Wannatripbaby Posted May 18, 2018 Share Posted May 18, 2018 As I sat down to play I couldn’t get my mind off the thick padding that had returned to its rightful place between my legs. It felt... normal. The thin Pull-ups felt weird and made me anxious that I was going to ruin my clothes of furniture. With the diaper I know I could go for hours without leaking and I'd barely even notice unless I pooped. It's just better for everyone this way. I belong in diapers. I need my diapers. A tear fell from my eyes. Link to comment
jan241989 Posted May 18, 2018 Author Share Posted May 18, 2018 Bob: I think she will be very happy after she has this done Link to comment
Wannatripbaby Posted May 18, 2018 Share Posted May 18, 2018 As the tears keep coming I climb up on my bed and quietly sobbed into my pillow. I didn’t even know why I was crying. But that never stopped me in the past. At least these random crying fits weren't as bad as the full on meltdowns I'd had several times already. Link to comment
jan241989 Posted May 18, 2018 Author Share Posted May 18, 2018 Alice: We talk and i come up to check on you Link to comment
Wannatripbaby Posted May 18, 2018 Share Posted May 18, 2018 By the time you come to check on me most of my tears were gone. I sit up and look towards you with red, watery eyes. At this point I'm not even trying to hide my tears. I just want my Mommy to comfort me. Link to comment
jan241989 Posted May 19, 2018 Author Share Posted May 19, 2018 Alice: I pick you up and sit you on my lap Link to comment
Wannatripbaby Posted May 19, 2018 Share Posted May 19, 2018 I hug you, wanting nothing more than to be comforted by my Mommy. Link to comment
jan241989 Posted May 20, 2018 Author Share Posted May 20, 2018 Bob: I wait downstairs Alice: I hold you in my lap Link to comment
Wannatripbaby Posted May 20, 2018 Share Posted May 20, 2018 I start to calm down and a smile creeps its way onto my face. Link to comment
jan241989 Posted May 20, 2018 Author Share Posted May 20, 2018 Alice: There we go no more tears Link to comment
Wannatripbaby Posted May 20, 2018 Share Posted May 20, 2018 "Yeah... sorry, Mommy. I just n-need to cry sometimes. I don't really know why. I-It's not normal, right?" Link to comment
jan241989 Posted May 20, 2018 Author Share Posted May 20, 2018 Alice: I put my arms around you Link to comment
Wannatripbaby Posted May 20, 2018 Share Posted May 20, 2018 I melt into the comfort if my Mommy’s love and within minutes I'm fast asleep. Link to comment
jan241989 Posted May 20, 2018 Author Share Posted May 20, 2018 Alice: I see that you have fallen asleep and tuck you into bed Link to comment
Wannatripbaby Posted May 20, 2018 Share Posted May 20, 2018 I stay asleep, completely peaceful. Link to comment
jan241989 Posted May 20, 2018 Author Share Posted May 20, 2018 Alice: I leave the room and let you sleep Link to comment
Wannatripbaby Posted May 20, 2018 Share Posted May 20, 2018 I wake up about an hour later. Once the drowsiness fades away I sit up and stretch. I reached my hand down to check my diaper and found it slightly wet. Hardly even noticeable. The Pull-up probably would've leaked already. I guess these diapers aren't so bad. I shouldn't get so upset about it. It's no big deal as long as Mommy doesn't seem to mind. Link to comment
jan241989 Posted May 20, 2018 Author Share Posted May 20, 2018 Bob: Hello princess how was your nap Link to comment
Wannatripbaby Posted May 20, 2018 Share Posted May 20, 2018 "Oh! G-g-good. Th-thanks for asking." I was still nervous about what Daddy would think when he found out I was wearing diapers again. It's been my experience that Daddies and diapers don't mix. Has Mommy told him yet? Am I supposed to to tell him? Link to comment
jan241989 Posted May 20, 2018 Author Share Posted May 20, 2018 Bob: Sweetie it’s ok mommy told me about it Link to comment
Wannatripbaby Posted May 20, 2018 Share Posted May 20, 2018 "Oh..." I look at the floor. "I'm s-s-sorry, Daddy." Link to comment
jan241989 Posted May 20, 2018 Author Share Posted May 20, 2018 Bob: It’s okay with me Link to comment
Wannatripbaby Posted May 20, 2018 Share Posted May 20, 2018 "R-really? You don't mind that your daughter wears diapers when she c-could be wearing Pull-ups?" Sorta. Kinda. Not really. I've yet to keep a Pull-up dry for more than about 30 minutes. But still... Link to comment
jan241989 Posted May 21, 2018 Author Share Posted May 21, 2018 Bob: Sweetie remember we’re going to get it fixed Link to comment
Wannatripbaby Posted May 21, 2018 Share Posted May 21, 2018 "I know. But that's not for over a week! I... I never wanted you guys to have to put up with my diapers." I stared down at the floor. Link to comment
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