Danny Posted February 6, 2018 Share Posted February 6, 2018 Looks at you "Yes I have, but I need to find the right time. I spend all my time with this programme. Maybe a few more years. We've had our troubles but we are strong" Link to comment
Wannatripbaby Posted February 6, 2018 Author Share Posted February 6, 2018 "That's good." I decided to change the subject, not really knowing what else to say about it. "So, do you really think this... Regression thing will fix me?" Link to comment
Danny Posted February 7, 2018 Share Posted February 7, 2018 Looks at you "it depends if you cooperate with the programme. At the moment, I can't say because you've had a few meltdowns. But now I can understand why" Link to comment
Wannatripbaby Posted February 7, 2018 Author Share Posted February 7, 2018 "But you're saying if I cooperate than I'll be able to cope with my anxiety without drugs?" Link to comment
Danny Posted February 7, 2018 Share Posted February 7, 2018 Looks at you "maybe but it'll take a lot of work. People who become addicted to drugs take a lot of time to get off them for good" Link to comment
Wannatripbaby Posted February 7, 2018 Author Share Posted February 7, 2018 Here goes nothing, "Well, if this... regression therapy will help me, then I'll stay in a diaper tonight instead of my normal panties." There. No turning back now. I'm all in. Link to comment
Danny Posted February 7, 2018 Share Posted February 7, 2018 Looks at you "don't worry. You'll be diapered every night. But I'll be training you to use the toilet again when I feel you're coming to the end of your time with me" Link to comment
Wannatripbaby Posted February 7, 2018 Author Share Posted February 7, 2018 "Yeah, like using diapers will somehow reverse my potty training! That's just silly." I still have full control of myself. Diapers can't take away my bladder control... right? Link to comment
Danny Posted February 7, 2018 Share Posted February 7, 2018 Looks at you "it depends how long the programme lasts for each client. It took one of my clients almost a year to retrain himself" Link to comment
Wannatripbaby Posted February 7, 2018 Author Share Posted February 7, 2018 "Wait, WHAT!" I sit up in the bed. "Surely a week can't take away my potty training, could it?" I'm fine with wearing these things here forna week. But I don't want to be FORCED to wear them after I get out! Link to comment
Danny Posted February 8, 2018 Share Posted February 8, 2018 Looks at you "you'll be surprised. and no, you won't be forced to change them, but maybe until you've got full control back" Link to comment
Wannatripbaby Posted February 8, 2018 Author Share Posted February 8, 2018 "I... sorry. That just kinda took me by suprise." How long will I be wearing these things? Will I have to wear them to school? God, that would be horrible! Link to comment
Danny Posted February 8, 2018 Share Posted February 8, 2018 Looks at you "I'll potty train you when I feel you're ready to go back to being a big girl" Link to comment
Wannatripbaby Posted February 8, 2018 Author Share Posted February 8, 2018 My concern about the idea of wearing diapers outside was overshadowed by the absurd images I got when I imagined what potty training will look like. I started giggling like a school girl. Link to comment
Danny Posted February 8, 2018 Share Posted February 8, 2018 I wonder what's so funny as I get you back into a diaper "so what should we do now? " Link to comment
Wannatripbaby Posted February 8, 2018 Author Share Posted February 8, 2018 "I dunno. You're the boss." I was kinda tired, but also very excited. For the first time in 8 months I had hope. Hope of getting better. Hope of finally putting Trent out of my life once and for all. I felt like I could fly. I wanted to leap out the nearest window and soar up into the clouds. For the first time in memory, I felt like everything was going to be alright. Link to comment
Danny Posted February 8, 2018 Share Posted February 8, 2018 Looks at you "maybe you should get some sleep. Big day tomorrow but those plans can wait. Night night myrtle" I say after cleaning up and helping you into your bed Link to comment
Wannatripbaby Posted February 8, 2018 Author Share Posted February 8, 2018 After you get me into the crib and give me my sleeping pills I wrap my arms around you and nuzzle my head into your chest. "Thank you, Dan. For everything." It had been so long since I hugged somebody. Since I've had any kind of positive physical contact with another human being. I just wanted to soak up as much as possible. Link to comment
Danny Posted February 8, 2018 Share Posted February 8, 2018 Looks at you and smiles "it's fine. I hope this good behaviour continues. I just hope it's not all for show" Link to comment
Wannatripbaby Posted February 8, 2018 Author Share Posted February 8, 2018 "Uh-uh." I say rather infantile-like. Link to comment
Danny Posted February 8, 2018 Share Posted February 8, 2018 Looks at you "okay baby girl. Good night" I say as I let you get some sleep and I ring my girlfriend and explain what's happening tomorrow and she agrees Link to comment
Wannatripbaby Posted February 8, 2018 Author Share Posted February 8, 2018 With the help of the sleeping pills and the absence of the heaviness I've been carrying around so long I sleep soundly until Dan comes to get me. Link to comment
Danny Posted February 8, 2018 Share Posted February 8, 2018 I go to bed about 11 pm and wakes up at 8 am and comes to check in on you Link to comment
Wannatripbaby Posted February 8, 2018 Author Share Posted February 8, 2018 As soon as the lights come on I roll over on my side and grumble. I was never mich of a morning person. Link to comment
Danny Posted February 9, 2018 Share Posted February 9, 2018 Looks in on you "good morning my little one. It seems you're a bit grouchy this morning so I'll let you wake up properly before your breakfast" I leave the room without even checking your diaper Link to comment
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