Wannatripbaby Posted March 27, 2018 Share Posted March 27, 2018 I perked up a bit when she called me sweetie and went to wash my hands. "So w-w-what do you wanna d-do while they c-c-cool?" I'd never asked to do things with my old mommy. When I wasn’t being forced to do things with her that I didn’t like, I normally tried to avoid her and everyone else. But now I just wanted to be near Mommy. My Mommy. Even if it was for something boring. Link to comment
jan241989 Posted March 27, 2018 Author Share Posted March 27, 2018 Alice: Why don't you watch some tv Link to comment
Wannatripbaby Posted March 27, 2018 Share Posted March 27, 2018 "Oh, uhh, o-okay." I go to the tv room. It took me a minute to figure out the remote. I'd never been allowed to watch what I want on tv. All I ever got was baby shows. Unless one of my siblings wanted to watch something, which was about the only time I got to watch anything good. But I kept flipping through channels and couldn't find anything. There must be, like, a billion channels here! eventually I got frustrated and turned it off and played with some toys. I'd have to ask how to find the good channels later. Link to comment
jan241989 Posted March 27, 2018 Author Share Posted March 27, 2018 Alice: Twenty minutes later i tell you that you can have one Link to comment
Wannatripbaby Posted March 27, 2018 Share Posted March 27, 2018 "COOKIES!" I run to the kitchen, grab one, and take a bite. "Mmmmmmmm" they taste even better than they smell! I almost wanted to cry they were so good! But then, everything seems to make me want to cry I guess. I finish the cookie. "C-c-can I have another? Please, Mommy?" Link to comment
jan241989 Posted March 27, 2018 Author Share Posted March 27, 2018 Alice: Yes you can and here is your milk Link to comment
Wannatripbaby Posted March 27, 2018 Share Posted March 27, 2018 I took another cookie and drank some of my milk. Wow! Those go really well together! I wonder if anyone else feels that way? I take another bite of my cookie. "Mmmmm, these are the b-b-best! Thank you sooooo much, M-Mommy." I hug her. Link to comment
jan241989 Posted March 27, 2018 Author Share Posted March 27, 2018 Alice: Thank you honey Link to comment
Wannatripbaby Posted March 27, 2018 Share Posted March 27, 2018 I gripped her even tighter and smiled even wider when she called me honey. Link to comment
jan241989 Posted March 27, 2018 Author Share Posted March 27, 2018 Alice: Honey do you want to look on the computer with mommy Link to comment
Wannatripbaby Posted March 27, 2018 Share Posted March 27, 2018 "Okay. C-can I sit on y-y-your lap again?" Link to comment
Wannatripbaby Posted March 27, 2018 Share Posted March 27, 2018 I smiled and followed her, sitting in her lap when we git to the computer room and snuggling against her. Link to comment
jan241989 Posted March 27, 2018 Author Share Posted March 27, 2018 Alice: I find some things and ask you it you would like them Link to comment
Wannatripbaby Posted March 27, 2018 Share Posted March 27, 2018 (Well, I kinda need to know what kinds of things to know if she would like them or not. Could you be more specific?) Link to comment
jan241989 Posted March 27, 2018 Author Share Posted March 27, 2018 How would you like your own laptop and tv honey Link to comment
Wannatripbaby Posted March 27, 2018 Share Posted March 27, 2018 "R-r-r-really??? M-my own tv???" I was too shocked to properly answer. Link to comment
Wannatripbaby Posted March 27, 2018 Share Posted March 27, 2018 I was overwhelmed. They were doing sooo much for me. And I didn't deserve it. "Y-you don't have t-t-to do that. It's too m-much. A-and you might not want to keep me." I started panicking at the thought of them returning me. I'd just found a family I liked! Someone I could call Mommy & Daddy! I didn’t want to go back! My breathing started to become rapid and my hands began to shake. Link to comment
jan241989 Posted March 27, 2018 Author Share Posted March 27, 2018 Alice: I hold you close to me Link to comment
Wannatripbaby Posted March 27, 2018 Share Posted March 27, 2018 Her warm embrace gave me the assurance I needed to start crying. I hate crying, but feeling like I have to hold it in, and usually failing and being punished for it, was even worse. So I started bawling like the baby I am. Link to comment
jan241989 Posted March 28, 2018 Author Share Posted March 28, 2018 Alice: I start to rock you back and forth Link to comment
Wannatripbaby Posted March 28, 2018 Share Posted March 28, 2018 The rocking motion starts to calm me down enough for me to start apologizing "I-I-I'm s-sorry Mommy. P-p-please don't send me back! I-I know I'm b-broken b-b-but I don't want to leave!" Link to comment
jan241989 Posted March 28, 2018 Author Share Posted March 28, 2018 Alice: It is okay honey we would never send you back Link to comment
Wannatripbaby Posted March 28, 2018 Share Posted March 28, 2018 "M-m-m-my last f-foster parents sent me back after t-t-two days. *sniffle* They said they c-c-couldn't handle me." Link to comment
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