I'm Not New But I Had To......

[jason]

use a Name that I'm Comfortable with which is my real first name

But Let me tell you who I am and why I sometimes wear Diapers

My name is Jason (as I already told you) and I live in Phoenix, Az with a roommate for now. I was born Jan 24 1980 here in phoenix. I had a birth mom that loved me very much and still does to this day, but when I was barely getting ready to walk she wanted some help and they took me and my older sister away from her. I lived with my step-mom who basically abused me Mentally and occasionally Physically. My real dad was gone 6 months of the Year and when he was home he was to busy to do anything with us kids.

I was officially wearing diapers/pull ups until I was 5 because of bed wetting. My mother put me on ADHD medications to control my behavior when I was in second grade and it very much Hurt my social skills and I was very nervous feeling and such. My mother always kept us kids in the house, and didn't have too many outside activities such as going to the park and such. When I wasn't at home I was usually at school or doing Clogging Dance practices or Scouts.

I was grounded almost every week for things I didn't completely comprehend. When I got out of highschool my Mother found it neccesary to put me on adult guardianship. That really screwed me up. What it meant to my mom was that she could tell me what to do and I wasn't allowed to spend my money the way I felt I could have. She locked my bank acct on me so I couldn't even check the balance. She drove me kinda crazy putting me thru all of that. When the court filed my Gaurdianship papers they suspended any chance of learning to drive or even driving up to this day.

Just last year I took myself off the adhd Meds and found a girlfriend whom I thought was going to work out but Unfortunately she ended up breaking my heart which is when I started being depressed and such. I went back to living in an apartment that I got a year ago alone.

But all through my life when noone was around to jeer or make fun of me I wore diapers when I was depressed and felt that the world didn't care about me.

Just last year I was working at a daycare and I made friends with a high school age girl that I just helped get a job with that daycare. I told her about the diapers and she called me something that could possibly get me in trouble with the law if it were true. That really scared me. It scared me so much that I called my church bishop and He looked at me like I had a disease and told me I couldn't take the Sacrament or participate in any classes or discussions during church. That just got me upset and I stopped goin to church because of that.

And that brings us up to the past week or so. Which I just got an apartment with an old friend and was able to use the internet a lil bit more. I just found this site a couple weeks ago and I was frightened and scared of acceptance and what ppl would think of me. Which caused me to runaway from one Sn and create a new one and see what I would be comfortable with. I did that up till now.

It pains me that I might've gotten ppl upset with me for doing that.

But that's about my life.

[curious]

AWWWW I KNOW alla those names and wanna snuggle all of em! And ill snuggle u too! What a moving story u had... Anytime u wanna talk u know CURIOUS is always there for u! Im glad to meet u and hope uve picked a name to stick with take care sweetie and huggles and kissies....

Huggles, kissies and loves,

CURIOUS

[Incomplete Dude]

I was wondering when you'd finally make the plunge. I'm glad you did it!

[DIAPERPHANTOM]

Welcome Again, for the 7th time...! I appreciate you coming clean with us and sharing your story. I hope you will continue to be upfront with us from this point on, as many here, including myself, react harshly to this kind of deceit.

[beallucanb]

No matter what name you choose, we still are glad your here, I hope you stay, and enjoy being with us.