Adopting Valeria (private between valeria and diapered_in_wisc)

[diapered_in_wisc]

I come back into the house to the living room trashed. I just sigh as I carry the groceries in and plop them on the kitchen floor and begin putting them away, ignoring your tantrum. I was trying my hardest not to lash out and spank you, but I didn't know how long my patience would hold...

[valeria]

After sometime my tantrum subsided as i waddle to the front door wanting to go to the truck for the toy thinking you left it there but when i get to the front door i couldn't get it open as i sigh sitting there on the floor.

[diapered_in_wisc]

I come pick you up and snuggle you for a bit. Happy your tantrum was over, I asked if you wanted the rest of your lunch...

[valeria]

I shook my head not feeling hungry any more as i didn't want to snuggle with you as i try to get out of your arms but felt you carry me to the kitchen anyway as i was too weak to get out of your arms.

[diapered_in_wisc]

"Where'd my happy baby go?" I ask as I try to tickle you a little...

[valeria]

I would barely giggle as this wasn't me at all which began to worry you a bit as if this all had to do with my mom and her boyfriend doing bad things to me for me to act out like this as you had to get to the bottom of this even if it means having me evaluated by a doctor.

[diapered_in_wisc]

"Let's go watch TV baby." I say as we make our way to the living room. With you still on my hip I pick up the cushions and put the couch back together before we plop down and turn on Nick Jr.

I was worried about you, and I couldn't shake it. One minute you were an angel then within moments you were acting like the devil took over. I decided that tomorrow, I would call and set up an appointment with a specialist to see if we could get to the bottom of this. But for now I just tried to relax and keep you calm.

[valeria]

After awhile i felt rather ill as i was barely listening to any thing as the room felt like it was spinning as i try to steady myself as you hold me while im on your lap.

[diapered_in_wisc]

When you started wobbling I knew there was something wrong and that it wasn't going to wait til tomorrow. I grabbed your diaper bag and out the door we went. I loaded you into the truck and away we went.

[valeria]

I woke up in a room scared and crying as i didn't know what was going on as i try to get out of the bed but couldn't.

[diapered_in_wisc]

I lean in and kiss your forehead. I want to pick you up but due to the IV's I can't. My heart breaks because you're sick and I can't do anything about it.

[valeria]

The doctor looks at you as she says "well it looks like her body was reacting to a drug in her system that she consumed which then was shuting her body down luckly you brought her in when you did that we are able to get her better in no time"

I cry when you didn't pick me up as i start to panic not understanding anything as you try to calm me down.

[diapered_in_wisc]

I started to cry. I didn't know what to do and I couldn't even pick you up. So I crawled into bed with you, careful of your IV, and I snuggle you. "Baby I can't pick you up right now." I explained. "The doctors are gonna make you all better though and then I can pick you up all you want."

My heart was breaking to think that you could have died on me. Then I wondered what you could have gotten into to make you act so strangely...

[valeria]

I try to calm down as i held on to your shirt as i felt you wipe the tears off my cheeks as the doctor continues to talk with you and asks you questions about me as she asks "have you noticed anything strange with her behavior at all"

[diapered_in_wisc]

I snuggle you in tight and tell the doctor that you're normally happy and smiles. A real snuggle bug and attention hog, which I figured stemmed from the abuse you suffered.

Then I hesitated for a moment before telling him about what you do when I change you...

[valeria]

The doctor nods as he says "would it be alright if i take a look to make sure nothing bad was done to her cause if there is you might have a lawsuit case against her mother and boyfriend"

[diapered_in_wisc]

"You're the doctor, so yeah, do whatever is gonna help her." I say to him, fearful of what may be found...

[valeria]

I cry and fuss as the doctor lets you get the diaper open so he could check me as you try to keep me calm as i whine a bit saying "wanna go home now"

[diapered_in_wisc]

"Baby baby baby, we'll go home after the doctors check you out. He's not going to hurt you. He's a doctor so it's okay for him to touch you there." I said as I ran my fingers through your hair...

[valeria]

I rubbed my eyes feeling a stressed out and sleepy as it was almost nap time as the doctor finishes looking me over and writes a few notes down.

[diapered_in_wisc]

"So when can we go home?" I ask the doctor. "She's getting tired and she's scared. So let's get the story so I can get her home and put down for her nap." I realized how rude I came off, but I was being overprotective father. "I'm sorry doc, I just don't know what to do right now. I'm new to this so..."

[valeria]

The doctor nods saying "thats alright

[diapered_in_wisc]

I was upset, but I needed to stay calm. She was upset and didn't need me to set her off worse. I waited for the nurses to unhook your IV before I scooped you up and held you tight.

We made our way to the truck. I buckled you up and got in myself. You sucked your thumb and cuddled your bunny the whole ride home.

[valeria]

I fall right to sleep on the way home as i barely felt you carrying me inside and laying me down so i could nap.

[diapered_in_wisc]

It had been such an eventful afternoon that I dozed off on the couch after I put you down. Stress and worry had finally taken their toll on me.

I don't know how long I was out, but I awoke to you fumbling around in the living room. You had found the Disney movies and were trying to figure out how to put one in the DVD player...