropped the pullup in the trash can then washed my hands and gave my makeup a quick look in the mirror.  I was happy with the girl I saw staring back at me and smiled at her. 

I walked out and saw my mom and Brian sitting at a table with our drinks.  I took a seat with them. 

“Everything go, okay?”  Mom asked. 

“Uh… yea, I guess.  I had to change my pullup.” I said very quietly. 

The pager lit up and vibrated and Brian got up to get our order.  Mom reached over to me and squeezed my hand and smiled at me.   Brian sat the tray down in front of us and we took our meals off it.  There wasn’t a lot of discussion as we ate, just some general comments about Brian’s work and upcoming travel. 

I ate my sandwich and finished my soup.  I also drank all my iced tea.  Mom announced we needed to go so we wouldn’t be late for the appointment and we quickly exited and loaded in the car.  The doctor’s office was only ten minutes away, so we arrived with time to spare and entered the waiting area. 

Mom and I went to the counter together to check in.  The receptionist smiled at me as she checked me in and told us to take a seat.  I felt pressure on my bladder again and realized that drinking all the iced tea probably wasn’t a great idea.

A small amount of pee escaped, I started to tell my mom I was going to use the restroom when my name was called.  I noticed a couple of strange looks from the others in waiting area when the name Mike was called, and I stood up.  Fortunately, the nurse just smiled at me and led me and my mom back to the exam room. 

I was weighed, measured and had my vitals taken.  While this was happening, more pee escaped into my pullup.  I didn’t completely wet it, but it was definitely more than a leak, fortunately it took the pressure off my bladder and my need to pee went away. 

The nurse left and said the doctor would be with us in a few minutes. 

“You okay?” Mom asked. 

“Yes… I am kind of surprised I am not more nervous.  I was earlier but now that I am here I think I am good.”  I told her.

“Good…  just be honest with the doctor, okay?”  She smiled at me. 

There was a quick knock on the door and we heard.  “Yes… being honest with the doctor is always a good idea.” 

Doctor Jorgenson walked in with a smile on her face.  She picked up the chart that the nurse had left and glanced at it.  She then took a seat on the stool and turned toward me. 

“So… it looks like there have been some changes since the last time I saw you, huh.”  She said while still smiling. 

“Uh… yes.”  I stuttered. 

“How long has this been going on?  The last time I examined you was eight months ago.” 

I gave her the history of my dressing in girl clothing, leaving out the parts about starting with girl’s toddler clothing.  She asked if I had ever done it before and I mentioned putting Allie’s panties on years ago but not saying it was over a diaper.  Mom added a few comments and filled in a couple of gaps. 

“Well, it sounds like at least right now you are committed to this.  I want to start with having you seeing a therapist who specializes in gender issues.  Depending on how that evaluation goes the next step would be an endocrinologist.” 

“Will they give me hormones?”  I asked. 

“Maybe… just so you know…  physical changes aren’t going to happen right away.  The therapist will talk to you more about this but there are ways to help you look more like girl without hormones, etc.”  The doctor said. 

“She is already using some of those.  Just didn’t do it today.” Mom interjected. 

“And I see you are wearing girls’ clothing and even a little makeup.  You look pretty.”  Dr. Jorgenson said.

“Thank you.”  I blushed.

“What are you plans for school?”

“What do you mean?”  I asked her. 

“Do you plan to present as a girl at school when it starts next week?” 

“Yes…  it is already out to a lot of my classmates that I am trans and tomorrow I am going to event with a lot of them as a girl.”  I told her.

“Okay… you are brave.  I am going to write a note for you to give the school.  They will meet with you and talk about using your preferred name, pronouns, bathrooms, and physical education participation.  Are you going to use a different name?”  She asked.

“Yes… I am using Cindy… short for Cinderella.”  I said proudly. 

“Oh, that is lovely.  Just be careful wearing glass shoes.”  She laughed. 

“I will go get all the information for the therapist, the school stuff, do you either of you have any questions?”  She stood up as she said that. 

“No.” Mom and I said in unison.

The doctor exited and mom said.  “Well, that went okay I think.  What do you think?” 

“I agree.  I wish she could tell me exactly what happens next, but I guess we won’t know until I talk to the therapist.” 

“These are big steps sweetie.  I know you are anxious, but it is good that we are taking our time and making sure we are doing the right things.”  Mom reached for hand as she talked. 

“I know.  Thank you for your help and support.  I love you mommy.”  I responded.

Another quick knock.  “You are very lucky Cindy.  Most transgendered teens don’t have the level of family support it looks like you have.  Here is the note for the school, the information to make an appointment for the therapist, and a couple of pamphlets on support groups for both Cindy and her family.” 

Mom took them from her hand and thanked her. 

“I would like to see you again in six weeks just to make sure you are comfortable with what is going on.” The doctor said to me. 

I nodded and mom said sure as the doctor exited the room. 

“Uh… do you need to use the little girls room?”  Mom asked me. 

“No… I am good until we get home.” I told her with a little surprise that I didn’t feel a need to pee.

“Are you sure?  I need to make a quick stop at the store on the way home, so it is going to be at least thirty to forty minutes.”

“Yep… I am good.”  I said. 

Mom got up and I followed her out of the room.  We met Brian sitting in the waiting room and he smiled at us as he got up and led us out of the office.  We made our way to the parking lot and the Suburban.  Brian had parked in the second row. 

Just as I stepped in front of mom I heard.  “Cindy!  Your shorts are all wet.  Did you pee yourself?” 

“What?”  I said quickly reaching my hand behind me and feeling the wet shorts. 

“You did, didn’t you.  You didn’t know you were peeing your pullup?  Did you do that in the exam room?”  Mom voice still sounded shocked.

“I…  I wet… I wet it just a little while we were in the waiting room, but I don’t remember peeing after that.  I am sorry.”  I said.

“Jesus… well the damage is done now.  You didn’t bring any spare clothes, did you?  And that was your last pullup also, right?”  Mom said exasperated. 

“No… and yes… last pull up.”  I said to the ground. 

“He… sorry…. She can’t sit like that on the seats on the way home.  Maybe the doctors office has something she can wear.  They probably have diapers or something right?”  Brian said. 

It dawned on me that I had a diaper in my bag.  Telling mom about that would surely beat having her ask the receptionist or nurse for a diaper my size. 

“Uh… I have a diaper in my bag.  It was left over from the other day.”  I said.

“Okay… well I guess I can change you in the Suburban and you can wear that home.”  Mom said with a little uncertainty. 

I didn’t say anything.  I wasn’t excited about the idea of being changed out in public in the middle of the day but also didn’t want to go back into the doctor’s office. 

Mom grabbed my wrist and led me to the Suburban.  She opened the passenger door and indicated that I needed to remove my shorts.  I unbuttoned them and slid them off, looking around as I did it. Mom then ripped the side of the pullup on both sides and motioned for me to sit up on the seat.  She took my bag from me and pulled out the diaper and wipes.

“This pullup is soaked.  No wonder it leaked.  I should have never let you drink all that tea. Slide back and lift your butt.” She barked. 

I slid back on my shoulders and dug my heels into the seat and bridged my butt off the seat.  The pullup dropped and mom grabbed it and sat it on the floor.  She quickly ran a wipe over me and then slide the diaper under me as I lowered my butt onto it.  She quickly did the tapes.

“I am sure that wasn’t an Allie quality diaper change, but it will have to do.  Get into your seat and put your seatbelt on.” 

Brian had climbed into the driver’s seat and mom closed my door and then got into the passenger seat.  I couldn’t believe I was sitting in the Suburban wearing just a shirt and a diaper.  I was very quiet until Brian asked mom if we were still stopping at the store.  She told him yes.  

We pulled into the parking lot and as she got out mom told me that she should make me go in with her.  Maybe the embarrassment of being seen in just a diaper would get me to focus more on not wetting myself all the time.  I didn’t respond and just dropped my head. 

Brian stayed in the car with me and when was twenty or so feet from the car he turned back to me. 

“I don’t understand the diapers and why you want to wear and use them.  I do understand that your mom is trying very hard to support you.  You need to figure out a way to meet her in the middle or something on this.”  His tone was flat and non-judgmental.

I waited a second and took a deep breath.  “I know she is.  And I am honestly trying, or at least most of time I am.  I didn’t intentionally do this today.  I promise.”

Nothing else was said and about ten minutes later mom approached the car and sat three grocery bags on the back seat next to me.  Brian started the car and we drove home in silence.  I thought about apologizing to mom but was honestly happy that it wasn’t be talked about and didn’t want to be the one to bring it up again. 

We pulled into the drive way at home.  It dawned on me that I was going to have make my way into the house while just wearing a diaper on my bottom.   Mom was busy texting on her phone and Brian seemed to be waiting for her to finish.

I took a quick look around and didn’t see anyone on the sidewalk or in the neighbors’ yards, so I opened the door and quickly got out.  I went to the front of the Suburban and squeezed between it and the garage hoping it gave me some cover.  I now just needed to make from there to the front door which sat back about twelve feet from where the garage stuck out.

I moved towards the walkway from the drive way to the front door and as soon as I passed the edge of the garage, I saw people standing on the walkway at the front door.  I recognized Leslie right away and then Allie.  It took a second to realize that it was Lance and Ryan with them.  Allie and Leslie’s eyes bugged out as they saw what I was wearing, and I felt myself freeze in place. 

“Hey Mike…. Uh I mean Cindy… umm… what are you wearing?”  Lance said. 

I didn’t acknowledge him and walked quickly in the house.  I did notice that both Lance and Ryan weren’t wearing shirts and had towels draped over their shoulders.   I also noticed that Lance was focused on Allie and Ryan on Leslie.  In fact, my brain caught up to the fact that Ryan had his hand on Leslie’s arm when I had first saw them. 

I darted between them and opened the door and entered the house closing the door behind me.  I saw Steve coming out of the kitchen and he looked at me, then my diaper, shook his head and went upstairs to his room. 

“How did it go at the doctors?  Um… why are you wearing just a diaper?”  I heard my aunt ask from the couch. 

“Good… and I leaked on my shorts.”  I snapped. 

I heard the door open behind me and saw mom and Brian come in.  I was unable to read the expression on my mom’s face.  It may have been a look of sadness that I had been seen by Lance and Ryan in just my diaper, or it might have been a smirk of serves you right. 

I darted up the stairs.  Just as I started to enter Jenny’s room, I realized that she was probably napping, and I didn’t want to wake her up and make mom even more upset with me.  I thought about going into Allie’s room, but I didn’t really want to see her or Leslie, if she came in with Allie, right now.  Finally, I went into mom’s room and closed the door most of the way. 

I sat on the edge of mom’s bed and then got up and went to her closet and opened the door to look in the full-length mirror.  Seeing the diaper confirmed that it was obvious it was a diaper I was wearing, and Ryan and Lance wouldn’t have missed that.  I turned and looked back over my shoulder, and it was even more obvious. 

“At least it is a cute diaper with Disney Princesses on it.  Not some boring white diaper.  Very fashion conscious, Sissy.” 

I startled a little hearing Allie’s voice, but I also couldn’t help to smile just a little bit at her attempt at humor.  Leslie moved past her, and I felt her hand on my arm. 

“Are you okay?”  She asked. 

“Yep.  I am fine.  How are you?  How is Ryan?”  I asked her tersely. 

“What?  I am fine.  Ryan seems fine.  I think he is wondering about your diaper, but he didn’t say anything mean or nasty about it.”  Leslie said while taking my other arm in her hand. 

“How about Lance?  How is doing?”  I turned and looked at Allie as I asked that.

“Okay… he didn’t say anything either.”  Allie told me. 

Before I could respond Brian walked in the room.  “Uh… girls, think you should go into Allie’s room.  I need to change my clothes so I can go mow the grass.   Thanks.” 

Allie and Leslie quickly moved out of the room.  I reluctantly followed behind them and hesitated again as I entered Allie’s room. 

“How did it go with the doctor?”  Allie said as soon I was in the room. 

“Okay… I need to see a therapist and depending on how that goes she will refer me to endocrinologist for hormones, etc.  She did give me a note for school so I can start the new year as a girl.” 

“Really!  That is great.  Are you happy about that?”  Leslie asked.

“I was…  now though I am going to be known as the transgender diaper freak.” I barked out. 

“I am not sure Lance will say anything.  He is our friend, and I am sure if we ask him not to he won’t.”  Allie said.

“And Ryan is a nice guy I bet if you ask him, he won’t either.”  Leslie added. 

“Maybe you should ask him since he seems so interested in you.  You could flirt some more with him and that would probably help.”  I quickly responded.

Leslie rocked back.  “What?  What the fuck are you talking about?  Flirting with him?” 

I waited a few seconds.  “I saw you all when I got home.  I saw his hand on your arm.  I saw you all at the pool the other day.  I know you are interested in him.”  

“I am not interested in him…. At least not that way.  I do like him.  He is nice.  I like girls… or boys that want to be girls…  I like you… or at least I thought I did but if you don’t trust me, I will have to think about that.” 

I didn’t respond.  Mostly because deep down I knew what Leslie was saying was true.  I was lashing out at her because I was mad at the situation that had just happened.  I just wasn’t going to admit that right now. 

“Allie… I will text you later.”  Leslie said as she left the room closing the door behind her.

“You are seriously letting her walk out of here?  Are you fucking kidding me?  You really are a girl aren’t you… you are insecure and love drama.”  Allie said incredulously. 

“Yea… I know what I saw.  What would Scott say if he saw you and Lance all flirty on the front step?”  I snapped back. 

“I am not sure, but I would hope he would at least talk to me and listen to what I told him.  And I don’t know what you thought you saw but there was nothing going on.  We were talking about the formal tomorrow and who everyone was going with.  They both have dates to it if you are wondering.”

“Why were they with you all to start with?”  I said not looking at her. “They closed the pool because some baby had an accident in it, so we all walked home together.  I guess we were lucky that didn’t happen a few days ago when you were at the pool.”  Allie’s tone was angry.

I looked up at her and started to respond but decided to just leave the room.  I got up and stormed out slamming the door behind me.  Again, I didn’t know where to go.  At the top of the stairs I could hear mom with Jenny so I went into Jenny’s room.  She was up from her nap and mom had taken her downstairs.

I took my bag off my shoulder and pulled me phone out.  I saw there some texts on it, so I opened the text app.

‘Hey… just chatted with Lance.  He said he saw you in diaper.  I told him you were having some medical problems.  He told me that is what Allie told him also.  He is cool with it.  Just thought you would want to know.”  Scott had written. 

I noticed Lance had sent one also, so I opened it next.  ‘FYI- I won’t tell anyone.  I don’t think Ryan will either. Hope they figure out what is going on.  Was that why you were at the doctors?  Wow you got a lot going on.  Sorry… girl.’  He had added a heart eyed emoji after the word girl. 

I was surprised that I smiled at Lance’s text.  I quickly wrote him back.  ‘Thank you.  The doctor today was about me becoming a girl for real and what all I need to do.’ 

‘Oh… wow.  That is cool.  Although I think you are already a girl for real. You should look in the mirror you look amazing.’  He sent back right away. 

I was surprised at how my heart beat picked up.  Was he flirting with me I wondered? 

I quickly typed.  ‘Thanks.  You look amazing also.  Whatever you did at camp this summer definitely looks good on you.’ I added a heart eyed emoji after thanks and a winking one at the end. 

I tried to find the courage to hit send and finally did.  I immediately got nervous after I sent it and also felt a little guilty when I thought about Leslie.  I also realized that for the past few minutes I hadn’t thought about Lance and Ryan seeing me wearing a diaper. 

“You need to text Leslie.  You really hurt her feelings.”  Allie suddenly said behind me. 

I jumped when Allie spoke.  I am not sure if it was because she startled me or if because I felt like she was catching me doing something wrong by texting with Lance.  My phone dinged and I saw that Lance had sent back a heart eyed, smiling, and winking emoji. 

“Is that Leslie?”  Allie asked. 

“No… It was Lance.  He was just telling me that he isn’t going to say anything about my…  you know diaper.”

“Hmm… pretty interesting smile you got when you looked at it.  Whatever, Leslie has been so supportive of you, you need to treat her better.” Allie admonished me.

I knew she was right.  I also know that I was partly taking all the bad parts of my afternoon; mom being mad at me for my leaking pull up, being caught wearing a diaper, and even just the nervousness I had felt all day because of the doctor appointment out on her. 

“You are right.  You have been awesome also.  At least recently.  I am just being a drama queen bitch, aren’t I?” I looked up at Allie. 

“Yep…  and remember I am much better at being a bitch than you are, so unless you want my wrath you better improve you attitude Sissy.”  Allie smiled at me as she sat on the bed.

I picked up my phone and texted Leslie. ‘Sorry.’ 

I also texedt Scott and told him thanks for chatting with Lance and letting me know. 

“Did you text her?”  Allie asked. 

“Yep… and I also texted your boyfriend.  He talked to Lance and told him that I had a medical problem.  He said you told Lance that also.  Thanks.”  I told her. 

Leslie smiled at me and put her hand on mine.  “A lot of people care about you and have your back.  The reason for that is you are good person.  So don’t screw that up by being a drama queen.” 

I laughed and felt myself start to wet my diaper.  As the warmth spread through it and the front began to swell I loved how it felt.  I also realized that loving that feeling was going to make it very hard for me to ever give up diapers. 

“You are wetting your diaper, aren’t you?”  Allie said as more of a statement than a question. 

I nodded without looking up at her. 

“Looks like I am going to be changing your diaper everyday at school next year, aren’t I?”

I hesitated a second.  “Probably.  I uh… honestly really need to wear them but…  I also really like wearing them and wetting them.  Sorry.” 

“Whatever… but realize that means people are going to find out about it, okay.” 

“Yea…  it seems like if they think I need them they are okay with it.  So as long as you and Leslie don’t tell them the truth, I think I will be alright.” 

“True… so another reason not to piss us off by being a bitch.”  Allie laughed loudly this time. 

I am not sure why because normally I had been wearing shorts or something over my diaper around the house, but I choose to just wear my diaper and a t shirt the rest of the afternoon.  I spent a part of it playing with Jenny and then later went and played some video games with Steve.  I also looked at my phone constantly waiting to see if Leslie have texted me back and got more nervous when I didn’t see anything. 

I also wet my diaper two more times.  It was now completely soaked which I found I liked the feeling of.  When I got up to leave Steve’s room it was sagging, and I knew it wouldn’t take another wetting.  I also knew that if mom saw my diaper in this condition, she wouldn’t be happy. 

I ducked into to Jenny’s room and grabbed a fresh diaper then went over to Allie’s room.  I lightly knocked on the door and stepped in.  Allie was laying on her bed with her phone in her hand. 

“Hey… can you change me really quick?”  I asked.

Allie didn’t say anything but just got up and reached for the diaper in my hand and grabbed the wipes.  I moved to the bed and laid back.  Allie ripped the tapes off and I pushed up with my heels so she could pull the diaper from under me.

“My god.  This thing is gross.  You actually didn’t mind wearing it like this?”  Allie shook her head.  “I am scared to roll it up like normal, pretty sure your piss will pour out of it.” 

I didn’t say anything, and Allie used the wipes to clean me.  This time she used several, I guess she thought I needed it based on how wet my diaper was.  She then slide the new diaper in place and pulled both sides tight and taped them in place.

“I made that as tight as possible.  If you are going to drench your diapers like that you are going to leak at some point.  Better be sure it isn’t on the couch or love seat.  Or worse in my bed.” 

I thanked her and continued to basically stare at my phone hoping Leslie would test back.  At some point I sent another text this time telling her I was really sorry.  I hoped that would get her to respond. 

By dinner time I hadn’t heard anything from her.  Dinner was also tense with mom and Brian. I had walked in wearing just my t shirt and diaper and mom gave me a look.   It almost seemed like Brian was ignoring me completely.  They both seemed to be focusing their attention on Jenny. 

When dinner was over, I got up and started to do the dishes. Mom thanked me for that and she took Jenny up for her bath.  Brian asked Steve if wanted to play some video games and they went up to Steve’s room.  Allie helped me and then we went into the family room. 

Leslie still hadn’t texted me.  I asked Allie what she thought I should do.  I could tell Allie was thinking about her answer before she finally said. 

“Umm… she had a pretty big fight with her mom this afternoon.  It might not be that she is ignoring you, she might just not want to chat with anyone right now.  I wouldn’t push too hard.” 

I noticed that Allie wasn’t totally comfortable as she spoke and that she wouldn’t look at me as she had told me that. 

“Do you know what the fight was about?”  I asked nervously. 

Allie let a deep sigh.  “This is another time that my best friend and my… sister… being an item or whatever isn’t a good thing for me.” 

“What does that mean?”  I asked. 

“It means, I know what they fought about but I also don’t think I should be the one to tell you.  I think that is Leslie’s decision if she wants you to know.”  Again, Allie wouldn’t look at me as she spoke. 

I looked at her. I thought about pleading with her to tell me but decided that wasn’t fair to Allie.  She would basically have to pick between me or Leslie if I did that. 

Allie picked up the remote and found something to watch on Netflix.  I played on my phone.  I heard mom come downstairs and get a bottle ready for Jenny then go back upstairs.  About thirty minutes later she came down and told us that she had put a clean diaper on Allie’s bed and that my nightgown was laying on top of the bed also.  She thanked us for cleaning the kitchen and said she would see us in the morning.

I remembered that tomorrow she was planning on surprising Allie with a trip to the spa for manicures, pedicures and getting her hair done for the formal.  She had also said she was going to try and get an appointment for me since I had planned on going.  If Leslie was still mad at me, I wasn’t sure I was still going to go.  I definitely didn’t want to go by myself, and I knew Allie wouldn’t want me to be a third wheel with her and Scott. 

Right before ten o’clock my phone chirped, I picked it up to see Leslie had texted me. 

‘Thank you for saying sorry.  I am sorry for the late response.  Big fight with my mom.  Can we chat tomorrow morning?’  She wrote. 

I immediately typed back.  ‘I am sorry you had a fight with your mom.  Of course, we can chat tomorrow.  Wish I could hug you right now.’ 

Leslie just texted back. ‘Okay.  Chat tomorrow.’ 

Allie looked over at me and must have seen the emotions on my face.  “You, okay?  Did Leslie text you?” 

“Uh… I don’t know really.  She did.  Just said she had fight with her mom and she would chat with me tomorrow.”

“Alright… well I am heading up to bed.  I want to try and get a good night’s sleep since tomorrow will be a late night.  Do you want me to change you before bed?  Your diaper looks a little wet and I don’t want it leaking in our bed.” Allie said as she stood up. 

I immediately stood up and followed her.  When we got to her room, she changed first into her pjs and told me I needed to remove my makeup.  We went into the bathroom together and brushed our teeth and I removed my makeup. 

Back in her room she quickly diapered me.   I realized that as she was doing it, the feeling of contentment I had let me momentarily forget my anxiousness about what was going on with Leslie.  I was also really happy to be sleeping in her room again tonight. 

“Allie.  Thank you.  I love you.”  I said. 

“I love you to Sissy. Goodnight.”

[fireandcrinkles]

Chapter 26

I was startled by a knock on the door and mom bursting into the room. 

“Good morning girls!  Beauty sleep time is over.  You both need to get up, have some breakfast, take your showers and get ready to go out.”  Mom said loudly. 

She then dropped Jenny on the bed who climbed up and shoved her Elsa plushie in my face.  I felt my diaper warming and swelling and realized it was pretty wet already.  I was hoping it wouldn’t leak.  I loved that Allie let me sleep in her room and shared her bed and didn’t want to mess that up. 

I heard Allie groan next to me. “What time is it?”

I lifted up on my elbow and looked at her clock and saw that it was almost ten o’clock.  I was shocked I never slept past about eight and Allie normally woke up around nine at the latest.  I quickly tickled Jenny and she squealed. 

“Uh… almost ten o’clock believe it or not.”  I told Allie.

“Wow… I must have been really tired.  Uh…  if it is that late how is your diaper holding up?  No wetting the bed remember…. You can sleep here every night, but you can’t wet the bed.”  Allie’s eyes were still closed. 

“I wanted to talk to you about that.  I think Cindy should move into this room.  She can’t share a room with Steve, and it really isn’t fair to her or Jenny to share a toddlers room, even if they both are in diapers.  Although, I am thinking Jenny is going to be out of diapers before Cindy.”  Mom actually chuckled a little at the end.  

I had reached down and felt around me, the sheets were dry but as I moved I realized that my diaper was drenched.  I wouldn’t tell Allie or mom this, but I had discovered I really liked how it felt when my diaper was soaked. 

“Okay with me.  As long as she doesn’t wet the bed, like I said.”  Allie’s eyes had opened, and she was now tickling Jenny. 

I don’t know why but my heart suddenly felt warm, and I could feel myself tearing up.   I was so happy to hear Allie say that she was okay with us sharing a room.  I was also excited that I would have a teen girl room and not a toddler room. 

“Are you okay with that Cindy?”  Mom asked. 

“Yes!  Thank you, Allie.”  I said enthusiastically. 

“Great.  And this room is big enough for two full size beds.  I was going have to buy a new bed for Jenny, she can use Cindy’s old twin bed and I get one to match your bed Allie.”  Mom said.

I was a little disappointed in that.  I liked knowing that Allie was sleeping right next to me, but I also knew that it made sense.  Plus, if I did leak it wouldn’t be on Allie’s bed so that was a positive. 

Mom picked Jenny up.  “Okay…. I have pancakes for you, but you need to get your butts out of bed.  You all have an appointment at twelve-fifteen.  Allie, can you change Cindy’s diaper before you come down, I am sure she needs it.” 

Allie mumbled yes.  I was a little surprised at mom’s acceptance and matter of the fact talking about my diapers this morning.  She walked out of the room and closed the door.  I got up and went to Jenny’s room and got a clean diaper and came back to Allie’s room.  Allie was heading to the bathroom as I came back. 

When she returned, I was laying on the bed with my knees up and heels on the edge of the bed.  As I had sat back and laid on the bed, I could feel the diaper squish because it was so wet.  Allie immediately ripped the tapes off and pulled it out from under me.  She quickly cleaned me and put the new diaper in place then tapped it tightly.

I jumped out of the bed.  My nightgown was stuck in the top of the back of the diaper and Allie playful swatted my butt through the diaper. 

“You have no idea how badly Leslie wants to do that.”  She said with a laugh. 

“What?  Why?”  I asked as I rearranged my nightgown. 

“She thinks you are so cute in a diaper.  She has told me she really wants to lightly spank your diapered butt.”  Allie laughed as she said that.  “She also really wants to change your diaper.  I told her she is going to have to wait a long time before she can do that.” 

Hearing that made me feel good but also reminded me that Leslie and I were in a weird place again and needed to talk.  I also knew that she had a fight with her mom yesterday and I didn’t know what that was about. 

I told Allie I would meet her in the kitchen and took my soaked diaper and put it in the diaper pail in Jenny’s room.  I wondered if later I would be able to move some of my stuff into what would now be mine and Allie’s room.  I was surprised at how excited I was about that possibility. 

Mom was just putting the pancakes on our plate when I walked in.  I had seen Brian out in the family room with Jenny but didn’t know where Steve was this morning. 

“So, mom what is the appointment today for?” Allie asked.  

I grinned since I knew.  I also realized that I needed to talk to Leslie soon because I definitely wasn’t going if she wasn’t going to go. 

“I have an appointment at the salon for both of you.  Hair and nails for tonight.  Does that sound fun?”  Mom said with a big smile.  “Oh, and another surprise, Christine is going to come over here to get ready and help both of you with your makeup.” 

“Wow... really that is awesome.  Thank you, mom!”  Allie looked at me with an expression that said why aren’t you more excited. 

“I already knew… at least about the salon.  The Christine part is new.”  I told her. 

Allie and I finished our breakfast and went back up to our room.  I immediately went to my phone and picked it up and saw that there was text on it.  I opened it and saw it was Leslie.  Luckily it was only from a few minutes ago.  She had asked if I was available to chat. 

‘Good morning.  And yes.”  I sent her. 

I told Allie that she should shower first since Leslie wanted to chat.  She said great and gave me a quick lecture about being nice to Leslie before heading to the bathroom. 

‘Can I call you?  This might be too long to type.  I would come there but have to go with my mom in forty five minutes.’  Leslie sent back. 

As soon as I sent back sure my phone rang.  I immediately answered. 

“Leslie, I am really sorry about yesterday.  I was a bitch; I was mad about… well about being caught wearing a diaper and I took it out on you.  Please forgive me.”  I told her. 

“I forgive you.  Listen…  I need to tell you some things, okay.  Might be best if you just listen and then you can ask questions or say whatever you need.”  Leslie tone was very matter of fact. 

“Ah okay.”  I responded a little worried. 

“I have never really told my mom that I like… well girls… or you.  She sensed that there was something going on there, but I never like admitted it.” 

I heard her take a deep breath then continue.  “Yesterday, after I left your house Ryan walked me home.  When we got to my house, he gave me a quick hug.  Please don’t get angry about that…  I will explain in minute.  I hadn’t noticed that my mom was in the front yard, and she saw it.” 

I was angry, or jealous, or something about the Ryan part but I decided to honor her request and didn’t say anything.  There was a pause and Leslie asked if was still there and I told her yes. 

She continued.  “I went into the house and changed and when I came down stairs my mom had come in and told me how happy she was to see me with a boy.  That she had been worried about me and my interests, as she put it.  She asked if I was going with Ryan to the formal.” 

Again, there was a pause before she started to talk again.  “I told her that he was just a friend and that I wasn’t, or I wasn’t going to the formal with him.  I saw her face turn to a frown, but I pushed on.  I told her that I was going with you and if I wasn’t going with you, I would have probably gone with another girl.” 

“Oh… wow.”  I interjected then quickly shut my mouth. 

“Yea… wow.  She blew up at me and said a lot of not very nice things.  Then she kept saying that she liked your family and Leslie and even Mike… I kept correcting her and saying your name was Cindy.  I even told her you had gone to the doctor’s earlier about your gender dysphoria.  I think that just made her madder.”

“I am sorry.”  I said, feeling like I needed to say something.  I also wondered what Leslie had meant by not very nice things. 

“I stood my ground and told her that I was who I was, that I loved her, and hoped she would accept who I was.  She finally threw her hands up and said she had said all she was going to say and stormed off.  We didn’t talk at all the rest of the afternoon or evening.  I didn’t want to add fighting with you to my troubles so…  I blew off your apologies yesterday.”  I could hear the emotions in her voice. 

“Allie told me you had a fight with your mom, but she didn’t say what it was about.  I am really sorry.”  I told her.

“Before we get back to my mom.  There is a little bit more that I need to tell you and maybe you will be the one that is mad.”  I could hear nervousness in her voice.

“Okay.”  Was all I said. 

“Umm…  you weren’t completely wrong.  I was probably flirting with Ryan.  I uh… like that he walked me home and I liked that he hugged me when he said goodbye.”  I heard her let out another deep breath. 

I was silent then said.  “I don’t know what to say about that.  Do you like him?  Like… like, like him?” 

There was a way too long silence then she said.  “If I didn’t really, really like someone else I probably would.  I think… I have been trying to label myself… you know… that I am a lesbian but if that is the case why do I have a huge crush on someone who has boy parts but presents as a girl.  Or why am at least a little excited when a boy flirts with me?”

I didn’t say anything, mostly because I was replaying what she was saying.  Did her huge crush outweigh liking Ryan?  What did that mean for us?

“Because of the silence in the house last night I had a lot of time to think and even surf the internet. What I think I figured out is that I am pansexual.  I don’t really care what the outside looks like as much as the inside.  I can find girls, boys, or those in between attractive.  Does that make sense?” 

“I uh… guess.  Honestly, since I have so many things going on with myself right now, I am definitely not judging anyone else.”  I was still very confused about exactly what Leslie was telling me. 

“This morning my mom came into my room and apologized.  She told me it didn’t matter who I was attracted to as long as they treated me good and made me happy.  She said she didn’t sleep last night because she felt so awful about everything, she had said the night before.”  For the first time in the conversation Leslie sounded upbeat.

“Oh… that is great.  I am so happy for you.”  I told her sincerely. 

“Me too…  and she told me she was taking me to the salon this morning to get my nails done for the formal and so I would look good for my date.”  Leslie actually laughed a little. 

“Does that mean you still want to go with me?”  I asked. 

“Of course, I still want to go with you.  You are the only person I would want to go with.  I can’t wait to see how beautiful you look and to slow dance with you.  Do you still want to go with me?”  Leslie voice had a little nervousness to it.  

“Yes, I want to go with you.  I wasn’t going to go if you weren’t going.”  I told her. 

“Really? What, if Lance asked you.  Would you go with him?”  She quickly asked. 

I took a few seconds to think about my response then said.  “If I couldn’t go with you.  Maybe.  I am not sure.  Like you I don’t know how I would label myself.  I know I want to be girl and I know that I have a huge crush on a girl.  I also know that Lance looks good without a shirt.”  I laughed at the end hoping that would ease any tension. 

“Almost as good as Ryan. But neither of them looks nearly as good as you!”  Leslie responded immediately. 

“And none of us look as good as you or is as wonderful as you.  You are truly beautiful on the inside and the outside!  What time is your salon appointment?  My mom is taking me and Allie at twelve thirty?”

“Umm… eleven thirty… and do you really mean that?”  Leslie asked with catch in her voice.

“Yes.  I really mean….”

“Okay Sissy… get your butt in the shower.”  Allie walked in the room. 

“Sorry… my bitchy sister just busted into our room barking orders. Yes… I totally mean that.”  I responded while winking at Allie. 

“Thank you.  Go take your shower.  Maybe I will see you at the salon.  If not, I will see you this evening.  Your mom is still driving us, right?” Leslie asked. 

“Yes.  I will text you later this afternoon with the final plan.”

Leslie and I said goodbye and then I quickly filled Allie in on our conversation.  Leslie had told her about the fight and that her mom had apologized.  Allie was a little surprised to hear about Leslie and I talking about our thoughts on Ryan and Lance.   

I went to the shower and realized that at some point in the conversation I had wet my diaper.  I removed it and took a quick shower.  Drying off and pulling my towel up under my arms I went into Jenny’s room and grabbed my case of diapers.  I was going to need to tell mom to order me some more since I was getting low.  I also grabbed a denim skirt. I wondered if mom would let me get a few more skaters skirts. 

Allie was sitting on her bed in just a bra and panties and had her phone in her hand when I entered our room.  I smiled as I thought about that.  She saw the case of diapers in my hand and asked if I needed her to diaper me which I nodded yes.   She got off the bed and went to the closet and cleared a space for me to set the case down while grabbing one out of it. 

I watched her walk over towards the bed and realized that her butt had more shape to it than I realized. Pretty sure most people tended to look at her boobs and didn’t notice the curves of her hips and ass.  I again wondered if I was able to start hormones how that would affect my hips and butt. 

“Lay down Sissy.  I want to get this on you before you pee in our room.”  Allie barked with a chuckle. 

I did what she said opening my towel as I laid back.  “Thank you for offering to let me move in here.  I really wanted to do this but was scared to ask.” 

“Why were you scared, because I have been such a bitch in the past?”  Allie asked me. 

“Maybe a little… but I think it was more of being scared of rejection.”  I told her.  

She slide the diaper under my butt and pulled the sides tightly over the top and taped in place.  I was surprised that as she leaned down to do it my eyes were drawn to how her boobs looked in her bra.  I was a little confused at why I was so focused on them.  I couldn’t decide if it was jealous, or I liked seeing them.

“Umm… if you keep staring at my tits, I may kick you out of our room.”  Allie laughed as she said it, but I think she was a little uncomfortable with what I was doing. 

“I am sorry.  Can I be honest with you?” I said as I sat up. 

“You aren’t going to say something creepy, are you?”  Allie looked at me with concern. 

“No… I don’t think so. I…  well… the main reason I…  look… at… well them… is because I want ones like those.  I know you hate that people stare at them.  I understand it but they look great.  When I put on my bras and forms, I love how they feel and how they look in the mirror.”  I told her while looking at the floor. 

“I remember when they started to…  uh… develop, I was so excited.  I get what you are saying.  Now though I hope they will stop growing.  I just don’t want to be known as the big boob girl, or for that to be the first thing people think of when think about me.  One of the things I like about Scott is that he doesn’t stare at them all the time, if you asked him my eye color, he could tell you.”  She laughed a little at the end, but it was a sad laugh. 

“Blue…  and they are beautiful.  Just like your smile.  You are very pretty but I get what you are saying.” I told her.

I went and grabbed my bra and put it on and slide the forms in.  Even after the conversation with Allie I couldn’t help but smile a little as I felt the pressure on the shoulder straps.  I pulled on a pink t shirt that I had borrowed from Allie and looked in the mirror and my smile grew.  Allie had gotten dressed at the same time and was wearing denim shorts and a lavender shirt. 

It was just past eleven thirty now.  We would need to leave in about thirty minutes.  Allie has started to put on a little bit of makeup.  When I looked over at her she told me just a light mascara and eyeliner plus lip gloss.  I decided to do the same.  Putting makeup on felt so girly and I felt a warmth spread through me. 

Right as I finished there was a light tap on the door and mom stepped in.  “Cindy,. can I talk to you in my room for a minute?” 

“Uh sure.  Of course.”  I responded.

As I moved to the leave the room, I looked at Allie and she shrugged her shoulders.  Walking down the hallway I had I no idea what this was about, and my nervousness grew.  When I walked in mom indicated I should close the door which only made me more nervous.  Mom sat on the edge of her bed, so I did the same. 

“I want to talk about your diapers for a few minutes. Okay?”  She started.

I nodded yes, as knot grew in my stomach, and waited for her to continue. 

“Last night Brian and I talked.  It was about how stressed I was getting because you were having accidents and that you were reliant now on your diapers.”  She took in deep breath.  “I understand why you started to wear them and because you told me why I understand why you like when you get diapered. I guess, I could kind of understand why you like to wet them, maybe, I think.” 

I didn’t say anything.  I still wasn’t sure what this conversation was about and it wasn’t clear that mom expected me to say anything. 

“The part I don’t understand is why you are okay with having to wear them.  It is almost… well it is like you are happy having to wear a diaper.”  Mom sound exasperated.

“I uh…” 

“Let me finish.  I have decided I am no longer going to care.  If you want to wear, use, and need diapers than I am not going to try and make you stop.  At some point though are probably going to need to learn to put them on yourself.  Allie and I aren’t always going to be around to do it.”   Her tone was very flat. 

“Uh… okay…” 

“Still not done.  One last thing, diapers are expensive.  You will be turning sixteen this year and a soon as you do, you need to get a part-time job.  When you have done that, you will be responsible for paying for your diapers.”  Mom let out a long sigh as she finished.

“Okay.  That all seems fair.  I do know that you… and Allie… and Brian… and even Steve for the most part have all been really great and understanding about…. Everything.  I appreciate it.  What I also know… is that this is happiest I have been in a pretty long time.”  At the end I choked up just a little. 

Mom got up from the bed and moved in front of me pulling me up by my arms into her and then hugged me tightly for a minute. 

“I know.  Brian pointed that out and it is why I have decided not to fight you on it.  Think a little about this… is it being about to be who you really want to be that is making you happy inside?  Is it getting to wear diapers?  Is it both?  And could you be happy if just did it at special times?  That is the last thing I am going to say about the diapers.” 

It was my turn to hug her and this time I squeezed her tight.  My eyes had some tears in them and when we broke apart from our hug, I smiled at her and sniffled a little. 

“Hey, don’t mess up your makeup.  Okay… almost time go.  I guess I just lied… one more comment about diapers, make sure your bag has some diapers and wipes in case you need a change while we are out.  Then tell your sister it is almost time to go.”  Mom accented the diapers and smiled at me. 

I went back to mine and Allie’s room.  She was on her phone and smiling, I guessed she was texting with Scott.  I found my bag sitting on the chair.  The package of wipes was still in it, so I went to the closet and grabbed a couple of diapers. 

“Hey… what did mom want?”  Allie asked setting her phone down.

“She wanted to talk about my diapers.  I guess she has decided that if I want to wear them all the time and be dependent on them that she isn’t going to fight me on it.  She did tell me that I would eventually have to start buying them myself.  Oh… also that I would need to learn to put them on myself also… that you and mom won’t always be around to do it.”  I told her.

“Wow… that is a big change of heart for her.  Are you happy about that?”  Allie asked as she got off the bed. 

“I think it is fair.  And it should reduce the stress and tension here.  Not real happy about diapering myself but I know she is right about that.”

“Well… if I am available, I will diaper you.”  Allie smiled at me. 

“Thank you.  I love when you do it.  And mom didn’t say she wasn’t going to do it, just that I needed to learn how to do it.”

“Yea…  makes sense.  Guess when you are older you will need to make sure your girlfriend…. Or boyfriend knows how to diaper you.”  Allie winked as she said boyfriend. 

I laughed but I also thought for a second about Leslie diapering me and then was surprised when I quickly imagined Lance doing it.  I was more surprised that I wasn’t sure if I knew which one of them I would like to do it more. 

“Mom said it is almost time to go.”  Taking a quick look at my makeup in the mirror. 

“Okay… I need to pee really quick and since I am not wearing a diaper like my favorite Sissy, I need to jump in the bathroom.”  Allie laughed as she walked out the door. 

I followed behind her and as I went down the steps, I realized that my diaper was damp and that I must have peed a little at some point.  Mom was in the kitchen gathering her stuff.   Brian, Steve and Jenny came down stairs dressed to go to the pool.  Allie was right behind them. 

“You girls have fun getting your nails and stuff done.” Brian said.

He smiled at us, and his comment felt genuine.  The warm feeling I got when someone referred to me a girl coursed through me.  I did notice a slight smirk on Scott’s face.  Mom gave Brian a quick kiss on the lips.  Allie and I looked at each other smiling while reading each other’s mind that we were glad that Brian made mom happy. 

The drive to salon was quick and we arrived fifteen minutes early.  I was hoping to see Leslie there but was nervous about seeing her mom.   We walked in and mom went to the receptionist and checked us in.  Allie took me over to the nail polish racks and explained that I need to pick out what color I wanted.  She recommended I pick out something to match my dress.  I wanted a bright pink but followed her advice and got a pretty teal color. 

We took our seats in the waiting area and right after I sat down Leslie appeared in front of me.  I stood up and hugged her.  When we broke apart, I looked at her nails and they were sparkling light blue that I knew would match her dress.  Her toes were the same color. 

Her mom was paying and when she was done, she turned towards us.  She greeted my mom first and then said hi to Allie.  When she turned to me, I almost felt like my breathing was going to stop. 

“Hi Cindy.  Getting your nails done so you will be beautiful for the formal tonight?”  She asked. 

“Um… Hi… yes.  I hope mine look as good as Leslie’s.”  I said trying to keep eye contact with her.

“I am sure they will.”  She responded then turned to my mom.  “Would it be okay I came over and got some pics before you all leave this evening?  I want some of Leslie and her date for her first big formal dance.” 

“Of course.  That would be wonderful.”  My mom told her.

Leslie told me she would see me later and she and her mom walked out of the salon.  I took in deep breath as a feeling of relief ran through me.  I noticed my mom and Allie smiling at me and I again felt my emotions welling up inside me. 

We were called back and first went to get our hair done.  I asked mom if I could get a more feminine cut and she smiled and said she had a surprise for me.  While Allie hair was shampooed and give a quick trim before being styled.  My stylist gave me a quick trim before adding extensions to my hair.  Before I sat down, I had hair that was a little long for a boy.  Now had hair below my shoulders.

When we were both done, I hugged my mom as we were led over to get our pedicures.  I loved every minute of my pedicure.  There is almost nothing more girly than having your nails painted I thought. 

The one thing I struggled with was trying to hide that I was wearing diaper.  I couldn’t keep my legs together enough.  This wasn’t helped by the fact that I had wet it again and it had definitely swelled up.  I think I saw a little shock on the face of the woman doing my toes when she first saw it, but she didn’t say anything. 

They put the foam separators between our toes and led us over to have our manicures done.  I got another surprise when acrylic extensions were added to my fingers before the polish was put on.  My nails weren’t super long but definitely longer than before.  I loved how they looked. 

Mom paid for us, and we headed towards the car.  At this point I knew I needed a diaper change soon but thought I would be fine until we got home.    Allie and I both thanked our mom profusely as we got to the car. 

“You are welcome girls.  How about we stop at Starbucks on the way home.  A little burst of liquid energy would be good I bet.”  Mom announced. 

“Sounds great to me.”  Allie said. 

I hesitated.  “Uh…. If we are going there, I need… I need to a diaper change.” 

I heard mom sigh loudly, but she didn’t yell.  Allie picked up on it also though. 

“I will do it.  You have extra diapers in your bag right.  Uh… can we do it in the car?” 

“Thanks Allie, yes… and mom changed me on the back seat yesterday.  Just take a quick look around before you start, please.”  I told her as I opened the door and laid down on the seat pulling my skirt up. 

Allie pulled a diaper out along with the wipes.  She quickly removed the old diaper and rolled it up and set it on the floor.  She then cleaned me and fluffed out the new diaper before sliding it in place and like always taping it tightly in place. 

“All done.  You definitely needed that change.  Your diaper was soaked.”  Allie stepped back and then jumped into the front seat with mom. 

“Thanks Allie.” I responded as I sat up and put my seat belt on and pulled the door closed. 

I grabbed my phone and went to text Leslie.  I was surprised at how difficult it was to hit the keys with my new nails, but I loved seeing them on my fingers as I looked down.  Eventually I was able to type out. 

‘Loved seeing you.  I was nervous about your mom but that seemed to go okay.  Can’t wait to dance with you this evening.’ 

My phone chirped right as we pulled into the Starbuck parking lot. ‘Loved seeing you too.  Mom has been great today.  Let me know what time we should come over. Want to do more than dance.  XOXXX’ she added a heart eyed emoji. 

‘I will.  And me too.  XXXXXX’ I sent a kissing emoji back. 

When we went in there was a group of older guys sitting at a table.  They looked like maybe they were in college.  They immediately started to discreetly check Allie out.  I looked over at her and with her hair and the nails she definitely looked older. 

I started to say something to her, but she beat me to it.  “Catch those guys looking us over.  How old do you think they are?”

“I did… but I only saw them looking at you.” I responded.

“Too old for both of you is how old they are.” Mom interjected as she stepped forward to order our drinks. 

Allie and I giggled. We didn’t think mom had heard us and then Allie said.  “Don’t look now but they are checking you out also.  I just realized… you have great legs.  They are looking at my boobs and your legs and maybe your ass.” 

“Bet they would be shocked to know that part of the shape of my ass is a diaper and even more shocked at what is in the diaper.”  I whispered in Allie’s ear.

Allie laughed as they continued to not be very subtle checking us out as we waited for your drinks.  I was a little flattered by it, but it made me nervous also.  I kept thinking at some point they would figure out that I wasn’t a girl.  Our drinks were finally ready, and we picked them up.  I was surprised when Allie headed out and took the long way which forced us to walk right past them. 

We climbed into the car and mom said. “God help me.  I am not ready for this girls, it is bad enough dealing with the boys, and girls, your own age.  But college boys.” 

“You shouldn’t have passed down such great genes mom.  If you hadn’t given me such great tits and Cindy such great legs, they wouldn’t have been checking us out.  They would have only been checking you out.”  Allie said with a laugh.

“Checking me out… pretty sure that wasn’t happening.”  Mom snapped back.

“Oh yea… they were.  Face it mom… you are a MILF.  I have even caught Scott checking you out.” 

“Allie… I know what MILF means… careful young lady.”  Mom’s tone was more amused than angry. 

“I just hope when I get to start hormones, I am blessed with your boob genes.”  I added. 

Mom and Leslie both laughed.  I loved being a part of this discussion and I felt as close to my mom and sister as I ever had.

“Speaking of girly things.  Let’s get you both home so Christine can do your make up and you all can get dressed.  You are both going to be more beautiful than a Disney Princess tonight.”  Mom said as she drove out of the parking lot.

[dyperaby]

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Great story!! I can not get enough of it!

[fireandcrinkles]

Chapter 27

It was almost three o’clock when we got home.  Mom told us that Christine would be here around four or so to start helping us do our makeup and get ready.  She had also told everyone to be at our house at five thirty to do pictures.  Scott, his brother and his date, Leslie, and Christine and her date were all coming to our house for pics. We were leaving for the formal at six. 

“Cindy, I just realized something.  I am assuming you are planning on wearing a diaper tonight, right?”  Mom said right after I had sat on the couch. 

“Uh… yes.  I don’t want to worry about leaking out of a pullup and I am pretty sure that a maxipad is out of the question.  Honestly, I wet my diaper a couple times today and didn’t even know I had done it.”  I said looking at the ground. 

“We need to find you a purse big enough to hold a spare or two and some wipes.  Come on up to my room, please.  You also need to make sure Allie is okay with changing you if you need it.”  Mom instructed me.

“Okay.”  I said getting up off the couch.  I didn’t think Allie would have a problem with that. 

We got to mom’s room, and she went into her closet.  “Normally with a formal dress you just carry a clutch for essentials.  Run and grab a couple diapers so we can see how big a purse you need.”

I went to mine and Allie’s room.  Allie had just come out of the bathroom and followed me in and watched me grab a couple of my diapers. 

“Uh… what are you doing?”  She asked. 

“Mom is helping me find a purse to hold a couple of these tonight.  Also, I am supposed to ask you if you are willing to change me if I need it tonight.”  I told her. 

“Of course.  Just don’t interrupt me if I am dancing with Scott ask me to do it.”  She laughed. 

I went back to the room and mom had laid out three purses on her bed.  My eyes immediately went to the gold sequined bag with strap to match.  My dress had a hint of gold in it but I mostly picked it because  it would match my shoes.  I picked it up and slide the diapers in it.  It was tight but they fit.  I would have to put the wipes in a Ziploc bag, but this should work. 

“I thought you would pick that one.  Can you squeeze your lipstick and phone in there also?”  Mom smiled. 

I nodded yes and thanked her for loaning it to me.  I went to the kitchen to get the Ziplock bags so I wouldn’t forget. I realized I was getting a few butterflies in my stomach as we got closer to the time to get ready.  I was really excited to be getting dressed up, but I was a little worried about how everyone would react to me being there. 

Allie was in our room when I went in carrying my purse.  Our dresses were in her closet along with our shoes, I went and got my shoes to see if they how close the gold color matched.  I was pleased that they were almost the same. 

“You really are a girl aren’t you, Sissy.  Making sure your purse matches your shoes.”  Allie laughed. 

“I needed something big enough to fit a couple diapers in.  Mom is letting me borrow this.”  I said as I got some wipes and put them in the Ziplock back before squeezing that in the bag also.  Leaving the shoes and bag on top off the dresser I moved over to the bed and laid on my stomach.

“Are you excited Allie?”  I asked her. 

“Yes… how about you?”  She replied. 

“Yes… nervous also.  I hope no one makes a scene or anything about me being there and how I am dressed.” 

“I am sure you will be okay.  There are a lot of people who are going to be there who support you.  The biggest problem you will have been some girls being jealous of how beautiful you are going to look.”  Allie had reached down and squeezed my forearm as she said that. 

Laying on my stomach I felt some pressure on my bladder and I began to wet my diaper.  I had found that this was my favorite position to pee in it.  I could feel the warmth spread across the front of it and the diaper trying to swell and expand.

“You are peeing in your diaper right now, aren’t you?”  Allie asked. 

“Maybe.”  Was all I said.

“Do you need me to change it?  Christine should be here soon.” 

“Thanks… but no.  It should be good for one more wetting before it is time to go.  I want to put a fresh one on right before getting dressed.  Would that be okay?”  I asked her. 

“Yep.  Just don’t wait to long and leak.  I don’t want mom to freak out or anything if you leak.”  Allie chuckled.

“Or me to wet your bed.  Thanks for letting me move into your room.  I am so excited about it.   You are an awesome big sister!”  I leaned up on my elbows and looked at Allie as I said that. 

“You know you are actually older than me, right?”  She smiled.

“You are way smarter than I am, especially about being a girl, and more mature than me… you actually always have been, and I still wear diapers.  Makes you the big sister no matter what our real ages are.  I don’t think I would be able to do this without you.”  My tone was serious and genuine. 

“Well, you definitely can’t change your own diapers that is for sure.”  Allie took her pillow and struck me with it. 

I grabbed my pillow and leaned up to hit her back.

“Don’t mess up my hair bitch!” 

I laughed and set my pillow down and instead moved over and hugged her.  “Seriously, thank you for everything.  I love you.” 

“I love you too.  Glad we are doing this before Christine did our makeup.” Allie’s eyes were wet as she broke our hug. 

Mom knocked on the door as she opened it and walked in.  “Christine and Aunt Marie are here.  Time to start getting ready.” 

Christine walked in behind her and went and hung her dress next to mine and Allies.  Her dress was royal blue and covered with sequins and I instantly knew that I wanted it.  Maybe next year I could borrow it for the formal I thought. 

Aunt Marie greeted us, and we all went into mom’s room.  Her dressing table was bigger, and her mirror was way bigger than the one in mine and Allie’s room.  Christine started on Allie’s makeup first and I watched fascinated, as she did it.  Especially the foundation and eye shadow.  I wondered if I would ever be able to do my own makeup that good at some point. 

When she finished Allie’s we all were shocked at how amazing she looked.   I thought that tonight the first thing people would notice was how beautiful she was and not her boobs.  Allie’s face was stuck in what seemed like a permanent smile as she looked at herself in the mirror. 

I switched places with Allie and Christine started on my makeup.  Again, I tried to watch everything she was doing.  I had worn mascara a number of times before but whatever Christine did or used made my lashes look amazing.  The other magic she did was with my lips.  I couldn’t believe I was the girl… or really woman that I saw in the mirror. 

I had wet my diaper again while my makeup was being done and when I stood up, I knew my diaper was sagging. I also wasn’t sure it would take me peeing in it again.  I sat on mom’s bed and felt the warmth squish on my butt.  I felt like Allie, and I should wait until Christine finished her makeup before we left the room. 

Christine was able to quickly do her own makeup.  You could see that she was well practiced at it.  She  really was model beautiful and I knew that she was going to turn pretty much everyone’s head when she walked into the formal later. 

Christine finished and said it was time to put our dresses on.  She picked up her bag and Allie and I followed her out of my mom’s room and into our room.  When we got to our room, she set her bag on the bed and unzipped it.  She pulled out two small Victoria Secret gift bags and quickly peaked in them before holding one out to me and one to Allie. 

“A little present for my cousins as they get ready for their first formal.  First, these are not intended to be seen by anyone outside this room, okay.  I will be very upset if I find out that anyone’s boyfriend or girlfriend sees them.  You are both still too young for that.  It doesn’t mean that wearing something a little sexy under a nice dress isn’t something a girl shouldn’t enjoy.”  Christine smiled. 

Allie and I took our bags and reached inside.  Inside the bag was a matching bra and panty set.  They were very lacy, and it was obvious that they matched the color of the dress we would be wearing.  My pair was teal, and Allie’s was lavender. 

 We both thanked Christine and saw that she had pulled out a similar looking set out of her bag.  and I was surprised as she removed her top and shorts and was standing in nothing but her bra and panties. 

“We are all girls, right? It is okay if I change my lingerie in here.”  Christine announced. 

Allie and I both said yes and watched as she removed her shorts and shirt and slipped out of the cotton bikini panties, she was wearing and put on a royal blue lace thong.  Her back was to us, but we could see that Christine has a very shapely butt. 

Next, she reached back and undid her bra.  Her back was still to us as it slide off her shoulders and arms and brought out a bra that matched the panties she was wearing.  When she turned around, I had to force myself not to audibly make a sound. 

“Girls… you need to change also.  Our dates will be here soon.”  She winked at us. 

I moved over and grabbed a diaper and held it up for Allie to see who nodded at me.  I then moved towards the bed dropping my shorts as I did.  Allie grabbed some wipes and then came and removed my soaked diaper and thoroughly cleaned me.  She then put the clean diaper on and taped it tightly in place. 

“Your undies might be pretty than mine with the princesses on them.”  Christine laughed as she removed her dress from the hanger. 

“I am sorry I am not wearing the panties you bought me.  I uh… well I need to wear a diaper.” I responded.  “I know.  It is okay.  Maybe they will help motivate you to not need to wear one but if they don’t no worries.  You do you.”  Christine smiled at me with her beautiful smile.

I sat up and pulled my shirt off being sure to keep it away from my face.  I took my forms out and removed my bra and sat them on the bed and then went and got my lace bra and put it on and sat the forms back in place. 

“Christine, should I wear pantyhose like I did when I first tried on this dress?”  I asked her.

“I think it will make your legs really stand out, and you have great legs, so I would say yes.”  She told me.

“Plus, it will help keep your diaper in place, although it might make changing it a little more difficult.”  Allie added. 

I pulled out some pantyhose and sat on the bed.  I rolled them up before sliding my toes into one side and then the other.  As I pulled them up my legs, I loved how they felt. They were snug over my diaper, and I realized Allie was right about them helping to keep it in place. 

While I was doing that Allie had changed into the lingerie that Christine and given her.  When she turned around, I realized that she looked a lot older than fourteen years old, which she would be in on her birthday next week.  She saw me looking at her and smiled and blushed.  She knew how hot she looked. 

We each had taken our dresses out of the closet and were putting them on.  We took turns helping each other with the zippers and I laughed a little when, without saying anything to each other, we all did a small twirl to feel how the dress fell on our thighs.   

I stepped into my heels.  I loved the gold sequined pumps with the three-inch heel.  I walked over to Allie’s full-length mirror to see my complete outfit and smiled from ear to ear at what I saw.  When I turned around, I saw that Christine was smiling at me with a knowing smile.  Allie had just finished with the straps on her heels and stood up and moved over towards the mirror.

“Allie, you look amazing.  Just wow.” I told her and meant it guys were going to be checking her out the same way that they checked out Christine. 

“Thank you Sissy.  You look great also.  Leslie is a lucky girl.” 

“Yes, she is and you really are a natural diva with the way you move in those heels.  Still not convinced you just started wearing them.”  Christine laughed.

I started to protest but mom had knocked on the door and walked in.  “Your dates are here, and everyone is down stairs waiting for pictures.  Oh wow… you three are just… well stunning.” 

We thanked her and moved out of the room.  Allie and Christine picked up their small clutch purses and I grabbed my larger purse.  I had a brief thought that if I wasn’t wearing a diaper, I would have purse like theirs and I could be wearing the thong that Christine had given me. 

“You should take turns coming down the stairs to make a dramatic entrance.” Mom said over her shoulder as she moved to the stairs. 

“Youngest to oldest, alphabetically… how do you want to do it?”  I asked. 

“You should go last.  I think your reveal is going to be the one that gets the most attention.”  Allie said. 

“Um…  did you see yourself in the mirror?  I will go first.  Then Allie and then Cindy you both are going to get a lot of wows.”  Christine said before starting down the stairs. 

Allie waited a minute after Christine had walked down then went herself.  I heard some gasps as she got to the bottom.  I took a deep breath and started down, making sure that I firmly planted a foot on each stair. 

When I got to the bottom, I did a quick scan of the room.  I saw smiles on the faces of most of the people gathered but I could tell that Brian and Steve were a little surprised at what they saw.  I immediately found Leslie and the smile on her face warmed me heart.  I moved over to her. 

“You are Gorgeous Cindy.  I am the luckiest person here.”  Her smile grew even more. 

“I am the lucky one.  My date is the most beautiful person here… inside and out.  Plus, I forgot how great that dress makes your ass look.”  I giggled at the end. 

Leslie’s mom moved over to us and asked to take a picture.  We stood close and Leslie took my arm in hers and suddenly everyone had their phone out and was snapping pictures.  At some point Leslie leaned in and quickly kissed me.  The expression on her mom’s face changed but quickly went back to a smile.

“Hey… don’t mess up my makeup work love birds.”  Christine said. 

For the next thirty minutes every combination of pictures that could be thought of was taken.  It was little awkward when Scott’s mom suggested that we take one together.  I could tell Allie wasn’t happy about it and that Scott was nervous.  He did tell me that I looked beautiful, and it felt like his comment was genuine. 

Eventually we moved out the door.  Christine and her boyfriend moved to his car and Scott’s brother and his boyfriend got in with them.   Leslie and I walked over to mom’s Suburban, and she opened the door for me, and I climbed in and moved to the back seat, and she followed me.  It was a little difficult moving to the seat with my heals on.

“Cute diaper, princess panties.”  Leslie laughed and I realized that I wasn’t being very lady like as I climbed in.

Allie and Scott took the middle row seats and mom took on the role of chauffer.   Leslie reached over and took my hand in hers.  Looking down I rotated our hand and loved the color of our nails on our fingers.  My nerves were growing, and she much have sensed it because I felt her squeeze my hand tighter and she put her other hand on my fore arm.  I turned towards and she smiled.

Mom pulled up in front and turned towards us.  “Girls and Scott, I hope you all have marvelous time.  I will be back at eleven o’clock to pick you up.  If you need me sooner for any reason, call me.  You all look amazing.” 

Allie and Scott got out on the passenger side and Leslie slide out next.  I had noticed that there were several people standing around the entrance, so I was being very careful to keep my legs together and not flash my diaper as I got out.  Squeezing my legs together I could feel that it was a little damp which meant I peed at some point on the way over here, probably due to my nerves. 

I was able to exit without instance and took a minute to gather myself on the side walk.   Allie nodded at me, and I took Leslie’s arm as she took Scott’s and we moved toward the door.  I easily navigated the steps in my heels, and we entered the lobby area and found the check in table. 

I got a strange look when I gave my name as Cindy and not Mike from the woman working the desk.  It was exactly disapproving but it definitely wasn’t a smile.  I decided not to focus on it, and we moved into reception area taking a deep breath as I stepped in. 

“Allie, Leslie, Scott… and… Cindy… over here.”  Stacey called out. 

I had noticed the hesitance in my name out but was happy to look up and see her smiling.  We moved over to her and Abbey who was standing next to her. 

“You all look amazing.  Just beautiful.  Cindy those shoes… wow.  I wish my mom would have let me wear a heel that size.  She still thinks I am eight years old, see.”  Abbey said as she stuck out the patent leather Mary Jane with about a one inch heal. 

“But your dress is gorgeous. And you look fantastic.  I love your hair.”  I told her. 

“Hey… I got us a table.  Hi Cindy.  Um… you look… nice.”  Lance said shyly and a little flustered. 

“Thank you.  You look nice also.”  I said blushing. 

“Do you all want to sit with us?"  Stacey asked. 

I looked over at Leslie who had a strange expression on her face but nodded yes. 

“Sure.  Thanks.  Allie is that okay with you?”  I asked her.

“Oh definitely.” She grinned. 

Ryan walked up and handed Abbey a drink while saying hi to all of use.  I noticed a strange expression on his face as he looked at Leslie and her cheeks colored at little. 

We moved to the table that Lance had grabbed, and I was surprised to see that he choose a seat next to me with Stacey sitting on the other side.  Leslie was sitting on my right with Allie next to her and Scott on the other side.  Ryan and Abbey were on the opposite side. 

“I am starving.  I am going to get some food.”  Scott said and as he stood, he helped move Allie’s chair as she stood up which made her smile. 

We all moved to the buffet and Allie moved next to me and quietly said. “Well, this could be interesting.  Lance and Ryan both at the table.” 

I ignored her and chose instead to take a hold of Leslie’s hand.  She smiled at me but there was a hesitancy to it.   

There wasn’t a lot of talk while we ate.  A little discussion about the upcoming school year.  Ryan, Lance and Leslie talked about sports tryouts.  Lance and Ryan were both hoping to maybe make it on varsity at baseball and lacrosse, respectively.  Leslie didn’t say it but was pretty sure she was going to make varsity as a freshman on the softball team. 

“How about you Allie… going to try out for any sports teams or cheerleading?”  Stacey asked. 

“I am not very athletic.  Maybe… cheerleading… I don’t know.  I took gymnastics years ago but wasn’t great at it.”  She told her. 

“You should try out.  I think you would be a great addition to our team.”  Abbey smiled. 

“How about you…. Cindy…  planning to tryout for anything?”  Stacey asked.

“Uh… no.  I think I am just going to focus on my classes… and well… just you know.”  I stuttered. 

Leslie put a hand on my thigh and squeezed and turned and smiled at me.  At the same time, I felt my diaper warming up and swelling.  I wasn’t sure how many times I had wet it but knew I should probably get it changed sooner instead of later.  I wasn’t sure how to get Allie’s attention and to ask for her help.

Our plates were cleared by the staff and lights dimmed a little.  A DJ started playing music, but the dance floor stayed relatively empty.  Allie stood up and moved behind me and bent down.

“Do you need to go to the little girls room? I am heading that way.”  She quietly said in my ear. 

I nodded and stood up taking my purse off the back of the chair and followed her.  There was a family restroom in the middle of the men’s and women’s room and Allie walked in there with me following.  She immediately closed the door.

“I really need to pee.  I will change you as soon as I am done.”

Allie moved over to the toilet, and I watched her reach under her dress and pull her panties down to her calves before gathering the dress in her hands and sitting on the toilet seat.  As soon as she sat down you could hear her pee squirting into the toilet.  I tried not to look at her but felt my eyes drawn to her. 

She finished and grabbed some toilet paper and wiped herself quickly before pulling her panties back into place and dropping her dress.  I briefly saw her crotch and noticed that there was no hair there.  I wondered it was because she shaved, or she just didn’t have any. 

“Did you enjoy the show?”  Allie asked.

“I am sorry… I don’t know why… I just… I couldn’t not look.   Sorry.”  I told her.

She didn’t respond but moved over and pulled the changing table down.  “You are too big for this, but I am not sure how else to do it.” 

I moved over and rolled my pantyhose down, then bunched my dress up and climbed on the table.  I was happy it didn’t break.  My legs dangled over the end of it, but I was able to get the bottom of my heels on it with my knees up.  

Allie ripped off the tapes and pulled out the wet diaper and cleaned me.  It was hard to lift my butt up, but I was able to get it high enough that she could get a clean diaper under me and taped it in place.  I got down and pulled my pantyhose up and then smoothed my dress down. 

We took turns washing our hands and I thanked Allie before we excited.  As we moved back to the group, I noticed that there were about a dozen or so couples or groups now dancing.   When I got back to the table, I saw that Ryan had moved into my seat and was in animated discussion with Lance and Leslie.

Not sure where to sit I draped my purse on my chair and went over and sat in Ryan’s former seat. 

Stacey leaned over to me.  “They are in some deep sport talk.  Yuck.  I love your shoes where did you get them?” 

I told her about Christine taking me shopping and she said I was so lucky to have her help me.  We both agreed that Christine had an amazing style sense and when I told her she was giving me some of her old clothes she told me she was jealous.

Abbey looked over.  “Girl’s let’s see how good Cindy can dance in those shoes while the boys talk sports.” 

She stood up.  “Oh wow… I just realized how that sounded.  I am so sorry.  I didn’t mean anything by it I promise.  Leslie, do you want to dance also?” 

Leslie smiled at her and said sure, and we moved out to the dance floor while Lance, Scott and Ryan stayed at the table.  I was uncomfortable at first, but I just tried to copy what Abbey was doing and soon was having fun.  I also noticed that Allie was a really good dancer. 

We danced for about three songs and decided to take a break.  We picked up some more drinks and took them back to the table where the boys were still talking.  As soon as we got back a slow song came on.  You could feel a sudden tension around the table. 

Leslie took my hand and was leading me out to the dance floor.  There was a lot of eyes on us as we found a spot and her hands went to my waist and I put mine on her shoulders.  We began to sway to the music.  I looked around and saw a lot more smiles than I did looks of disapproval.  I also saw Scott’s brother Joel slow dancing with Ben and that made me smile.

Allie and Scott were soon dancing besides us.  It was obvious that they were very happy to be close to each other and shared a lot of smiles.  Eventually the rest of our table was all in a sort of tight circle dancing with their dates.  The DJ was good and recognized that he had the most dancing participation with a slow song, so he played to another one back-to-back. 

When the second song ended, and fast song started all the couples broke apart.  I started to head back to the table with Leslie when Stacey grabbed my arm and pulled me back with Allie and Abbey who were already starting to dance.  I waved at Leslie to come with me, but she just shook her head no and walked to the table with Ryan, Lance, and Scott. 

We danced a couple of songs and headed to the table.  When we got there Leslie was sitting alone. 

“Where are the guys?”  Stacey asked.

“They went to the bathroom and get some more punch or drinks.”  Leslie told her.

“Oh… a bathroom break sounds like a good idea.  Anyone else need to powder their nose?” 

“Yea… I will go with you?  Ladies, anyone else?” Abbey responded.

We all shook our heads no and watched them walk off.  As soon as they got out of ear shot Jimmy walked up.  I saw that Allie was surprised to see him approach us. 

“You look good Allie.”  He said to her boobs. 

“Uh, thanks.  My face it up here by the way.”  She said with a snark. 

“Yea… like I care.  It was only your boobs I cared about anyways.  Still disappointed that I didn’t get to play with them.”  Jimmy said with a chuckle.

“You’re an asshole, you know that right.”  Leslie jumped in. 

“Speaking of asses…  what a waste… the best ass in the school and you are hanging out with….  It.”  Jimmy pointed at me as he said it. 

Melody walked up then.  “Why are you over here hanging out with these freaks?” 

“I was just being friendly.”  He winked at her.

“Friendly… with the tranny, the lesbo, and….”  He was interrupted before he could finish. 

“He dickhead why don’t you and your bitch find somewhere else to be.”  Lance boomed out. 

Jimmy quickly turned around and when he saw Lance, Scott, and Ryan standing there h sishoulders dropped. 

“Bitch?  Are you going to let him call me that?”  Melody snapped.

“I have a feeling the answer is yes.  Look how scared he is right now.”  Ryan said with a smile. 

Jimmy moved away from the group.  I smiled and waived at Melody. 

“Bye.  See you next Tuesday.”  Allie said. 

I took a second but then we all broke up laughing as we caught Allie’s double meaning.   School did start next Tuesday but Allie was using that opportunity to call Melody something else. 

The DJ started a slow song and Scott took Allie’s hand and led her to the dance floor.  Leslie started to reach for my hand when Ryan said to her. 

“Uh… would… um… could you dance with me.  Just one song?” 

Leslie looked at me.  I could tell she wanted to, so I just nodded yes.  She smiled and they walked off. 

“Would you like to dance with me?”  I heard Lance say. 

My heart started to race as I told him yes and he took my hand and led me to the dance floor.  We found Scott and Allie and when she saw us start to dance her eyes widen.  They grew even bigger as she saw that Leslie was dancing with Ryan.  Leslie and I smiled at each other. 

I liked how I felt with Lance holding me.  I looked around and saw that some people had noticed us dancing together and they had a slight look of surprise on their face. 

I moved a little closer to him and said into his ear.  “Thanks for asking me to dance.  Some people are probably going to give you grief for dancing with someone like me, you know.” 

“For dancing with a pretty girl?  They are just jealous.”  He said. 

I laughed but at the same time pulled myself closer to him.  The song ended to quickly and we separated.  When another slow song started, I moved over to Leslie and we stepped into each other’s arms.  Ryan and Lance started to move off the dance floor but saw Stacey and Abbey standing on the edge of the dance floor and they joined them for this dance 

“Did you like dancing with Ryan?”  I asked Leslie. 

“Yes… thanks.  Did you like dancing with Lance.” 

“Yes… but I like dancing with you more.” I told her honestly. 

“I like dancing with you more also.”  She then kissed me. 

After the song ended, we moved back to the table.  Allie had pulled me close to her and asked how my diaper was doing.  It was damp but not really wet so I told her I was good.  My feet were starting to hurt from being in my heels, so I decided to sit for a while. 

I was surprised at how quickly the rest of the evening went by and soon they were announcing the last dance, a slow song.  Leslie and I danced again, sharing several kisses.  We could tell people were watching us but didn’t care. 

The lights went up and we gathered our purses at the table.  Lance gave me a quick hug and thanked me for the dance earlier.  I told him he was welcome.  We said our good byes to Abbey and Stacey and Leslie took my hand as we walked to the exit.  I knew my diaper was pretty wet now, but I would be home soon. 

Mom was waiting for us out front and I got in first and climbed into the back.  Leslie had followed me.  As I sat down, I could feel just how wet my diaper was as it seemed to squish under me.  Leslie sat down next to me, and I curled into her.  

“Uh… you diaper looks like it is soaked.  Are you going to be okay for the drive home?” She whispered in my ear. 

“Yes… and are you looking up my dress?”  I chuckled. 

“Maybe… is that a problem?” She smiled at me. 

As mom pulled away from the curb she asked if we had a good time and we all told her yes.   We went to Leslie’s house first and I got out and walked with her to the door.  We shared a pretty passionate kiss on her porch, then I told her I would text her in the morning. 

When I got back to the car, I got in the passenger side front seat instead of climbing into the back.  Mom looked over at me and smiled and then we headed back to our house.  Mom and I got out and went inside letting Allie and Scott have a moment to themselves before he walked the two houses down to his house.  As soon as I stepped inside, I took of my heels. 

“Welcome to womanhood.  Bet it feels great to get out of those doesn’t it.”  Mom laughed.

“Yes.”  I stepped over to her and hugged her.  “Thank you, mommy, tonight was like a dream.  I love you.” 

“I love you to sweetie.”  She squeezed me tight.

Allie stepped into the house and joined our hug. 

“You girls don’t stay up too late okay.  Good night.” 

I headed to kitchen to get a glass of water as mom walked up the stairs.  Allie came in behind me and got one also.  We didn’t say anything to each other and headed up to our room.  After we closed the door, we took turns helping each other with our zippers and then took off our dresses and hung them in the closet.  I peeled off my pantyhose and when I stood up my diaper sagged from the weight.

“Uh… let me go pee really quick and then I will come take care of that diaper before it bursts, although you do look kind of hot.”  Allie laughed

I was standing in just my bra and diaper and looked over at Allie in her bra and thong.  Allie did look hot and again I dreamed of having curves like her as I watched her walk out of the room to bathroom.  I removed my bra and forms and put them on the dresser.

I grabbed my night gown and a fresh diaper and wipes.  When she returned, I was laying on the bed ready for her to change me.  Without a word she ripped off the tapes of the wet diaper, I lifted up so she could pull it out from under me.  She used the wipes to thoroughly clean me and then fluffed and slide the new diaper under me.

“I know how much you like being diapered…  Here is a little secret… I kind of like doing it.  It makes me feel like I actually am the big sister.”  She smiled down at me and she pulled the tapes on tightly.

“You are the big sister, and I am the luckiest little sister in the world.”  I said reaching for my night gown and put it on. 

Allie moved around the side of he bed and removed her bra and panties and put her PJs on.  We pulled the comforter of the bed down and climbed in together.  

I took a second and thought about my life right now.  I had parents who supported me being able to wear diapers and to be the girl I wanted to be.  I had a girl friend who accepted all of this and encouraged it.  I was lucky. 

“Good night, Sissy. Sweet dreams!”  Allie said. 

And I had an amazing and wonderful big sister.  I was indeed a very lucky diaper girl! 

[fireandcrinkles]

Merry Christmas Everyone!  

A note about this story.  When I started this, I never imagined it would go on this long.  I have written stories and posted on other sites.  These were more 'adult' in nature.  At some point whenever I was writing I would have the idea for this story in the back of my head.  Eventually it became a distraction, and I knew I had to write this so I could focus on the other stories.

Originally, I thought I would write a few chapters, post it and move on.  Obviously, that didn't happen and as I wrote I became attached to the characters in this story and just kept writing more.  I am at a point now though that I can feel comfortable leaving them for a while.  I am not going to move this to the completed stories because I may come back to them.  I have thought about their future that I may want to put down at some point.  

For those of you who read all the way through, thank you.  I hope it was worth your time.  I know some probably stopped as the story moved from what their interests are.  I write what I would want to read, and this story reflects my interests. 

[BabySerenity]

On 12/25/2022 at 1:59 AM, fireandcrinkles said:

Merry Christmas Everyone!  

A note about this story.  When I started this, I never imagined it would go on this long.  I have written stories and posted on other sites.  These were more 'adult' in nature.  At some point whenever I was writing I would have the idea for this story in the back of my head.  Eventually it became a distraction, and I knew I had to write this so I could focus on the other stories.

Originally, I thought I would write a few chapters, post it and move on.  Obviously, that didn't happen and as I wrote I became attached to the characters in this story and just kept writing more.  I am at a point now though that I can feel comfortable leaving them for a while.  I am not going to move this to the completed stories because I may come back to them.  I have thought about their future that I may want to put down at some point.  

For those of you who read all the way through, thank you.  I hope it was worth your time.  I know some probably stopped as the story moved from what their interests are.  I write what I would want to read, and this story reflects my interests. 

Absolutely worth the read!! Excellent writing style as well!!

Will be interesting to know whether Leslie and Cindy remain together or if their flirt with the boy’s started something in one or the other that can’t be ignored!!

[Dirkimaus]

Schade das es nicht mehr weiter geht, bitte schreib weiter.

[diaperboymi]

What a Wonderful story 😍😍😍😍.  Would definitely Love to see a couple follow up chapters.  Thanks for the incredible John writing it😀😀😀😀