For those of you struggling with yourself.

[eatenbywo1ves]

It gets better it really does!

A little bit about my history, take it at face value, call me a liar, or believe it if you want. This is all true.

I should probably dead at this point in my life but here I still I am for whatever reason. Multiple stints in the ICU as a child for complications from asthma with two of the stints seeing me brought into the ER not breathing for around 3-5 minutes, luckily as far as I can tell no brain damage! Then something darker happened, that I am still not really comfortable talking about as I have only just shared it with my father and someone from the boards, and I 'm still working through it as there are these black spots (blank pages so to speak),